Chapter 56: A Step Forward

Melissa wakes once again to Jeremy, spooning her with one arm around her waist, hand on her breast, and erection pressed tightly against her ass. That realization has her face burning as it brings memories of the night before crashing back. It was only a little over three months ago that she had her first orgasm through sex, then her first pregnancy, her first love. Woo, that thought hits her hard. Does she love him?

Thinking back over the past ten years, longer really, she wasn’t really living, enjoying life. Yes, she loved her studies, but that was all she had. She had no one to look forward to seeing at the end of the day, no one to cook meals for, to text in the middle of the day, to give her gifts. Certainly, no one to make her feel special, protected, and loved like she feels right now in bed with him. But that is all it is right? Sex that resulted in a pregnancy. Would she be here otherwise?

Jeremy had given her so much already. What did she have to give him? Her body, she certainly did that. She unconsciously wiggles her ass, remembering the feel of him in her there. That was certainly another first, not one she had ever thought about, but she certainly was thinking about it now. Melissa had never understood the need of desire for anal sex. Honestly, before Jeremy, she never thought she would crave regular sex. She was so nervous when he played around there with his finger but he was so gentle, turning her on so much with this mouth on her pussy that his finger was in her ass before she even realized it. Never expecting it to feel so good, so full. She came on his face instantly. It was enough to crave his cock there as well. It was as if she could still feel him there. She presses her ass back against him, wanting that full feeling again.

Jeremy responds with a kiss to the back of her next and a squeeze of her breast, “good morning wife,” he teases in his husky morning voice.

Melissa can’t help the feelings of love and contentment that come through her at his words and little actions. She pulls his arm tighter around her and snuggles back deeper, “good morning”. He is still kissing her neck, moving downward slowly. He is now stroking the palm of his hand over her hard nipple. As he presses up behind her more, she can feel his erection grow. That is another first for Melissa. Jeremy sleeps in the nude and she has gotten used to doing the same. Not only is it convenient for times like this, she craves the feeling of his skin against hers, even in her sleep.

Jeremy has moved on her other breast as he slips his arm under his neck so that he can turn her head back towards him. His lips are on hers, and after a few licks and nips his tongue plunges in. Feeling the moisture building between her legs, Melissa grinds back towards his hard cock, needing more. His hand, too slowly slides down her body. It stops with her stomach, something he has been doing more and more.

“Jeremy, please,” she begs. Grinding harder.

“Please what, Melissa?” He teases, “tell me what you want.” He is already moving his hand lower, but she knows he won’t do it until she answers him.

“Touch me Jeremy, I need you to touch me.”

“I am touching you,” he continues to torture her by running his fingers across her pubic bone.

Melissa is getting frustrated now and wraps her top leg back over his, opening herself up. “My pussy, Jeremy. I need your fingers in my pussy.”

This time she reaches back and grabs his head to bring his mouth forward. As his mouth comes towards hers, his fingers slide through the dampness of her pussy. He groans at how wet she already is and as his tongue slips into her mouth, his finger slips inside, the two synchronized to perfection.

“Fuck, you’re wet,” he moans. “You ready for me?” He asks. Melissa responds by pressing her ass back and he doesn’t wait another minute. Moving his hand up to massage her clit, he slides his cock inside her. Now his tongue is moving in the same leisurely stokes as his cock and finger. All three motions together have Melissa whimpering for more as she takes over the kiss, trying to show him what she needs him to do for her.

Knowing exactly what she needs, he rubs circles on her clit with the heel of his hand and presses hard as his thrust gets deeper, harder and faster. It’s too much, Melissa reaches one hand back to grab his ass, while her other hand pinches her own nipples, he bites down on her bottom lip and she’s gone over the edge, screaming his name and squeezing his tight ass at the same time. The feel of her pussy convulsing around his cock it only takes two more pistons of his hips and he is emptying himself inside her.

Both lay in the same position. He is still inside her, she still has her hand on his ass for several minutes. Neither being able to form a thought. Slowly Jeremy pulls out of her and pulls her back with him as he lies on his back. He is staring up at the ceiling, thinking about how different sex is for him now. Sex is not even the word for it. It’s an experience. He had lots of sex in the past. This is not it. With Melissa, it is so much more. It’s bliss but still not enough. No matter what they do, he still can’t get as close to her as he wants.

Jeremy looks down at the woman in his arms, her head on his shoulder, left hand drawing circles on his chest. He looks at the ring on her finger longingly. She would only wear it when they went out in public, now three weeks later and she doesn’t even take it off by night. That’s a good sign, right? He pulls her tighter as she snuggles closer and lets out a loud sigh.

He reaches down to play with the ring on her finger. “What are you thinking?” He inquires. He can feel her pause and swallow deeply. His heart beats faster waiting for his response, it is so quiet in the room he is sure if anyone was here with them they would hear it.

Melissa surprises him by responding, “this, here, this is nice. I could stay here forever.”

He knows she is referring to right this moment, in the bed after making love, but he can’t help himself, “we could make it permanent,” he suggests.

Her eyes fly up to him in panic and he realizes that with him still playing with the ring he gave her what he said could have been taken two ways. As much as he would marry her in a heartbeat, he knows she is not ready for that, so he clarifies, “move in permanently. Don’t go back to your apartment. Move in with me, make this your home, our home”.

Her eyes fill with tears and she gives him a watery smile, “okay”.

That is all she says, but it speaks volumes. She is ready to really let him into her life and hopefully into her heart. Once he gets there, Jeremy has no plans of leaving because she sure as hell is in his heart.