Chapter 39

KATELYN.

Goodness gracious, Neptune! Eli's thing is unbelievably long! I can't even imagine its size, and I definitely wasn't expecting this. At first glance, Eli looks like an innocent guy, completely unaware. I thought he was hiding an average-sized thing, but no! This is definitely not average!

I swallowed hard, noticing that he was no longer comfortable in his seat. His breathing became heavier, and he couldn't look me in the eye. He covered his eyes with one hand, leaning against the sofa and taking deep breaths.

I swallowed hard. What would Eli's expression be if I held his entire length? I sat on the floor, facing him, and adjusted a few strands of my hair, tucking them behind my ear.

I feel more comfortable sitting in front of him like this. In this position, I won't have any difficulties, and I won't feel the pain in my legs and feet.

I slowly reached out and felt his length inside his jogger pants. It was already prominent and clearly visible to my eyes. Just as I was about to touch it, he suddenly grabbed my hand and stopped me.

"Wait, Kate. I think this is wrong," he replied, disappointing me. What was wrong? Didn't he want me to help him?

"Uh, it's not that I don't like what's happening between us, hmm... how should I say it? I wanted us to be in a relationship first before we do this," he said, surprising me.

"I don't want to be just friends with benefits. I want to respect you, so if we're going to do this, I want you to be my girlfriend," he replied, leaving me speechless.

Was he serious about this?

"But you know we just broke up with Gadreel. What about the three months rule?" He scratched his head and sighed.

"You don't have to follow that anymore, especially since he betrayed you. And if we do this, it would be like that too, right? Think about it. I just want to make sure that you'll enjoy what happens between us and won't regret it later," he looked at me seriously, but it was evident that he was still shy while explaining this to me.

But honestly, I picked up a different idea from him. It felt like he was implying that something more would happen between us, and it wouldn't end there. It seemed like he was already bidding farewell to me.

"What would I regret?" I asked him, and he averted his gaze.

"I mean, I don't know if I can control myself now, so I just want to make sure that if something happens between us, it's because you're my girlfriend, just to be sure," he explained, but I couldn't understand anything he was saying.

"Assurance for you too?" I asked, and he nodded.

"I-I want you to be my girlfriend when we do this, you know..." I felt like this guy was even more innocent than me as if it was his first time doing this, so he was extremely tense.

But I found it cute.

"Are you sure about me? Do you really want me to be your girlfriend?" I asked, and he leaned down, holding both my cheeks.

"I'm absolutely sure. That's why, if you agree to be my girlfriend now, I promise that you'll be my only girlfriend, and I'll love you wholeheartedly." His words made me feel sincerity, and I knew he was serious about them.

But there was a part of me that was afraid. I didn't know why, but I had a feeling that once I entered this relationship, I wouldn't be able to get out of it.

I know that when you choose someone as your partner, you expect them to be with you for a lifetime. But I didn't know, I had a suspicion or instinct that I was in danger, that I would be hurt more if Eli was the one who betrayed me.

Why? Maybe because he's so important to me, and I don't want us to become enemies someday? Or maybe I'm afraid that if we break up, we won't be able to go back to how things were before.

I don't know.

"Kate, what's your answer? Don't you like me?" When he asked that, I immediately lowered my head, feeling a sharp pang in my heart when I saw his sad face.

"No, I do. I like you!" I covered my mouth as I said it, and Eli's smile lit up.

"I like you too, Kate," he replied, leaning in to kiss me, and I swallowed nervously.

"W-Wait, I like you, but I still have some questions in my heart. Is it okay if I'm not completely sure about my feelings yet and need to figure them out while we're together?" I asked him because it wouldn't be fair if I'm not sure yet and he's already committed.

"Of course, I'm sure that as we're together, you'll love me even more," he answered, grinning mischievously, causing my face to turn red, and I couldn't look at him.

"Kate, look at me." He called me, but I couldn't turn my gaze.

"Please?" I closed my eyes tightly and faced him, then I felt his gentle kiss.

I opened my eyes and saw his face. Slowly, I closed my eyes again and savored our kiss.

It's weird.

When it comes to Eligor, I'm not disgusted at all. Even when I feel his lips pressing against mine, I don't feel any discomfort. It's not like with Gadreel, where the moment he touched me, I wanted to pull away, and it was obvious that my body was reluctantly responding to his kiss.

