Chapter 53: 053

The next few weeks of my life were dedicated to writing books .

Writing was something that I had loved doing since I was a kid and after everything that happened to me .

I decided to put more focus on it and maybe if it was my dream then I was definitely going to chase it but if it wasn’t , I was definitely going to leave it .

I didn’t want to start thinking about all the things that I had been through over the past few weeks .

My life had taken a turn for the worst and I was  grateful that I had my mom and shuan  to  support me .

I tried my  best not to think about all that stuff , but Trevor's words  haunted me to the core .

There wasn’t a day that passed without me thinking of how worried I might be .

I didn’t want to think  that it was true what he said  but I still didn’t let it go .

There was still a part of me that still had that likeness  for  Trevor regardless of what he said of what he had told me .

I didn’t know why I felt that way but I didn’t care .

I wasn’t going to let all that negative thought come my way .

Trevor was the past , angel and even Elsa’s ,

The last person that I would want to be friends with anymore would be Elsa  .

She didn’t call to tell me sorry .

It was a good thing that she was owing up to what she had done without being apologetic because that was exactly what  I wanted and not some ass kickers .

I didn’t want anyone coming here to tell me that they were sorry when they were still going to say it again and again  to hurt me .

I have finally decided to give friendship and relationships space since I have noticed that it never favored me .

There was absolutely no need for me trying to make it look like I was going to die without a friend .

It was just time , I was going to adapt to the new part of life .

I didn’t want to start doing crazy shit or start stuff with anyone .

The best that I could do right now is look  for the best .

I stood up after getting a call from my mom .

Shuan  and mom had made this week one of the best weeks  of my life .

Mom even suggested that I changed  school if I wasn’t okay with the environment , but that wasn’t going to happen because if I changed school it would make them feel like they have succeeded , but I am never going to give them that satisfaction , it’s never going to happen .

“ Mom , I have been meaning to ask you this for a long time now and it’s a good thing that I remember  now ?”

My mom stopped right there and turned to face me .

I must admit that I loved  the way  my mom paid more attention to me these days and  is willing to do whatever it is that I want without complaining .

My  mom had become extremely accommodating and I must say that it’s the best to ever happen to me shd I love it so much .

“ baby  you said  that you wanted to ask me something , I do not appreciate you fooling off “

“ Oh sorry mama , but did Elsa ever tell you or did you know her parents are divorced ?”

Mom looked at me like I had gone nuts when I asked her those questions .

“ getting divorced, when , where and when  is that Happening .”

“ So you mean to tell me that it’s a lie ?”

“ Of course darling , Elsa's parents are not getting a divorce  and after all  they did their marriage anniversary just  a month ago , an invitation card was given to me but I told  them I wasn’t coming because our girls aren’t friends anyone .

Mom loved me and this that she had just said just proved how much she loved me and cared about me .

I didn’t care if it was this way , but my mom was the best in the world  and I just don’t care any but all I know is that I am  not going  to hurt this woman and I wished that I had never hurt her before , already that would have made ne feel happy with a clear  mind  .

“ you know what baby , how about you stop speaking about those people , they aren’t of any help to you and you know that , I would appreciate it if you stop talking about them and just focus on yourself , that’s the best that you can do .

“Thank you mom “ I told her as she nodded and walked away .

I walked out of the corridor and  to the balcony , I knew that shuan  was going to be  here this is his best spot .

“ So tell me shuan  when are you going to tell them about it , you know that you can’t keep on hiding this away from them forever , you just can’t hurt an innocent woman and her child  .

“‘I know that mama and so you do not have to remind me about it and I would really appreciate if you really keep your mouth off stuffs like  this .

“ Tell us what shuan , who is that and what are they asking you to tell us ?” I asked him curiously .

Shuan turned  to me and then he smiled at me .

“ you know what I think that this is something that your mom and  I have to discuss alone ?”

I rolled my eyes at him  , don’t tell me when it comes to stuff like this I am excluded .

“ yes pookie “

“ don’t get on my nerves me “

Shusn walked up to me and kissed me on the lips and i  hugged him tightly .

“ thank you daddy , thank you for  choosing me as your slut