Broke but Together

Rory POV

The knob twisted slow, boots scraping soft outside  shadows dark and tall under the door crack. My heart jumped fast, my breath stuck, and I grabbed Leo tight  his chest heaving quick  his eyes wide, scared  both of us frozen on the mattress  new place shaking already  danger loud. Then a laugh hit  high, drunk  neighbors stumbling past  loud but harmless  my chest easing slow  Leo’s hand squeezing mine  shaky, soft  fear fading light  relief hitting quiet.

Days turned hard fast  Philly cold, cash tight  my hands sore from bartending  Leo’s back stiff from stocking shelves  both of us scraping by  barely enough for rent  bills piling up  red notices glaring mean. My tips sucked  slow nights, cheap drunks  five bucks here, two there  my stomach twisting  knowing it wasn’t enough  knowing Leo felt it too  extra shifts wearing him thin  bags under his eyes  still coming up short  both of us tired  stretched thin.

That night, I came home  feet aching  my shirt stinking of beer  dropping my bag hard  thud loud on the floor. Leo sat  slumped, quiet  on the couch  empty plate in the sink  crumbs stuck  grease smudged  my chest buzzing  mad, quick  seeing dishes piled  again. “You couldn’t clean?” I said  voice sharp  my hands on my hips  my legs stiff  exhaustion boiling up.

He looked up  slow, tired  his eyes narrow  his jaw tight  setting a beer down  clink soft but heavy. “Been working all day,” he said  voice low  gruff  his hand rubbing his neck  stiff, sore. “You forgot groceries  again  so I ate what’s left.” My stomach flipped  mad, hot  and I stepped closer  my breath fast  my hands clenching tight.

“Me?” I snapped  voice loud  pointing at my chest  my heart racing  wild, done. “I’m killing myself pouring drinks  tips barely cover gas  and you’re mad I forgot bread?” My throat burned  my legs shaky  and he stood  quick, stiff  his eyes flashing  hard, hurt  stepping close  too close.

“I’m busting my ass too,” he said  voice rising  his hands out  shaky, mad  his breath fast. “Shelves all night  lifting boxes ‘til I can’t move  and you’re on me for dishes?” My chest heaved  my hands in my hair  pulling rough  anger spilling fast  hot, messy  both of us yelling  nobody hearing  nobody bending.

“You think I’m not trying?” I shouted  voice cracking  my hands slamming the table  rattling loud  my eyes stinging  tears close. “Rent’s due  fifty bucks short  and I’m the only one who cares!” My legs shook  my chest buzzing  and he froze  still, quiet  his face falling  soft, hurt  his hands dropping slow.

“I care,” he said  voice low  breaking soft  his eyes wet  dodging mine  his shoulders slumping  small, tired. “I just  I’m not enough.” My heart twisted  mad, soft  and I turned  fast, shaky  grabbing my jacket  needing air  needing out  my throat tight  words stuck  anger choking me hard.

“Figure it out,” I muttered  voice rough  storming to the door  my hand on the knob  twisting quick  slamming it loud  bang shaking the walls  my legs moving fast  down the stairs  cold air hitting sharp  my chest heaving  tears slipping  hot, fast  leaving him  leaving us  breaking slow  exhaustion winning  cash too tight  love stretched thin.

I walked  blocks, dark  my hands in my pockets  shaky, cold  my head spinning  bills, fights, him  my chest buzzing  mad, missing him  knowing I pushed too hard  knowing he did too  both of us tired  both of us scared  rent looming big  fifty bucks mocking us  low wages biting deep  stress eating us raw  still wanting him  still needing him  always him.

Back home, I stopped  door cracked  light spilling soft  my heart jumping  soft, dumb  pushing it slow  seeing Leo  slumped on the couch  head down  hands in his lap  quiet, still  beer warm beside him  untouched now  my chest squeezing  guilt sinking slow  knowing I’d hurt him  knowing he’d hurt me  both of us stuck  both of us here.

