83. Let’s Find Your Mate
Chapter Eighty Three; Let’s Find Your Mate
Alpha Xavier’s POV.
“I am not totally free”
“What?”
“I mean I have a mate”
“What? You have a mate?”
This was totally unbelievable was she still together with someone all these while?
“No that not what I meant”
“Then what the fuck do you mean Miya, you are confusing me “
I am really confused, what’s this, since when did I feel like this, and since when did I go after my feelings? Why am I bring stupid again.
“My mate hasn’t rejected me”
“Then what the fuck are you doing here? Who told you I wanted to marry you”
“I thought that’s what this is about”
“Well you are wrong”
I was very hurt that just when I finally made peace with the fact that I like her, and I could possibly want things to move further between the two of us, she had to tell me that she had a mate?
That was so outrageous, I could swear that she also has feelings for me, then what does that mean? Why do all females like doing this kind of thing?
Couldn’t they just focus on one person? All these while, she was leading me on, only to drop the bombshell that she had a mate.
It meant all these while we were together with her probably doesn’t mean anything to her.
I must be very stupid to think that she was different from the other women out there, it’s certain, in this life, for a man to be happy, he must make sure to stay far away from women as possible.
I should probably be happy that she told me this earlier than for me to come and find out another means like like… the way I found out about Sophia and that that man ahhh!
I punched the wall beside me really hard that it started cracking, I just felt the need to punch someone or something right now.
I’d care is not taken, I might hurt someone around me, so I did the best thing at the moment, I started running.
With no aim and direction, I ran very fast for a very long time until I got tired.
Seeing that the sky was already dark, I decided to go back and take a shower before I retire for the night.
When I went back, I saw the last person I wanted to see standing in front of my house.
I ignored her and went ahead to open the door and enter, there was really no reason for her to be here, if not because I went for a run and calmed down, I probably wouldn’t be able to look at her now.
“Xavier, please just look at me this once”
Her voice was very calm gentle and sweet, I subconsciously stopped inserting the key in the key whole and turned back to look at her.
She was biting her lower lips and playing with the hem of her short gown, she looked very nervous, and I felt bad for her, even my expression softened.
I turned opened the door and invited her in.
“It’s getting cold, enter let’s talk”
It wasn’t really getting cold, and besides, she’s a wolf, she can take a little cold, but I just didn’t want her keep standing out there for long, after we entered, I closed the down, sat down and looked at her.
“You said to listen to you this once, although I don’t have to, I will do go straight to the point”
“Okay, I will tell you everything I didn’t already, you know how I said I found my mate cheating on me? I should have immediately rejected him, but I was a fool, I thought there would still be something for us, but I was wrong, I even got expelled because if him, I don’t want to have anything to do with him again.
“So why are you telling me this?”
“Because I like you!” There she was a shin with the confessions.
“Then what happens to your mate?
“That’s what I came to tell you, I want to go back and reject him fully so that we could finally be together, I would also use that time to collect back what’s mine.”
I don’t know when she moved or was it me that moved, but I just felt her hands sneaked on mine, she was also so close to me.
I didn’t react, I just looked at her quietly, I was trying to process what she had said, I know I shouldn’t be worried about these things like a girl, but I couldn’t get the fact that she said she loved me.
And now, she was this close to me, then she gave my lips a quick peck before standing up;
“I will go now” she said and made way to leave, I held her hand to prevent her from going.
“If it is true that you want to find him just to reject him for me, then I won’t stop you, in fact, if you wait, I’ll help you”
“His will you help me?” She asked.
“I’ll go with you”. Yet again, I find myself doing things that I normally wouldn’t do.
“Really? Would you go with me? But wouldn’t that be too stressful for you?”
Considering the fact that we just conquered a whole group of people and initiated more people into the pack, it was wiser to say back and over watch things.
Although last time was really fun and different in a good way, I really shouldn’t be thinking of going on some adventure with her.
But I am not willing to tell her that right now, it will only reveal my weakness to her.
“I am an Alpha, I can’t be stressed, if I talk about doubt something, then I’ll do it. But we’ll take the car this time, I don’t want us to suffer too much”
She immediately hugged me and I hugged her back, that night, we spent it in the hands of each other.
Then the first thing the next morning, I fit the car ready as we headed to the Silver the silver pack to find her mate.
We didn’t forget to come with backup of shoe warriors directly behind us, and in no time, we arrived at the front gates of the pack.
Since I introduced myself as the Alpha of Blood Pack, it was easy for us to enter, they probably think I am here to discuss a collaboration with their Alpha.
We were invited inside and I suddenly didn’t understand what was happening.