Chapter 38

ELIGOR.

This infuriating thing! It refuses to calm down and seems determined to escape! What should I do? My thing won't calm down because of this woman.

She's so good at teasing, acting dumb even when she's not. If only I could grab her right now, but I don't want to because I know I won't be able to control myself and I might hurt her.

She has so many wounds on her body, with a fracture in her leg and thigh, so I know it would be uncomfortable for her if we did that. Plus, I don't even know if she would agree.

I quickly moved away from her and wrapped her in a towel. Her skin is so soft and delicate, I might lose control if I touch her again.

"Hurry up, you might catch a cold and get a runny nose with what you're doing," I replied, trying to cover my mouth because I could feel my cheeks turning red.

"Don't look at me like that, what do you want?" I asked while covering my mouth because I knew my cheeks were turning red.

"Nothing. I was just surprised, sorry for teasing. I'll change now." I just nodded and helped her out of the bathroom. I didn't want this woman to slip, especially since she was clumsy.

"Hmm... Eli, one last thing. Can you get me some clothes? Just any pajamas, thanks," she instructed, pointing me to her clothes drawer. I just nodded and composed myself.

As I was in her room, I caught a whiff of the fragrant shampoo and soap she used on her body, and I couldn't help but be even more drawn to her.

I shook my head and focused on finding her clothes, but as soon as I opened the first drawer, I immediately looked down.

My hands were trembling as I looked at the various colors and designs of her underwear.

"Eli? What's wrong? Why do you look like a statue over there?" she asked, and I quickly shook my head and pulled open the second drawer to look for her pajamas.

Damn it, I'm an incubus! A sex demon, yet my hands are shaking just from seeing a woman's underwear? What's happening to me? Am I going crazy?

Just the thought of her wearing those beautiful underwear makes my nose bleed. I can already imagine it, and it excites me.

Wait, Eli! Get yourself together, you idiot! We need to help Kate because she's sick, okay?

I nodded to myself like a fool and just grabbed whatever I could find in her clothes and placed them on the bed.

"Oh, is that okay?" I asked her without looking in her direction.

"Hmmm... Eli?" I raised an eyebrow because it seemed like she didn't like what I picked, and when I looked at the clothes I had chosen, I was surprised too.

"These are lingerie, how did you get these? They're at the bottom of my drawer," Kate asked, seeming embarrassed about the underwear I took.

It was a pink lace lingerie that barely covered her body because it was so thin. Why does she have lingerie like that if she doesn't have a boyfriend yet?

"I-I don't know! I just pulled whatever was there! Let me change it!" I panicked and quickly ran back to the front of the drawer, gathering proper clothes.

I grabbed a matching set of pajamas, not knowing if the underwear I gave her was acceptable.

"I'll go back to my unit for a moment," I nervously replied to her, and she nodded, so I hurriedly walked out of her room.

As soon as I closed her door, my heart pounded with excitement. I bit my lower lip to restrain myself.

I rushed to my unit, and as soon as I entered, I locked the door and looked up, feeling the heat coursing through my body.

I was so affected by Kate that my body was itching to go wild with the sensations she stirred within me.

I slowly slipped my hand inside my jogging pants, seeking the throbbing desire within me.

"Shit," I breathed deeply, my body burning with heat, knowing that if I didn't release it now, I would be tormented by desire all night.

"Fxck, Kate..." I bit my lower lip, feeling my eyes turn red, unable to control the transformation.

I pulled out my thing and held it tightly, moving my palm up and down, desperately trying to release the heat within me.

"Aaahh..." I bent over, still breathing deeply, moaning, but knowing it wasn't enough.

"Damn Kate, I want to fx ck you so hard." Why am I holding myself back? I could easily claim her, but why am I thinking about her safety? Why am I thinking that she might get hurt?

As an incubus, I'm ashamed of what I'm doing to myself. Because I could easily find a woman to satisfy my desires, but I chose to be alone because I'm concerned about Kate's feelings.

"Haaaahh..." I wanted my hands to only touch Kate, to be the only one to experience the pleasure of my touch. I wanted to be the only one to possess her body.

"Damn it, Kate," I gritted my teeth in frustration and longing for her. It had been weeks since I last appeared in her dreams, and I was craving her presence in my life.

That woman was driving me insane.

"Ughhh... damn it." I groaned, the sound of my hand mixing with the liquid oozing from my thing reverberating through the air.

