Chapter 7

My hands remained by my sides as Jonas moved his lips over mine lightly before deepening the kiss slowly, my whole body shook a little when he sucked my bottom lips into the warm insides of his mouth, I gasped when he licked his way into my mouth and flicked his tongue continuously over mine before pulling on my lower lip and biting lightly on it. 

I peeled my eyes open when Jonas pulled away and stared down at me, a glance at his red glistening lips which made me suck my bottom lip into my mouth, I saw the way his eyes dropped on my lips once again, I didn’t miss the burning hunger written clearly over his face, I also didn’t miss the way my stomach tightened in want.

Our bodies were barely touching except for our elbows slightly brushing against each other, I could barely make out his facial expressions, but I was still able to make out the chiseled outline of his face from the light coming from the MacBook with the episode still playing. Jonas leaned down once again after watching me for like a minute, our eyes locked, he brushed his lips over mine before moving slowly and I hesitated for a few seconds before parting my mouth a little.

My eyes fluttered open and close as he slowly deepened the kiss until I was squeezing the sheets beside my hips and curling my toes against each other, he pulled away once again and I dragged in ragged breaths while blinking up at him.

He kissed me, and I responded willingly. 

The thought registered in my head as he leaned down again and joined our lips together, and this kiss was completely different from the previous two. I faintly saw his hands move from the corners of my eyes until his elbows was placed on the side of my head while he kissed me deeply, licking into my mouth and tangling his tongue with mine. He trailed his hot breath over my ear and breathed into it before biting on the lobe and sucking the sensitive spot into his mouth.

I moaned softly, my eyes closing and opening and closing once again while my lips puffed out harsh, ragged breaths. It felt like my whole body was on fire although the kiss we shared and a part of me didn’t want him to stop kissing me when he did.

His hands moved downwards and I sucked in a nervous breath, thinking he was going to grab my dick but he chuckled deeply into my ear which made me swallow thickly at the amount of vibration I felt from my ear, he grabbed my sheets fisted hands and tugged them upwards before pushing them high until they were positioned above my head, the scene from the movie flashed in my head and I puffed out a ragged breath, feeling my whole body vibrate with something.

It felt like excitement.

God, I was excited... and nervous... and also curious.

Those thoughts danced around in my head until I snapped back to reality when Jonas’s lips moved lightly from the curve of my ear to my neck. I shuddered and squeezed my eyes shut when he got to my neck and grazed his teeth over my running pulse. He closed his mouth over my pulse and licked me. I couldn’t help the surprised moan that tore out of my lips.

My eyes snapped open when he sucked the wet skin into his mouth and unleashed his tongue, resulting in another moan. His grip tightened on my wrists a little as his mouth moved over my throat, sucking hickeys into almost every spot to my horror. I tried to tell him to quit giving me hickeys, but each time I tried to speak up, a moan or gasp would slip out instead, making me slam my mouth shut immediately.

He slid back up and lowered his lips towards mine while watching me, I felt my whole body turn into liquid with how intense his gaze was, I met his kiss a little bolder this time, lifting my head away from the bed and following his lips while his plundered mine. He slipped his tongue into my mouth, and I sealed my mouth on his, sucking hotly without thinking. His grip tightened on my wrist as he tore his mouth away from mine and muttered a ragged ‘Christ’ before sucking my lower lip into his mouth and kissing me heartily.

He pulled away and we both panted hard while staring at each other. To my disappointment, his hold disappeared from my wrists, and I blinked up at him. My uncoordinated breath matched his perfectly. 

He dropped a kiss on my neck, and I puffed out a hard breath. He was doing something to me that I just couldn’t bring myself to understand just yet.

When I thought he was going to pull away from me completely and return back to the movie, I felt his weight settle above my hips and I swallowed hard, my fingers twisting into the sheets above my head. He leaned forward and took my mouth in a heady kiss which I returned with full force, his fingers slipped under my head and tugged on the roots of my hair, making my moan uncontrollably into the kiss while trying not to press my hips into his.

He slithered down my body until his hard chest was resting against my hips and I pushed up on my elbows, watching him with curious eyes while my heart raced miles over miles in a second. He pushed my top up a little to reveal my stomach and dropped a small kiss below my belly button which made me suck in a hard breath. 

I knew I was hard as granite, there was no use denying it, and in this position, Jonas’s chest was currently covering my lower hips, which means my hard on was probably digging a hole into his chest.

Could someone die of mortification?

He pushed my top further up and followed every revealed inch of skin with his burning lips, kissing a particular line straight up until my top was bunched up around my neck, he knelt above me once again and took my mouth in a deep, searing kiss, pushing me down in that process until I was once again laying on the bed, he drew my hands upwards and held them on each sides of my head before ending the kiss and pulling my top completely off my neck, only that instead of completely pulling the piece of fabric away from my arms, he instead wrapped the piece of fabric around my wrist and tied my hands together.