"Hmmm..." I felt Eli's kiss deepen, and I instinctively leaned back. Fortunately, he held my head and supported me; otherwise, I would have fallen due to the intensity of his kiss.

"Haaa—" We both gasped for breath as our kiss ended. He looked at me seriously, his gaze never leaving my eyes.

"So, are you my girlfriend now?" he asked, and I nodded.

"You introduced me as your fiancée," I teased him, and he laughed, sitting down on his thigh.

I was surprised; I felt as light as a kitten as if he wasn't burdened by my weight at all.

"Are you sure there's no going back on this?" he asked, furrowing his brow.

"Do you have any reason to regret it? You're scaring me," I replied, teasingly, and he laughed in response.

"I'm serious, are we together?" he asked, and I nodded, avoiding his gaze.

"Yes, alright? Are you satisfied? Do you need to ask again and again?" I answered irritably, but deep down, I was actually thrilled.

"Hahahah, now you're trapped. Brace yourself because you might not be able to handle my love," he replied, then kissed me again on the lips.

I was taken aback by that kiss, but I quickly fell into it and matched his intensity. It was strange; his kisses felt so familiar as if I had experienced them countless times before as if I knew every move he made.

Unbeknownst to me, my hands were already clinging to his neck, and his hands were circling my waist. While we continued kissing, I could feel his size pressing against me.

"Augh, hmm..." The kiss was deep and prolonged as if he wanted to consume me entirely. I tapped his shoulder, but it seemed like he couldn't hear me.

I opened my eyes, struggling to breathe, and since he wasn't paying attention to me, I lightly bumped my head against his forehead.

"Haaaa—! You're so annoying! Are you trying to kill me? That kiss must have lasted more than five minutes!" I complained to him, and he scratched his head.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to get carried away," he replied, and I looked at him in a huff, but I couldn't help but be distracted by his well-endowed companion that had been poking me since earlier.

"Can we do something about that?" I asked, pointing downwards.

"I'm feeling shy," he replied, making a cute face at me, which annoyed me, so I immediately took care of his thing.

"Woah! Katelyn! Don't be too wild, that's not like you," he responded in a panicked manner, but I was amazed because this was the first time I had seen something like that up close.

Maybe it didn't count when it was just a dream, right? Because now it was real. Like, really real!

"Ca-Can we turn off the lights, Kate?" Eli asked, and I didn't expect him to feel embarrassed like this.

"O-okay," I stammered, quickly grabbed the remote, and turned off the lights in the living room and kitchen. The only source of light came from the television.

He also lowered the TV volume and immediately kissed me on the lips as soon as he put the remote down. I returned his kiss, but this time, I accompanied it by caressing his thing.

It was crazy! I never imagined things would escalate this quickly between us. It felt like we had been waiting for each other for a long time, so now that our feelings finally met, we couldn't wait to devour each other.

"Ahhmmm..." I heard him groan when I firmly grasped his thing with both hands. My small hands weren't enough to cover its entire length.

We let go of the kiss, and he leaned on my shoulder while I could clearly hear his deep breaths in response to what I was doing to him.

I quickly played with his sword, up and down, round and round. His breathing on my neck felt ticklish due to the pleasurable sensation he was experiencing.

"Ughh..." his teeth clenched, and I felt him bite my shoulder as I tightened my grip on him. I increased the speed of my movements, and when he reached his peak, the impatient liquid spread on my palms.

"Eli?" I asked him, and he hugged me tightly while still burying his head in my neck.

"I'm sorry, I'll just wash your clothes," he whispered, obviously feeling embarrassed about what happened.

"Hahaha, no worries. You'll take care of me, right?" I asked, due to my injured foot.

"Of course, even for the rest of my life, Kate," he replied, and I smiled, hugging him back.

"Thank you, Eli, for making me feel loved. I promise I'll do my best to make this relationship work," I whispered, feeling the tightness of his embrace.

"I promise that I won't hurt you like your ex did. I will make you happy," he said, and it made me smile.

"Thank you, Eli," I replied, leaning my body against his, but I burst into laughter when I felt something long hitting my stomach again.

"Hahaha, Eli, calm down," I said to him, and he let out a sigh.

"Sorry..."