Chapter 53: Aurora P.O.V
Chapter 53: Aurora P.O.V
I really wasn't sure how I had messed up our perfect little world, but apparently and clearly I had. I went in that room this morning hell bent on changing things for the better for other chidlren that grow up the way I had. In focus though, I knew that Liam would be forced to show up to a meeting that involved pack business. I went ahead and wore the shortest classy dress that their mom had in her closet and then I proceeded to go into that room under the impression that I wanted to make a difference. Subconsicously I'm not sure that is what I wanted to do, at all.
"Whats the compromise, love?" Lucas asked first, he was scooting in on the other side of the bed so he got to cuddle at least some part of me while Levi cuddled the other side of me.
"I was thinking that we can just focus on us until I fix things with Liam.." I whispered, letting out a deep sigh. Both men smirked and nodded in agreement, "So what kind of movie are we thinking,princess?" Levi asked, grabbing the remote and scrolling through many rows of televison.
"Mmmm... Can we watch something in the horror section?" I asked, both boys smiled in agreement and put on some random horror flick. I turned so that my head was on Lucas's chest while holding Levi's hand somehow.
At some point Liam came into the room and checked on the three of us. I think I passed out from exhaustion, "How is she doing?" he asked, I was confused and curious all at the same time now. I thought he only cared about the needs of the pack? Lucas yawned, "She's hurt man? She could hear every single one of your thoughts. She knows how much you thoguht about the pack before her. I know you can feel her hurt. " Lucas lectured my mate.
"I can't though." Liam admitted and I tried to think about all the reasons he could possibly not feel my emotions.
"She didn't complete the bond..." he trailed off, he almost sounded sad like he wanted me to complete the bond. Which is ironic when he has fought me on the idea of completing the bond since the moment I have met him. Everything that has been leading up to this moment he made it seem like he was the only one that could leave the mate bodn incomplete, but now I know the truth. The truth is he didn't think there was ever any way in which I couldn't or wouldn't complete the bond on my own free will.
"How does it feel?" I asked, glaring at him. I know it's a little petty btu right now he know's exactly how I have felt for days. How heart breaking and lonely and even a little depressing it can feel when your mate, the person who should always choose you doesn't choose you.
"Rory don't." Lucas tried to warn me. As if there is any type of damage that this oen wolf could cause me, like he could do any mroe damage then he already has.
"How. Does. It. Feel?" I asked, annunciatign every single syllable of the damn question.
"Horrible." he whispered, it felt like a whisper. Im sure he said it at a perfectly loud enough volume but everythign inside me hurt and I knew it was because I felt his pain.
"I know, but you caused me this kind of pain since the moment we met." I clenched my teeth, feeling his pain raidate through my body.
"I don't know how you even moved." He whimpered, his body moving closer to me.
"I'll make you a deal?" I said, giving him an out to his pain.
"What's the deal, rory?" He said, sitting on the edge of the bed.
"I'll mark you if you say sorry and promise never to put the pack above me like that again." I said, makign sure everything that I wanted was clearly out in the open. I didn't want to mark him under some kind of lie, that would be wrong considering how we started the marking process. I'm hoping we could at leats end it on a loving note.
"Rory, I won't think about the pack when I'm making love to you, I promise. I was just scared, I'm really sorry." he whimpered, nuzzing my neck and sensitive shoulder.
"Okay, can we do it somewhere a little special then?" I asked, I wanted this to be special. He nodded his head and took me out of the room. I guided him down the hall and into the library. I may not have known where many thigns were just yet btu the library is special, it's a mixture of the one thing I know we both have a lot of appreciation for. I love literature and he has a deep respect for knowledge.
"Why here?" he msiled, looking around the room.
"Because you value knowledge above everythign and I love books above everythign." I smiled, taking his hand and wlaking over to the couch. It didn't really make sense why they had a couch in a library but that woudl have to be something that I asked on a very different time. I sat him down and placed a leg on each side of his body, "I want you ot know that even if I have three mate's, I love you Liam." I whispered, kissing down his neck. I watched him shiver and suppressed a giggle beggign to be let out
"I love you too, aurora..." Liam moaned out when I sung my teeth into his neck and grinded ontop of him. His finger's digging into my ass while he held me still, I coudl feel the bond snapping into place. The tension in the air, before I released my canines from his neck and licked up every last drop of blood while I kissed the new mark.
"Good girl." He smirked, takign in every emotion I have ever felt while pushing the hair away from my face.