That was new.

I swallowed hard and glanced up at him while he worked on my hands, once he was done, he leaned down and took my mouth in a kiss, licking into my mouth and completely leading the kiss this time, his hands were still on my recently tied wrists and I felt him rub his thumbs against the middle of my palms, sending tiny sparks into every inch of my skin.

“This alright?” He asked while tugging on the cloth which held my wrists together, his voice deep and filled with vibrations, vibrations which I felt deep in my stomach. I nodded at him while gnawing on my lower lip, not wanting to think about what the hell I was getting myself into or how far my courage and curiosity would allow me to go tonight.

He kissed a line down my neck and bit on the pulse underneath my jaw before licking the particular spot, I gasped and panted hard when he got to my neck and starting biting and sucking hickeys into my neck. He suddenly slipped his hands beneath my hair and dug on the roots and at the same time graze his teeth against particular spot on my neck, he sucked that spot in and I felt my eyes slid close uncontrollably while moans slipped out of my mouth. It felt like my head was going to go up in flames due to how intense the feeling of his mouth working on my throat and his hands pulling on my hair, I panted hard when he finally stopped the sucking on my neck and retrieved his hands from my hair.

Before I could begin to gather my thoughts, he dragged his mouth downwards and over my left puckered nipple, sucking the hard nub into his mouth, I jerked up into his mouth and moaned uncontrollably, my eyes flew wild as another moan tore out from my mouth uncontrollably when he tugged on the nub with his lips, I wanted to pull his head away from my too sensitive nipple because this feels weird to begin with, a good tingly kind of weird. My hands were currently restrained above my head, which left me with no other choice but to take everything he was giving to my nipple. 

He abandoned my left nipple and moved to my right one, flickering his tongue for a few seconds. My body jerked with every flick until he finally drew the nipple into his mouth and sucked hard. Pleasure rushed over my whole body and more embarrassing sounds escaped my throat.

“Jonas,” I choked out around a gasp when he squeezed my abandoned nipple between his thumb and index finger without warning. His tongue was sucking my right one, making pleasure pool in the pit of my stomach. 

God, why was this so intense?

His hands slipped under my slender waist and lifted my body a little while his tongue slithered from my right to my left nipple, flicking and sucking on the neglected nipple and effortlessly dragging out unrecognizable whimpers out of my mouth.

His leg came out of nowhere and rubbed against my hard on, making me choke on air and moan out loudly at the same time. I ground myself against his muscular thigh without thinking. Gasps and moans fell from my mouth as shudders raked down my spine, and overwhelming pleasure burst over my whole body.

He finally pulled away from my nipples and slithered back over my body until we were staring into each other’s eyes. My mouth and eyes were wide as gasps and pants slipped out since his thigh was still moving against my dick.

His hands slipped underneath my head and tugged my head to the side, revealing my throat to his hungry gaze once again, and he sucked on the sore spot again. I gasped uncontrollably, my eyes fluttering as pleasure rushed over my whole body.

“God, your moans are so perfect,” he whispered against my mouth after tugging my hair sideways once again and his mouth was closing over mine before I could even think of what to say in reply.

His body finally settled against mine just as he withdrew his thigh away from my dick. I was almost on the verge of cumming when I felt his broad chest settle against me. His hips settled against mine while his knees nudged my legs apart and I felt his erect dick against mine. The only thing separating us from direct contact was our clothes.

He rubbed his hard on against mine and I gasped. My eyes snapped open to stare into his. He watched every reaction as he continued to grind himself against me. I fluttered helplessly as small pants escaped my mouth.

I felt my body zing with pleasure and my stomach tightened with nervous excitement. I was no virgin, but Jonas was seriously making me feel like one.

Maybe it’s because I haven’t ever done something like this before...

I wanted so badly to hold onto something but the only thing my fingers could grasp were the sheets, so I squeezed them just as Jonas rubbed against me once again, a little harder this time. I moaned against Jonas’s lips, and he repeated the motion almost immediately and my eyes slid shut as a harder, choked moan slipped out.

“Open your eyes,” Jonas whispered, and I blinked up at him. He watched me as he moved against me once again. He licked my lower lip while grinding slowly against my hard-on.

“Jonas,” I cried out without thinking, wanting nothing more but to cum so bad. It felt like he was purposely drawing me to the edge only to leave me hanging at the very last moment. 

“Fuck, you’re so hot,” he whispered while grinding his dick against mine. I moaned into his mouth, my hips lifting up from the bed to grind into his hip desperately.

“Fuck,” he breathed out against my mouth before pushing my hips into the bed and grinding thoroughly without stopping this time. His restraint was visibly snapping. 

