Chapter 32 Chapter 32 – The Judgment
Chapter 32 Chapter 32 – The Judgment
Mya
His words hang in the air, a command colder and sharper than any physical blow. Seduce me.
My mind, still reeling from the violent argument, the shattered doorframe, and the terrifying loss of his control, can’t immediately process the shift.
The rage in his eyes has been banked, replaced by a chilling, carnivorous calm. He’s no longer a man on the edge of breaking. He’s a sovereign demanding tribute. A debt has been accrued, and he’s just named the currency of repayment.
Sparks are skittering along my nerves. “You just smashed your fist through a wall. You screamed at me like a madman. And now you expect me to what? Drop to my knees?”
“Yes,” he says, his voice devoid of all heat. The simplicity of the answer is more shocking than a roar. “The argument is over. Your treason has been established. Now, reparations begin. You will show me you understand the new terms. You will erase your debt with your obedience.”
He gestures toward the scattered pills on the floor, the tiny white soldiers of my failed rebellion. “First, you will dispose of the evidence of your foolishness. Pick them up.”
I stare at him, my chest heaving. Every instinct screams to refuse, to spit in his face, to keep fighting. But the memory of his fist hitting the wall, the crack of the plaster, the raw, unfamiliar violence in his eyes, holds me frozen.
He promised he wouldn’t hurt me, but I just watched that promise fray at the edges. I saw the stranger behind the mask of control, and that stranger terrifies me.
My legs feel like lead, but I obey. I kneel on the cold tiles, the expensive fabric of my trousers bunching at my knees.
My hands shake as I gather the pills one by one. Each one I touch is a ghost of a possible future, a day of freedom I will now never have. They feel like tiny, bitter seeds in my palm. When I have them all, I stand, my fist clenched so tightly the pills dig into my skin.
“The toilet,” he commands, his voice flat. He hasn’t moved. He just watches me, his storm-blue eyes tracking my every move.
I walk to the toilet, the porcelain gleaming under the bright vanity lights. My reflection in the mirror is that of a ghost. Pale, wide-eyed, her mouth a thin line of utter defeat. I open my hand over the bowl. For a second, I hesitate. This is it. The final act of surrender. The death of my last hope.
“Drop them, Mya.”
I let them fall. They hit the water with a series of soft, insignificant plinks, then float for a moment before starting to dissolve. He steps up behind me, his body a wall of heat at my back. His hand covers mine on the handle. He doesn't push it for me. He waits.
My fingers are numb as I press down. The water swirls, a vortex that sucks my pathetic mutiny down into the plumbing of this gilded prison. I watch until the last pill is gone. My shield is gone. I am defenseless. Once I have his child, I’m never getting away.
“Good girl,” he murmurs, his breath a hot caress against my ear. “Now that business is concluded, I’m ready for your undivided attention. I’ll be waiting in the bedroom.”
He turns and walks out of the shattered bathroom door without a backward glance. I’m left staring at my own haunted reflection, my heart hammering a frantic, terrified rhythm against my ribs. I have no choice. The debt is due.
My feet carry me out of the bathroom and into the suite. He’s standing by the window, his back to me, staring out at the city lights. Then, with a slow, deliberate grace that is utterly terrifying, he begins to undress.
He doesn’t look at me. This isn’t for me. It’s a statement. He removes his watch, placing it on the dresser with a soft click. Then the cufflinks, each one unfastened with methodical precision. He unbuttons his shirt, pulling it from his trousers and shrugging it off, revealing the hard, sculpted planes of his back and shoulders.
He hangs the shirt over the back of a chair before turning to his trousers. The belt buckle comes undone with a soft clink. The zipper slides down with a low rasp. He kicks off his shoes, peels off his socks, and then slides the tailored wool pants down his long, powerful legs.
He stands there for a moment in nothing but his black boxer briefs, his body a masterpiece of masculine perfection. Then he hooks his thumbs into the waistband and pushes them down, stepping out of them.
His cock is already hard. Thick and heavy, it springs free, clearly announcing his arousal. He is utterly, magnificently naked, and my breathing just… stops.
He turns and walks past me, not touching me, and sits in the black leather armchair in the corner of the room. He doesn't recline. He sits with his back straight, his legs spread wide in a flagrant display of dominance, his erection jutting proudly from the dark hair between his thighs.
He props his elbows on the arms of the chair, steeples his fingers, and waits. His expression is one of utter, profound boredom.
He is a king on his throne, waiting for a supplicant.
My body is a war zone. I hate him with every fiber of my being. I want to run, to scream, to fight. But my legs won’t move. My eyes are locked on him, on the cold, brutal beauty of his body. The broad chest, the flat stomach, the sheer, intimidating size of him. He’s a statue carved from violence and desire, and I am commanded to worship.
A traitorous, liquid heat pools between my thighs. My body remembers his touch, his taste, the feeling of him filling me. It craves him, even as my mind screams in protest. The debt. I have to pay the debt.
I’ve never been more grateful to know that I have no choice in the matter.
The walk across the room is the longest journey of my life. Each step is a surrender. The plush carpet does nothing to soften the hard reality of what I’m about to do. I stop in front of him, my shadow falling over his knees.
I kneel between his spread legs, the position an ancient, irrefutable symbol of submission. I don’t look at his face. I can’t. I look at his cock.
It’s even more intimidating up close. Thick veins trace paths along the hard length, and the head is a deep, angry purple, slick with a bead of pre-cum. I reach out a trembling hand, my fingers brushing against the silky, hot skin. He doesn't move a muscle, but I feel his cock jerk in response to my touch.
I close my fingers around him, the heat and weight of him a shocking reality in my palm. I look up then, forcing myself to meet his eyes. The boredom is gone. In its place is a dark, possessive fire.
I lean forward and take him into my mouth.
The taste of him is musky, clean, and utterly male. I close my lips around the head, my tongue tracing the slick ridge. A low groan rumbles in his chest, and his fingers thread into my hair. A silent command to continue.
I take him deeper, my throat protesting as I accommodate his length. It’s an act of pure will, forcing myself to pleasure the man who owns me. But my body, ever the traitor, responds with alacrity.
The wetness between my legs intensifies, my nipples tighten into hard, aching points. I’m clearly a vile creature of abnormal appetites. All I want right now is to suck him dry and drink down every delicious drop of his cum.
I want to watch him lose control again. This time because he’s at my mercy and I’m leaving him no choice but to give me his pleasure.
His hand tightens in my hair, his hips beginning to move in a slow, hypnotic rhythm, fucking my mouth. I meet his pace, my hand stroking his shaft, my tongue swirling around the tip. I’m an instrument of his pleasure, and he’s playing me with masterful precision.
But in the end, he’s the one who breaks. His control shatters in a guttural roar. His hips buck, and his hand grips my head, holding me in place as he pulls out just before he comes. His hot, thick seed floods over my breasts, hot and sticky against my skin.
My breath is coming in ragged, shallow gasps. I stare at the white pools of his semen on my chest, a stark, raw mark of his claim.
He leans forward from the chair, his eyes blazing with a dark, triumphant fire. He dips his fingers into the mess on my chest and then reaches up, smearing it across my cheek, my throat, my collarbone, before dipping back in and covering my mouth with his essence.
“You don’t seem to understand when I use words, Mya,” he says, his voice a low, rough growl.
“You don’t seem to grasp that you belong to me. So I’ll use a language you can’t misinterpret.” He rubs his seed into my skin, his touch both rough and possessive. “I will scent-mark you like a fucking animal. I will cover you in my claim until you reek of my ownership. Until there is no part of you that doesn't know who its master is.”