Chapter 37 Officially Completed
“Leave me, dammit!”
“Hey, hey, come on, don’t ruin the decoration,” William whined, roughly gripping onto her.
His hands encasing her from behind, pressing her back further into his chest, giving him further access to move his lips across her neck, inhaling her fragrance, widening his dark smirk.
“Hmm, exactly the same scent.”
He halted in the middle, right before the mirror.
“Leave-”
“Look,”
She was about to push him back but his large hand gripped her shoulders firmly, turning her numb.
“Now this room is officially completed,” He grinned wickedly, “You and I… We,”
Clicking their heads, he kissed her shoulder briefly as she could feel the happiness emitting from him.
He was so damn felicitous that his room was completed.
And it scared her.
“Stop it, William,” She whispered shakily, trying to remove his hand.
“Please, please, just stop it,”
Instead, he pressed her into him harder, sinking his teeth to imprint his ownership over her tender skin.
Forming goosebumps all over her skin when he flashed a honeyed expression and melodious hum on her neck, stiffening her.
“Hmmm? Why? Don’t you like it? Or am I missing something?”
Gulping, she whispered, “G-Get back,”
“Why? You are my wife. If I won’t touch you then who will I?” He murmured on her neck, kissing it slightly, his fingers clasped as if he was holding a doll.
Slightly uncomfortable, she tense her shoulders, unsure what to feel about his change of emotions.
“Leave me, I don’t want to stay here. You are scaring me, this room is frightening me-”
“Hey, hey, it’s alright, you will get used to it.” He spoke softly, fingers caressing her sides to help her ease up which amplified her heartbeats.
“This is our room after all, where else will you go?”
Holding her face, he lifted her chin, forcing her to observe the room he wholeheartedly created, moving her face towards everything.
To engrave this sight into her core.
“Don’t neglect my beautiful and dreamy room like this please.”
Hugging her from behind, pointing at the things he collected to her oblivion with a shaky, hopeless smile when his senses returned.
“I have created it with all my heart, Bella, for us. Here, take a look,”
“No, this is wrong, William… all of it,”
Turning her head to the side, unintentionally giving him further access to trace his lips over her neck.
“In hopes one day I will hold the honor to actually have you here, to show you how much I cherish you,”
Staring at her, his voice broke a little, “Please notice me and my feelings too, Bella, don’t turn away from them,”
His call almost froze her, with a tear coming near her eyelids, she swallowed her emotions and saw William.
Her heart skipped a beat. Lips parted, contemplating how his breaths trembled, swallowing repeatedly, gripping onto her with all his might with one begging-
“Please notice,”
She hesitated, “Did…”
Shivering to feel his keen eyes lifting gradually, seeking her shelter, not daring to meet them, she looked back at the ground.
“Did you want me this badly…?”
“More than you can imagine,” He nodded, pulling away slightly from her as she turned to him timidly.
‘I know he is psycho, he has reached an unmanageable point, he has manipulated Luke too and I shouldn’t but…’
“Take a good look around, feel it, I have given all my heart to it,”
Glancing at his reflection through the mirror, her whole life of insecurity and finding herself as unworthy flashed and she was forced to think herself.
‘But, can anyone in my life adore me as much as him?’
“See, Bella, your favorite white roses. They are artificial so they won’t wilt just like my feelings,” He whispered, pointing at the vase on the bedtable.
Shrinking her eyes in compassion, her palm was pressed over his cheek to stop him from further displaying his madness.
“And what if… you won’t have me… even after this?”
He shut his eyes hopelessly, “You have already seen and known what could I possibly do for you so test me again, please,”
“Please, Darling, see, notice, understand, I am here, no one will ever adore you as much as I do,”
Deluging in the sensation, he kissed her wrist, her fingertips. The sensation it wasn’t a sick imagination and the heat was real made him smile.
“Tell me yourself, can anyone be this obsessed with you?”
“No… But-”
“But, what?”
Her hand was about to pull back but his grip tightened, becoming stern with an intense eye link that stole her breaths from within.
“I did this for us. For you. Don’t act like Luke is innocent. He is an adult, he has the sense of right or wrong. He chose to treat you this way,”
“And you? How are you any less? You will do that same-”
“Do you think I will break my porcelain doll? Take a look at your things, I didn’t ruin them, let alone to ruin you,”
He couldn’t help but to chuckle, caressing the lines on her palm for reassurance as her heart pulsated by each passing second.
Mind losing composure. Strange, bubbly sensation roaming wildly as she was pushed into questioning.
“This- This is wrong, William,”
“What is right anyways, Bella? We only have each other now. Give me a chance, exist for me and I will give you paradise,”
To his gentle offering, her body froze. The thin line between right and wrong began to fade away.
“R-Really?”
“Yes…”
At one side, she could attain an extremity of being worshiped. And on the other side remained moral boundaries.
How could she neglect what she could never receive in her life ever again?
Closing their gap, William slowly hugged her, sharing his warmth with hers while his hands stroked her beautiful body.
Starting from her shoulder, leading down to her sides, her leg, indulging in the sensation of the closeness.
“Feel me, let me know this is not an imagination, that your warmth is with me,”
Swallowing hard, her body reacted immediately to his affection, rushing lust in her body, leaving her a mindless mess.
“Even if this is wrong?” She asked innocently.
“Even if this is wrong.”
‘How could I.. resist that?’ She thought, unable to part from his shadow.
Her gaze lowered with approval as he placed her down on the bed, widening his thrilling smile.
Finally his sheets were going to catch her sweat- the only thing he failed to capture. He was so close to completion.
Kissing her ankle, he led upward, removing her dress, leaving her in her undergarments. He took a break, admiring her body first.
So. Damn. Beautiful.
“Oh, you are so exquisite, Bella, I will make you forget everything, just give me a chance,” He begged.
Kissing her inner thigh, evoking an uncontrollable moan from her. Intertwining fingers with one hand, permitting him to kiss her skin as he pleased.
Showing her a new level of euphoria.
Her lips parted to speak something but knowing she was not in her right senses, she let herself sway along with pleasure, gripping onto the sheets.
Her gaze unknowingly fell on the window, tightening her grip on their intertwined fingers where she could feel his heat from his body being compressed into hers.
“Bella, feel me,”
Whispering in her ears, sending an uncontrollable spark down, his hand gradually lifting her leg to wrap it around his torso.
She didn’t know what occurred to her as she submitted and gripped onto his shoulders, permitting him to become one with her.
…All to engrave that reality on his heart that she was no longer a figment of his fantasy but truly here…