I winced as the white fluid splattered across the floor of my apartment. I touched my forehead, realizing that my thing was still standing tall and refusing to calm down.

"Sh*t, I need to do something."

"Eli!?" I nearly jumped out of my skin when I heard Kate's voice in the apartment hallway. Hastily adjusting my jogging pants, I rushed to the door and caught her peering through her own.

"Why are you all sweaty? Have you eaten? Let's eat together," she invited, while I wiped off my sweat.

"Sure, just give me a moment to get us something to drink," I quickly grabbed a cola from the fridge and brought it to her apartment. I also supported her as she walked, her steps unsteady.

"Just sit there, and I'll prepare the food," I offered, washing my hands in the sink, not wanting her to notice me in any way.

"Okay, you can heat up the chicken wings in the fridge," she suggested, and I immediately did as instructed. As I prepared our meal, I couldn't help but steal glances at her. My thing still refused to calm down, and I worried she might notice.

"Oh, there's beer too if you want." I looked at her, but she didn't turn in my direction. What made her suddenly want to drink?

"Do you want to drink? I don't like drinking alone," I responded, observing her as she scratched her cheek.

"Hmmm... I think I might want to," she replied, and I swallowed hard. What was going on? I felt like she had something she wanted to do or say. Please don't let her have any intentions for me tonight.

Wait a minute! But what if she doesn't? I'm not getting drunk, so it's fine for me, but is it really okay to use that as an excuse to get close to her tonight?

I shook my head and took the food, placing it on a small table in front of the sofa.

"Oh, you've already eaten," I told her, noticing that she was staring at me.

"What's wrong?" I asked, sitting next to her and grabbing a chicken wing to hide my nervousness.

"Hmm... did my joke offend you earlier? I just realized that you might not like those kinds of jokes," I looked at her and saw sadness in her eyes, clearly regretting her earlier actions.

"Oh, Kate. I'm not shallow enough to get angry at you right away, and if you're asking me, I actually enjoyed it," I admitted, revealing my foolishness. But what can I do? I can't deny it! I stood up with that joke, and now I'm embarrassed about what I said.

I scratched my head as I answered, avoiding looking at her because I was ashamed of my uncertain reason. I'm just so stupid; I responded like that, and now I'm embarrassed by what I said.

"Hmmm... I don't know why I feel so comfortable with you like I don't care if you see my body. Ah! But don't get me wrong, I see you as a guy, you're just cute to tease, that's all," she awkwardly replied, and I laughed along.

"I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable, umm... take it easy," I furrowed my brow because I didn't understand what she meant.

"What? Why?" I asked, and she hesitated to look directly at me, pointing toward my thing, which was acting up again. Damn it! Why is it up again!?

"A-Aimee said it hurts if it's not resolved," she stammered, unable to meet my gaze directly.

Was she referring to the pain caused by a man's erection if it's not relieved? Well, that's true for ordinary people, but for me, it's not a big deal. Sometimes this thing of mine gets angry, but it doesn't hurt. I'm just embarrassed that she might think I've been lusting after her all this time, which is correct, but this damn thing doesn't calm down when I'm next to Kate.

"It does hurt," I replied shortly, curious about her reaction.

"Really!? What does it feel like? Do you need medicine? Some painkillers? I have some in my room," she panicked, about to leave to get medicine, but I grabbed her hand and stopped her from escaping.

"Actually, it's your fault," I replied to her, and I saw her face flush.

"S-Sorry! I didn't mean to," she defended herself, and I laughed.

"You know that I'm also a man, Kate, so why didn't you consider that? You even teased me," I'm a demon, really, because I enjoy gaslighting and playing with her conscience to get what I want.

"Sorry, s-so what do you want me to do to help?" she shyly asked, returning to her seat. I glanced at her swollen leg, and maybe we could do that without touching her leg.

"Can you relieve the heat in my body? You see, this part has been burning since earlier," I took her hand and placed it on my manhood.

Based on her reaction, she was surprised by its size. I knew she had touched it several times in her dreams, but it's different when it's in person.

"Can you, Kate? To be honest, it's starting to hurt quite a bit," I answered, even though the truth was that it was scorching hot.

"It's fine if you don't want to, I know you're a conservative person," I added, watching as she shook her head and grabbed a can of alcohol before taking a sip.

"I'll give it a try, but I'll only use my hands," she replied, looking up at me.

Damn, can I really control myself?