“Oh my god,” I cried out, gasping and shuddering after every grind, each sending different levels of pleasure over my whole body.

“Jonas, please,” I panted, sweat dripping from my face into the sheets. My whole body felt scorching hot and extremely heightened. He took my mouth in a deep, searing kiss and I moaned into his mouth, and he swallowed my moans while flicking his tongue against mine.

He pulled away and wrapped his hands around my waist, I choked out a gasp when he swooped down and sucked on my nipple for a few seconds before returning back up. With my waist in his hands and my hands held imprisoned above my head, he proceeded to thoroughly grind into me this time.

“Oh God,” I gasped when my orgasm raced over my whole body. He rubbed into me, and with each thrust, he sucked my throat. My moans kept falling from my lips.

He groaned against my throat, and I was cumming before I could begin to wrap my head around what was happening, I kept whispering and gasping out Jonas’s name as cum shot out of my pulsing dick into my pants. Shudders raked over my whole body while my eyes were squeezed shut.

I couldn’t control my breathing until after a few minutes of me having the most intense orgasm in my entire life, I puffed out a small, shaky breath and peeled my eyes open, the room in total darkness, but I could still make out Jonas blue eyes staring down at mine. He moved against me as he slid off my body and I gasped as his hard on graze my sensitive dick. The fact that he didn’t cum registered in my mind as I squirmed in discomfort. My cum was sticking to my currently flaccid dick.

His hand reached up and he tugged the cloth away from my wrist and it came off immediately, making me blink in surprise on seeing how effortlessly it came off, which meant it wasn’t even tightly tied before in the first place- which means I had been the one who didn’t even bother trying to tug his hands free- which means I did enjoy the thought of being rendered powerless more than I was ready to admit. I swallowed hard and pushed the thought away from my head, now wasn’t the time for me to be questioning myself.

I guess it was time for me to take in all that just happened, with me perfectly aware of everything and fully participating, mind you.

A tap against the sleeping MacBook made the screen light up, plunging the part of this room a lot brighter than it was before, I glanced at the screen while pushing myself into a sitting position. Cold air hit my naked chest, making me shiver a little.

I glanced down at Jonas who was lying down on his side once again. Our eyes locked for a few seconds before I chickened out and looked away when I felt my heartbeat quicken from unknown emotions.

I didn’t know what to say so I remained seated in the same position, staring at my fiddling fingers on my tights as the silence dragged out, the blank screen of the MacBook fell asleep once again, plunging us into total darkness once again, taking me back to the place we were when I was on the verge of cumming, begging for what I had no idea of. I shook my head to bury the thoughts away from my mind as I considered how we were going to end tonight.

A tap sound broke the silence just as the room got illuminated by the MacBook once again, taking in a deep breath, I shuffled towards the edge of the bed and climbed off the bed. I stood beside it for a few seconds, watching Jonas watch me, a blank expression on his face. I didn’t know if it was because he didn’t orgasm.

I gnawed on my lips, my brain already analyzing different things at the same time. I knew that it was rude for a guy to cum and leave a woman hanging, which made me hesitate for a few heartbeats. I knew that Jonas was the furthest thing from a girl and funny how those thoughts were crossing my mind when I was the one who was treated like a girl the whole time tonight.

I didn’t even know what I was thinking about anymore since everything was contradicting everything in my head, I decided to do what a real man would do to his partner.

Or roommate, or whatever.

“Um,” I started to say, and Jonas raised a brow up. I pointed at his groin and rushed out before I could consider what the hell I was saying. “You didn’t get to orgasm.”

I felt color race into my face when Jonas chuckled. I was seriously starting to wish I hadn’t said anything and had just ignored the fact that I managed to get off when he didn’t.

“I’ll live,” he replied, and I shrugged my shoulders while gnawing my lips.

“Um, alright, if you’re sure,” I muttered without thinking and he snorted, “You wanna suck me off then?”

I gasped in horror and took a small step back even though Jonas barely moved all through our senseless conversation that I initiated. “What?” I shrieked.

“I asked if you’d like to suck me off.”

I shook my head immediately, my face scrunching up. “What? No!” I replied immediately. I couldn’t even imagine myself doing that, I mean, that’s like, really gay.

No, no.

“Maybe you shouldn’t ask about it anymore if you won’t suck me off,” Jonas drawled out and I felt heat flame my face. Who the hell was trying being a gentleman a few minutes ago?

“Um, okay,” I whispered and turned around, heading towards the door. I stopped and turned around to see Jonas watching my departure. I wondered why I still hadn’t fled and why I was still standing there.

“Good night,” I whispered and slipped out of his room, not waiting for his reply as I pulled his door closed behind me. I puffed out a hard breath as I leaned my head against the closed door.

What the hell just happened?