Chapter thirty six
Zeus's p. o. v
Ohhhh my god you such an idiot, i can't believe that you soo stupid! Ohh come on zane, I am sure you understand that i just want to take things slow, she just forgave me and i don't want to compromise my second chance.
Zane and i have been arguing since i left her room and to be honest am mad at me too but i don't want to just jump into bed with her the first chance i get (even though I want to ) she's my Queen and i should treat her as such. ...... but DAMN AM AN IDIOT , I COULD BE DOING SO MANY THINGS TO THAT HOT BODY OF HERS BUT AM HERE TRYING TO BE A DAMN GENTLEMAN !
'Thank the goddess we finally agree that you are an idiot, maybe we can still go back and finish what we started'. ..... zane can you stop tempting me..... you not even half as nice to me as you are to her....... you act like a newborn pup around her , being all innocent and then you say these things to me , trying to make me seem like am the only one with the dirty thoughts. .......
"First of all I don't act like a newborn pup...... she just brings out the best in me , i mean am just so mean to everyone it's nice being able to be myself around her but that doesn't take away from the fact that am a full blooded Alpha male and i have eyes to see , and am loving what i see so what do you say we go back to our mate?"
Am serious zane am not trying to screw this up...... i want to be a gentleman besides i think she likes you better and I am not going to be the one that behaves like a horny animal with no self control while you are the all so innocent, sweet , fun and gentle one.
"Awww come on zeus you shouldn't be jealous of me , we are practically the same person and i get it.... you know that I'll always have your back but am curious as to exactly when you started being a gentleman?"
You know what zane.... SHUT UP ! Am no longer listening to you , as a matter of fact am blocking you good night.
After i finished arguing with my wolf i got out of the cold shower and went to my walk in closet and got dressed in some long pyjama pants and went into my room , imagine my surprise when i see my mate on the bed already waiting for me........
Her hair was still a mess and her lips were still pink , I closed my eyes and tried to remove the images that were now on my mind. ......... she patted the other side of the bed as she waited for me to get in bed and me being me i rushed to the bed so as not give her an opportunity to change her mind.
"SORRY". ... lenny and i said at the same time , i looked over at her and saw her blushing as she tucked a strand of hair behind her ear.......
Am sorry for overreacting like i did earlier. ..... I don't want you thinking that I don't want you in that way because I am sure that you and I can both agree that the sexual tension between us can be sliced like an onion, i do desire you and it's starting to be a full time job to control myself but am not complaining. ......... I just don't want to ruin my chances with you by taking advantage of you when your wolf is in control. I know that i haven't acknowledged or thanked you for your forgiveness but i want to show you my gratitude and how i appreciate it with my actions and not my words.
She held my hand and said " i um..... appreciate you being considerate and am sorry for letting Emmy have full control, she's not really like that....... i want us to work and for us to have a better understanding of each other. ....... I hope you forgive Emmy and I for trying to tempt and seduce you...."
You don't have to apologise, it's ok i understand. ..... i want us to work too which is why I was hoping you would let me take you out tomorrow so that we could bond . I said as I looked into my mates eyes ....
She node's her head as she hides her blush . Do you also find it weird that her wolf's name is Emmy , it's not short for anything and when we ask she says her name is just Emmy?
I agree with you zane her name can't be that, especially since it took her a long time to say her name as if she didn't want us to know it..... which is also weird, I'll ask lenarya about it.
What is your wolf's full name? It can't be just Emmy? ..... she hesitated a bit as if she wasn't expecting the question before saying " i told you that i was very young when i shifted and so i just named her the only name my young mind could think off , which is Emmy since i am Lenny "
Ohhh that makes sense..... I love the name, it's beautiful just like yours. ..... let's go to sleep. We have a lot of things to talk about in the morning and a day full of bonding ..... good night my Queen.
"I wonder what she'll say when we give the 'news' i hope it doesn't upset her or make her want to leave". Me too zane.
I fell asleep with my mate in my arms , wishing that she would let me hold her again once I told her the news ....