Worth It

Worth It
Well, Lynn leaves today. I won't see her until a week before her wedding. I can't travel across America and leave Gran behind, or else I would visit her sooner. I am going to miss her more than I had anticipated.

Until I can see Lynn again, I have plenty to keep me occupied. Last night, Zack actually suggested the possibility of a playmate. Odd, but fine. I guess it's good to know that he's open to discussing it as a means to salvage our relationship if need be. Most wouldn't even offer such a compromise. He is different from any guy I've ever known. Maybe I won't grow bored. Hell, our vanilla isn't even close to plain vanilla!

He said we get what we give; maybe there's truth to that when it comes to him. I'll just take each day as it comes. No sense dwelling on what may or may not happen. I do know the moment he oversteps and tries to control me, he will truly see my wrath. I'm done being broken.

As I'm lying in our bed on my right side just thinking, I feel my hair being brushed off my neck and a very warm, hard body sliding up behind me. His huge arms envelop me. God, why is he so warm? His arm wraps over my waist and pulls me close. “Mmmm...morning,” I murmur.

“Morning,” Zack replies. He pauses. “You've been thinking again.”

“How do you know?” I ask.

“Because you rolled away from me and you quit making noises in your sleep,” he answers.

“I do not make noises,” I quip.

He chuckles. “You so do, maybe I'll record it for you sometime,” he teases, but part of me thinks he might be serious.

I gasp, “You wouldn't.”

Zack smirks. “Oh, I just might.”

“Then I'm gonna film you smirking and calling out my name,” I retort.

“Go ahead, it won't faze me a bit. But your purring and moaning might embarrass you,” he replies with a confident smirk.

“I do not purr.”

Zack raises an eyebrow. “So you admit to the moaning?”

I roll my eyes as I throw my hands up. “Ugh! You're an ass!”

“But I'm the ass that loves you,” he replies without hesitation.

“And that right there is the only thing keeping me from kicking you out of this bed,” I say in a huff.

“Oh, it's not the only thing,” he murmurs as he presses his body up against me more, and his hard cock wedges itself between my buttcheeks. His hand travels up and down my side as I feel his hot breath on the nape of my neck. My hair stands on end, and goosebumps prick my skin. I feel liquid heat start to coat my thighs.

He licks and nips my earlobe. “Your body says I'm right.”

“Because it's a backstabbing whore that betrays me,” He chuckles. My thighs clench, and a slight gasp escapes me. Oh God, why did I say that? Yep, I've completely lost control of my body. This man is the Devil and my body his puppet, but I'll regain control at some point, I always do.

“Oh, Maddie…” He turns my head to kiss me. It's playful but passionate. We kiss, and it turns more heated. He tweaks my nipples as his hand finds my clit. He slowly pushes his cock inside my slick folds. I moan. “Always so wet,” he murmurs against the shell of my ear. He bites my neck, and I moan. I push my ass into him more as I clench down on his huge cock. Then he lets out a soft moan. He sucks and bites my collarbone as his fingers rub and circle my clit. He thrusts harder and faster from behind.

“Oh fuck!” I exclaim. Harder, deeper, and faster still, he continues to fuck me senseless. He tucks my leg back over his hips, opening me more for him. His fingers continue the onslaught on my clit. He kisses me deeply. His other hand makes it to our intimate party. It swipes some of the juices leaking out of me over my asshole, then he slowly presses it into my ass. “Holy fuck!” I clench and cum. He works his fingers on both hands and his cock in tandem. “Oh my god!”

“That's it cum for me, my Maddie.” He bites my neck hard. Not enough to draw blood, but enough to leave a mark. I feel every cell in my body explode. God, this man! I feel him cum with me. He screams my name, and I his. We come down from our high, and he holds me on his chest. He looks in my eyes and strokes my hair. “Just stay out of your head, Maddie. Please trust that |'II always try to do right by you.”

“I'm working on it,” I reply as I catch my breath.

“That's all I'll ever ask. This is worth any price. I love you,” Zack says as he looks into my soul.

“I love you too, Zack.” Yeah, this is worth fighting for, even if I have to battle myself.