Chapter 72 High on you
My chest rose and fell in an unrhythmic pattern as I laid in Axel's roughened sheets after we'd had mind-blowing sex over and over.
Even with my exhaustion, I recalled how Axel couldn't keep his hands off me the moment we got into his house. We'd barely made into the sitting room when he pinned me against the sitting room wall and fucked me passionately despite the heated sex we'd enjoyed in his car.
As though that wasn't enough, while we cleaned up in the bathroom in what should've been an innocent shower, he teased me like crazy and ended up fingering me until my legs curled in a series of exploding orgasms while he watched me with satisfaction.
As I lay in his bed exhausted, my legs felt wobbly underneath me but I wouldn't give anything in exchange for the ripples of pleasure with Axel that had caused it. A sly smile spread across my face and I tightened my legs slightly as I reminisced how blissful being touched by the man I loved felt, I would never get over the way he made me feel desirable and beautiful while he fucked me. I could barely feel my limbs but I knew that I wouldn't say no to fucking him over and over because we both couldn't keep our hands off each other especially since it'd been a while since we'd gotten to see each other. I bit my lips while deep in sensual thoughts about Axel and my hand ran through my full head of hair that was scattered on the pillow on which I lay on.
In a few minutes, I heard footsteps coming up the stairs that led to Axel's room and I knew that he must finally be on his way back to me which made me excited. In no time he appeared at the doorway with two cups of steaming hot coffee and walked towards me with a cute smile which I returned without hesitation.
"You're still in the same position I left you in a couple of minutes ago," he said in a teasing tone as he handed me a cup of coffee and sat beside me at the edge of the bed. "Sorry mister, weren't you the one that wore my ass out completely by giving me zero breaks in between?" I answered and took a refreshing sip of the coffee he'd just handed me. "You weren't complaining while you enjoyed back-to-back waves of orgasms, were you?" he shot back and raised a brow at me as if he was daring me to deny that I'd enjoyed every second of it. "You had just as many releases, it's a fair game" I replied and blew a raspberry at him which made the cutest low chuckle erupt from him as a result, how dare he be so adorable even right now? "I've barely even gotten started with you, Red. I want to plant a hickey on every part of your luscious body to mark you as mine" he said and lowered those fucking sexy eyes of his that never failed to drive me crazy no matter what.
"Yeah? Well, I'm not backing down so soon either" I retorted with my eyes fixed on his as well, he looked very pleased with my reply because he knew I'd always match his energy.
"Very good, that's why I brought you coffee to recharge so we can get right back into it" he smiled at me and took a sip of his coffee, did he need more energy too? I thought and chuckled a little. "Well, if you end up killing me with orgasms, my family won't let you off the hook, you know that yeah?" I threw a silly threat his way about our families' long-lasting rivalry.
"I wouldn't dare, if anything- you'd kill me with how much the mere sight of you drives me batshit crazy" He dropped his coffee mug on the nightstand and got into bed beside me, I have no idea why but I stared right at his sexy abs because they were right in my face.
"Before I forget! You can't use steamy sex and teasing to wiggle your way out of disappearing and burying your handsome head into work for the past three days- you better have a good reason for making me miss you so damn much" I sat up with my coffee mug to show that I meant business and I think he understood clearly because his playful teasing expression had dissolved instantly.
"I hate to make you worry, Red, you know that. But I had to be present in person to tie up some loose ends concerning the important shipment I'm expected to handle on behalf of my family" He said and rubbed my left cheek affectionately as though he wanted to take all my worries away that very second, I can't say that the effect wasn't comforting and satisfying.
However, I noticed how he seemed to let on as little information as possible while he spoke which made me feel like he was hesitant about sharing any vital details with me concerning the shipment he'd been expecting.
"You needn't bother telling me anything you're not comfortable sharing with me yet" I quickly said to avoid making him feel pressured to share sensitive information if he didn't trust me enough to do so willingly yet.
"I understand that you don't trust me with information like that yet because of the rift that has existed between our families for years and that's okay" I continued without letting him give a reply to what I'd said earlier.
"What? No, Red. I trust you and I need you to know that without a doubt." He replied in a heartbeat before I could ramble on about not being trusted enough by him.
The fact that he'd locked eyes with me while saying he trusted me completely somehow managed to make me lighthearted and dizzy. The unwavering certainty in his words was reassuring and they made my knees buckle slightly at how wonderful the man before me was, he was perfect inside and out and for a moment I'd doubted how much he trusted me when I knew I'd equally trust him with
my life.
My heart melted and my words were jumbled in my mouth because I was taken aback by his honesty and level of severity when it came to me. At that moment I wasn't overly emotional because of the tight spot my family had put me in concerning hijacking the Ivanovs's shipment. I felt like I was backed up tightly against a wall and because I couldn't betray either my family or the man I loved I was likely to be sucked in by the wall while being pushed up against it.
