Chapter 54: Liam P.O.V.

Chapter 54: Liam P.O.V.
Every part of my body and wolf hurt hurt, it hurt because of her. My wolf wouldn't stop howling in despair because she chose not to mark us. I don't know if it was intentional or not at this point, part of me wants to believe that she did that on accident because what wolf wants to believe that their mate could ever choose not too....fuck. I chose not to mark my luna.

She had to have done this intentional, I thought about the pack and other girls while I marked her and she is over here getting her revenge. Revenge for all those times that I told her and my brothers that marking her is a bad idea. The entire time I was marking her and she was let into my thoughts, I was more focused on how the old wolves would feel knowing they couldn't pawn us off to one of their spoiled daughters. I didn't even want to mvoe my teeth at the moment, it hurt so bad just breathing. It feels like your body is on fire while also getting frostbite at the same time, it's numbing and sets every nerve into a blazing heat while I try my hardest not to whimper or cry out.

How did she do it? How did she willingly choose to walk around and fight with me while she was in complete agony over my mistreatment of her, because this feels like mistreatment. I walk into his bedroom. It hurts worse seeing the way she is latched onto my brothers for support while she ignores me. Does she even care about me at all? How could she, when she looks so happy and comfortable with them. I stand their watching them when Lucas looks at me smirking, "She's okay." He whispers, trying his hardest not to wake her. The sentence shattered another part of me that I didn't know I was holding onto, at least if she was as hurt as I currently am then there was hope she would still mark me.

He continued to talk in hushed whispers before she finally turned around, "How does it feel?" She whispered, clenhcing her jaw. I don't knwo why she seemed to look like she was in as much pain as I currently am but she did.

'because she can feel the same pain your feeling because you sealed the bodnw ith her, remmeber.' My wolf smirked.

"I'm in agony. I don't know how you walked around or did anything without screaming in pain." I whimpered, I needed to feel her closeness.

"Just so we are on the same page. I have felt that pain since the moment the three of you gave me a temporary mark." She huffed out before climbing out of the bed and over lucas.

"Ill mark you if you can promise two things." She whispered, taking my hand in hers. It felt amazing, dimming the raidating pain flowing freely through my bones. I think this would be the closest example to how the humans feel when they get the flu but times a thousand.

"What?" I asked, I was confused. She was willing to suffer and go through the same pain that I am feeling unless I agree to her terms. What the actual hell.

'You better hope she doesn't ask for anything ridiculous. I'm not above forcing her hand in marking us.'My wolf growled.

"I want you to apologize and never do something like that again, then I want you to promise to put us before the rotten council." She huffed, looking away with pink cheeks. Why the hell would a Luan ever want to be put before the council.

She growled, shit she can read my thoughts.

"I want you to put us first because they don't have your bets interest in heart. They have their own agenda, with their own plans, and greedy rotten ways. If you put us first, your family then we are guranteed to make the pack better. I mean what if down the line we had a pup, how would you feel if she didn't put your pup first?" She looked up at me with the raised eyebrow like mom does when she is proving her point. Her question hit hard because we do have to continue the line and have as many pups as possible with our throne constantly under attack but if someone didn't put my pup first I would want to claw their eyes out.

I did that to her. I did that and she doesn't have anybody that could or would be willing to do that to me besides my brother's. Her own brother is in a tough position because he will want to protect his sister if this ever gets out but his wolf exists ot protect us. He would have to fight against his own nature and rory knows it. I'm pretty sure thats why she hasn't told him, that's why she hasn't bothered with asking about his whereabouts because she would want to run to him and tell him about how big of ana sshole that I have been but she doesn't because it would destroy us.

"I understand angel." I whispered, stroking her hand with my thumb.

"Okay but I want to do this somehwere special." She whispered with bright pink cheeks like my brother's couldn't hear everything that she says. I nodded my head and she opened the door to the room and started leading us to whatever place she has found in her short time here. She has been here not the long, and doesn't really know us that well. So, how could she know what place would be special to me specifically. No, it had to be a space that she deemed most important.

We continued wlaking down the stairs until we got down to the second floor, the second floor is only for people related to the Alpha's or the Luna. She guided me down the hall till we got to the library, of course my little luna loved the library. My perfect little nerd.

"Why here?" I asked, curious about hwo she thought a place full of dusty books could be important ot me. The truth is thsi place holds a lot of memories for me, especially one' s after our dad died. I would spend days at a time trying to absorb everything I could possibly know about what it would take to be a good Alpha but looking back maybe I should have spend more time in trying to figure out whta makes a good mate. At this time, it feels like I am doing everything I possibly can to let her down. I never want to let her down.

I shook my head and came back to the present, "Before I found out you were my mate I wanted to leave the pack and become a librarian or a english teacher because literature is so powerful and you respect knowledge above anything else. I thought maybe I could mark you in place that we both have a love and respect for when the start of the mating bond wasn't under such good conditions." She said, doing a half smile and waiting for my response.

"My little Luna, you're perfect." I cooed, stroking her cheek with my other hand. She smiled, brightly and it made my chest hurt. Why the hell would I ever say no to her when I could see that beautiful smile instead?

"Sit down." She whispered, softly guiding me to the couch in the middle of the room. I'm not sure if she knew that I had this couch installed when I was young so I could never leave but now I am so thankful for my inner nerd for having my mom put it here. I sat down on the antique couch and she sat on my lap, feelingher center over my ahrd lneght made me shiver, "Are you ready?" She whispered, I could hear the nerves. She kissed down my neck until she found my most sensitive spot, "Aurora..." I moaned out, laying my head back and taking her body with me.

Her teeth plunged into my neck and I could feel the bodn snapping back into place, the perfect way she grinded her hips against my length while I tried to take in every memory and feeling that she has ever gone through. Levi and Lucas were right to repsond to her memories the wya that she did, every part of me wants to go and rip their heads from their bodies but we can't. I can't even bury them as traitors either because that could make aurora look bad, I'll have to see how she would feel about that later.

My hands groped her perfect little ass while she licked and kissed on my new part. She shivered when I started grinding my hard cock deeper into her soaking wet panties. She gasped, "Liam..." She whimpered.