I stepped in  soft, quiet  my sneakers squeaking  dropping my jacket  slow, heavy  sitting next to him  close, careful  my leg brushing his  warm, real  my breath shaky  waiting, watching  needing him back  needing us whole  again. He looked up  slow, tired  his eyes soft  wet  his hand reaching  tentative, light  brushing my knee  soft, warm  my chest buzzing  hope creeping in  anger fading fast.

“Sorry,” he whispered  voice low  his fingers squeezing my leg  gentle, sure  his breath fast  his eyes on mine  soft, real  my throat tight  tears close  nodding quick  my hand covering his  warm, steady  squeezing back  soft, sorry  feeling him here  feeling us mend  slow, sweet  tension melting  love holding tight.

“Me too,” I mumbled  voice rough  leaning closer  my forehead on his  warm, damp  my hand sliding  slow, lazy  up his thigh  soft, firm  his breath hitching  quick, soft  his hand moving  tentative, warm  under my shirt  fingers brushing my stomach  light, hot  my chest buzzing  need growing  anger gone  want taking over  slow, easy  us again.

I shifted  slow, quiet  climbing into his lap  knees sinking  couch creaking soft  my hands on his shoulders  steady, sure  grinding down  lazy, light  his cock hardening  fast, hot  through jeans  my breath catching  my lips brushing his  soft, slow  kissing gentle  tongues touching  wet, warm  my heart racing  soft, needy  sorrys whispered  skin on skin  mending us quick.

“Rory  ” he moaned  voice thick  his hands sliding  slow, rough  under my jeans  grabbing my ass  squeezing tight  my moan soft  shaking light  grinding harder  hips rolling  his cock pressing  thick, hard  my stomach flipping  heat rushing  hands fumbling  fast, shaky  unzipping him  quick, loud  pulling him out  hot, heavy  veins pulsing  tip wet  my fingers wrapping  stroking slow  lazy, firm  his groan loud  shaking the room  his head tipping back  eyes shut  breath fast  mine, all mine.

“Leo  ” I gasped  voice breaking  my hand moving  slow, tight  jerking him steady  his hips bucking  soft, needy  my other hand tugging my jeans  down, off  bare ass on his lap  grinding close  his cock brushing me  wet, hot  my chest heaving  need growing  lazy turning urgent  his hands grabbing  rough, fast  yanking my shirt  tossing it  his lips on my neck  kissing hard  biting soft  my moan loud  high, raw  wanting him deep  wanting him now  sorrys fading  heat taking over.

I lifted  shaky, quick  spit on my hand  wet, messy  rubbing him slick  his cock glistening  thick, ready  my ass hovering  lowering slow  his tip pushing  stretching tight  my moan loud  breaking high  sinking down  slow, deep  feeling every inch  hot, full  his groan rough  shaking hard  his hands gripping my hips  tight, bruising  pulling me down  claiming me fast  sloppy, wild  tension bursting  release hitting hard.

“Fuck  Rory  ” he gasped  voice thick  thrusting up  fast, messy  my ass bouncing  slapping loud  wet, hot  my cock leaking  rubbing his stomach  sticky, slick  my hands clawing his chest  nails biting  red lines  his moans growing  deep, needy  my hips grinding  sloppy, hard  his cock hitting deep  stretching wide  sweat dripping  my back slick  my legs shaking  burning hot  sorrys whispered  soft, wet  against his neck  kissing bites  loving him loud  fucking him free  us again  whole.

Then a buzz hit  sharp, loud  my phone on the floor  screen glowing  bright, mean  my heart jumping fast  my breath catching quick  lifting slow  eyes wide  watching it shake  buzzing hard  caller unknown  late, too late  my stomach flipping  cold, sharp  Leo tensing  quick, stiff  his hand freezing  fear creeping back  rent forgotten  something worse  something close  watching it ring  watching it cut  silence breaking  danger loud  hope shaking thin  waiting, scared  something mean calling fast.