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I walked out of the classroom and I could see the stares  that the student were giving me 

Even though I didn’t seem to care ,  I just wanted to get home  and get this done with .

The stares, the mockery and the betrayal made me hurt the most .

I thought that I could trust  people but the more that I could see how much they were not  worth it  .

Walking towards my car, I could notice angel standing by it .

She looked rough and her hair was the worst , I had never seen her in such a state before .

A part of me wanted to care and ask if she was alright but remembering everything that I had gone to go through , I didn’t know if I even wanted to see her  or just wanted her to die .

“ Get away from my car  Angel , the last thing that I want is  to see you , I guess you know how much I hate you and I would really appreciate if you stay the fuck  away  from my stupid life that I am living and let  me be , I don’t want to be friends with you  anymore  , so stop it .

Angel ran towards me and hugged me crying .

I pushed her off the moment her body  touched mine .

I could see that most of the students brought out their phones  to record , but I didn’t mind  , never mind , I just didn’t care .

“ I am sorry Rissa , I never meant to hide that away from you , but I didn’t find out early , it was when he came back  I got to know that he only came back just to make sure he doesn't fail the bet  and that was when they told me  about the bet  “

I didn’t know how I was going to tell  you  without you being  hurt , I never meant for anyone of this to come this far I promise you , I just thought that I would tell you earlier if something like this wouldn’t happen , I am so sorry babe , pls just hear me out .

I stood cold motionless without saying a word .

So many thoughts ran through  my head at the same  time and I had so many words to say but the more  I tried to say the words  , I couldn’t bring them out and just one word came out of my mouth .

“‘You know what Angel  , you get away from me and keep your fake ass apology to the ground , I don’t need it and I do not care if you apologize or not , you did what you did and I am not blaming you for that , because  that’s your fucking decisions , so it’s  up to it and stop apologizing because it gets on my fucking nerve .

I walked away from her and got into my car and without warning I drove off .

Driving  back  home , I couldn’t stop the tears that were coming out of my eyes .

I had never felt so broken my entire life .

I felt like the world  was shutting down on me and I was the one at fault here .

Thinking that Trevor would be leaving  after running  my life , I knew that I couldn’t just let him go like that , he wasn't going to eat his cake and have it , not in my case that wasn’t happening .

I didn’t know if I was going to meet him at the house that he took me to but that was where I was going right now .



I stopped my car right in front of the gigantic building and came out .

It was just as if the universe had a surprise plan for us because as I got out he was also coming out of the house .

I could see the surprise look  he had on his face when he saw me .

Trevor didn’t move an inch when he saw me but just stood in a spot .

I didn’t know what led me to do what I did but when I got to where he was , I smacked him hard .

Yes I did , I slapped him hard right across  the face .

I was shocked with what I had done and I could tell he was also shocked , when he raised up his head to stare at me , it was just as if I was looking at a demon .

His eyes were blood red and his hands were fist red in anger .

“Hit me Trevor , hit me if that’s what you are good at doing , maybe when you do that , it would numb all the pains that I have going through over the past few days because you decided to be a jerk “

“ If you ever  like me , why did you do that , why did you do all that stuff to me and make me feel so special .

Why did you have to ruin my life , and now everyone  thinks that I am a butch , a cheap whore and a slut ? Well good for you , I think that’s exactly what you wanted and now that you have it , I must say bravo.

Trevor looked at me this time with a smile .

“ you didn’t just hit me ?” 

“ I did and  the next time you think you can ruin my  life and have it , I am going to do it over and over again  you piece of shit “

“ no , you are that piece of shit and you know that , you didn’t think that there was  a way that I was going to stoop  so low to your level Rissa , you were a fucking  bet and even  in my next life I wouldn’t choose you , I only did what I did because I couldn’t lose that much amount of money over you , you are worthless and not  worthy of it . 

“ you know what , I see how you stare at me and I see that love in your eyes , but  I would never, after that sex , I had to wash up  a Trillion times to make sure your smell left me , that was why you met me awake , you are disgusting and cheap whore and slut , if I was your mom , I would have sold you a long time ago , you are worthless and you don’t deserve to  be  in love , “

I didn’t know I was crying that much until  I kept cleaning my tears with my hands .

I was dragging my nose too hard to hold them , I couldn’t cry in front of him but I was crying .

Hearing him say all of that hurt me 

I felt broken .

“ you know Trevor , I hope you die , a slow painful death , lonely and miserable just the way you are now .

I ran back to my car and drove off .