I was torn between proving my loyalty to my family and staying true to Axel, it hurt so much to think about it especially since he'd just expressed how deeply he trusted me and my heart shattered at the thought of breaking that trust because it must've not been easy to love and trust a person that was meant to be an enemy.
Axel took my hands in his and squeezed them softly in a bid to reassure me and I shot him a small smile as he'd torn me away from the thoughts that had me in turmoil with that little kind gesture. I loved how a little affection from him could make me feel like all was right in the world again, it was truly amazing.
"You know how I love protecting you because you're my everything? The real reason I'd rather not share details about this shipment with you is because of how dangerous it is. The less you know, the safer you'll be and that's all I want Red" He said while he squeezed my hands in his again which made me tilt my head and chuckle lightly.
"Damn sexist" I laughed awkwardly.
"You know damn right that I've successfully killed people that claimed to have the strongest and best-trained guards at their beckon and I was literally born into a life of danger. I breathe in danger and breathe it out like it's nothing" I continued boasting while he watched me closely as though it didn't matter to him one bit.
"Of course, you're great Red. But thinking about the fact that you have to do that makes me angry because you don't deserve to be subjected to any of that" He replied cooly which was unusual for him but he'd somehow managed to validate my feelings while expressing his feelings of dissatisfaction concerning the amount of danger I'd been exposed to while growing up.
At the same time, I knew that he was especially referring to my weakness which I'd shared with him earlier and it made me even more emotional to see how much he cared for my well-being more than anything.
I'd expressed that I didn't particularly enjoy the rigorous training or the job of assassinating people but I only stuck to the role because it was the only thing that made me feel somewhat relevant while growing up in a mafia family.
"I'll always protect you, you'll never have to raise a finger ever again and that's a promise I'm not making lightly" He pulled me by my hands and kissed each hand that was in his before finally pulling me in for a deep and sensual kiss.
I kissed him back hungrily and bit his plump lower lips which earned me a low groan from him as though I'd driven him over the edge in that single gesture. We kissed as though we'd not had the chance to in days even though we just had sex mere hours ago before being engrossed in a conversation.
Slowly, his hands wandered toward my folds and a moan escaped my lips as though I'd been anticipating it. He played with them gently yet sensually and he made sure that he dwelt on the right spots to drive me utterly crazy. My moans got louder and he kept touching me while his eyes focused solely on my rising boobs with every breath I took as well as the moans that escaped my lips
involuntarily.
Before I knew it, he took his hands off my folds and licked my creamy juices off his fingers, and bit his lips while he still held my gaze. In a quick motion, he made his way between my legs and I knew he'd planned to eat me out after reveling in the taste of my juices that he'd just gotten.
"You already tired out my limbs Axel, I can hardly feel them right now, you know?" I whined slowly and I was certain that my whines went straight over his head because he'd already focused his vision in between my legs.
"Axel, did you hear me say... Oh God," My words trailed off into a string of meaningless moans and sounds the moment I felt him pull me closer by my thighs and buried his tongue in between my
folds.
I whimpered in immense pleasure with every stroke his tongue made as he ate me out, my legs thrashed wildly as the bliss rolled over me and he made sure he held my thighs firmly in place while he focused on eating me out and nothing else.
I could hardly count the number of times I moaned his name in pleasure while he kept eating me out, I was as though it couldn't get any better but he somehow made it feel better every passing
second.
Minutes or hours later, I woke up feeling exhausted but I had no idea when I fell asleep or how long I'd been in bed. Strangely, I'd also lost count of how many orgasms he'd managed to give me before I fell into a deep sleep. My eyes were a bit heavy and groggy but I managed to scan the room slowly and I figured out that Axel wasn't there.
Seconds later, I heard a phone vibrate and so I looked over the nightstand to check if it was mine but I noticed that it was Axel's phone instead. I absentmindedly grabbed the phone to check but my heart was caught in my throat the moment I saw that the notification was from Prince who identified as both the head of security for the Ivanov mafia family and the CEO of the best security company
in the country.
On instinct, I knew that it meant whatever he'd sent to Axel was crucial and private information so I wanted to drop the phone that instant because it sure as hell didn't concern me. Unfortunately, my voice of reason was met with a tiny intrusive voice that pushed me to read it in case I might find useful information to share with my family.
I struggled for a while with both thoughts and I hated that my moral compass was leaning towards checking the message anyways. While still holding the phone in my hand, I snuck a quick peek at the visible parts of the notification which read "sent the details of the first stage of the mission to you" and my heart stopped.
My heart throbbed like crazy immediately after I read the text and I began to panic as an unwanted adrenaline rush hit me. I was a programming genius and I knew that I could easily input a code into his phone to hack it in mere minutes and I would be able to read the rest of the text and get the details he'd mentioned.
But deep down, I knew that I couldn't betray Axel that way as much as something kept nudging me as though it was daring me to read the entire text. At this point, my head was spinning, my palms were sweaty and my thoughts were all over the place as I stared blankly at the phone in my hand.
"What are you doing, Red?" Axel's voice interrupted my racing thoughts making me freeze instantly.