Chapter 50
What the hell did I do, now? I have gone mad, gone mad seeing her talking with him. Did I just become jealous? If I was, then I'm changing. No I am not. Then why the fuck did I shout at him? I’ve fucking become jealous, fuck. I shouted at him because he recognized my jealousy. You are mad; you got jealous and showed it on him. Just because he understands, he left silently otherwise who knows, what would have happen, my inner me slapped. But why am I jealous?
First thing to do after he comes into the room is, to apologize. I went and changed into the new lacy night gown, it's his selection. He said this gown is made for me and I look sexy in that. It is a lacy gown through which everything is visible; it has an overcoat, to cover the view. After my apology, we will be doing the things on his top to make list. I giggle but, what if he doesn't forgive me? What if he doesn't come back to this room? He is rich if he wants to he can have another room. No he won't, he'll come here and we are Mr. and Mrs. so obviously he definitely doesn’t want to create a scene here. Let's see what will happen. I gasp.
Someone is knocking, who is it? Is it him? I wore the over coat, went and opened the door. Holy fuck!!!!!
"May I come in Mrs. First" he said with the drunken voice. Did he drink? Why did he?
"Of course you can Jake” he slipped; I lifted him up and balanced his arm around my neck.
"I'm not Jake, I'm your first"
"Yes you are" I closed the door and took him inside, put him on the bed. I have never seen him like this, drunk never. I thought he is a teetotaler.
"Mrs. First you look sexy”
"Do I?”
“Yes”
“Thank you. But you are drunk"
"He-he no, I'm not” so all the men are same when they were drunk. I rolled my eyes.
"Why did you drink?"
“You are funny Mrs. First, you said I'm drunk, now you are asking why did I drink" he is laughing with his drunken voice "you were jealous" he said while placing his forefinger on my nose, so he got drunk because of the thing I did.
"Yes" I accepted, he laughed.
"No you're not" he hiccupped “do you know how cute you look when you are angry" he pulled my cheeks “Sexy, cute and beautiful when you are jealous” I didn't say a word but, I smile inside. I bent and pulled his shoes, he lifted me up. I stand.
"I lied" he said with an innocent face. I cupped his face and kissed his lips, but how I can ignore when he says he lied.
"When?"
"That day, when you asked do I love you” he stopped “I don't want to stay in this fantasy of Mr. and Mrs. First” What is bad in being Mr. And Mrs. First? He took a deep breath “I want us to be real Mr. and Mrs." he rubbed his nose, so he wants to marry me. He indirectly said that “But I love us being Mr. and Mrs. First” he hiccup again "shoo, I didn't say anything, you didn't hear anything" he started laughing.
"Why?"
"Because you don't like relations Mrs. First" he curled his hands around my waist and placed his head on my stomach. So he didn't propose me because I don’t like relations. Okay, but he loves me, I want to hear that from him "I like that you don't like relations" he said while rubbing his nose on my stomach
"Why?"
"You rejected Mike" he laughed "I'm happy you rejected him"
"What if I said yes?"
"No you won't" he laughed
"Why are you so confident on my rejection?"
"Because I know you better than anyone else" fuck yes, he is right, he knows me better, even better than Nat, how?
"How?"
"Because you love me" do I? I think I do, but how did he know?
"How can you say?”
"You’ve already told me"
"What? When?" he started laughing
"Shoo I'm not going to tell you" he kissed my stomach "you said you love me. On that day when you fainted" he tightened his grip. Holy fuck, did I propose him? When?
"When I am under sedative?" he nodded "what else did I say"
"You and I, we both accepted we love each other" he laughed; I think he remembers something, but me accepting, how can that be possible? “You are a liar"
"What did I lie?"
"Everything" what did I say to him, what happened?
"What everything?" He lifted his face and kissed my stomach, what is with the stomach.
"Do you know your mother is going to leave me after you are born" he is talking with the baby, complaining, again. But, I never thought of leaving him or his place.
"I'll if you want me to" I said honestly
"See your mother is joking again" he started laughing and gave ‘hi five’ to our baby. What the fuck is happening, he is complaining and even became friends with the baby. When did this happen? What did I miss?
"I will stay until you say to leave" fuck Ell you just confessed. Fine!!
"Really" he asked in surprise
"Yes" he invaded my lips his lips tastes vodka. He pulled me down onto him without leaving my lips, removed my over coat and threw it aside. I unbuttoned his shirt and made his upper body naked. He pulled back and removed his pant, came back in hypo speed. I'm only in the lacy exposing night gown.
"You look sexy Mrs. First" he started kissing every inch of my skin, he lifted the hem of the night gown and slide his fingers inside there "ah" his other hand pulling my gown fully up making my breasts open. I pulled the remaining and threw it. He started kissing my stomach, navel and reached the breast his favorite place.
"Do you know I want to suck them hard but, the milk that is for the baby" he turned to my stomach "I'm stopping for you, remember” he kissed the stomach “Mommy and Daddy are having some private time, so you sleep now" I burst into laughter.
"Why are you laughing Mrs. First?" we were both naked and laughing "it's a father and baby thing" but still, I can't stop my laugh. "You are still laughing Mrs. First"
"Yes I'm Mr. First" he started tickling me, I’m on the bed and he is on my above, tickling.
"Stop Mr. First"
"You look pretty when you smile my Mrs. First” he planted a beautiful kiss erasing the bad event that has happened before “Mr. First is my favorite name and I love it when you call this name while we are doing" he kissed my forehead from there, he is slowly moving down, kisses the breast, then to the naval and went down to there, he started sucking, kissing and licking with his tongue. This is making me to move along with his. He bites the vertical lips "ah" I want him now, inside. I pulled him up, in a second his mouth consuming my mine “ah" his hands on the each side of my waist keeping them in place. He thrust inside hard that made me I don't know "aaahh" he stopped, why? What happened? I looked at him. He pulled his hair with his hands in exasperation, but why?
"This is wrong Elena, this is so wrong" he said, he is still inside.
"Why? What happened?"
"I'm drunk and I'm doing this, I shouldn't be doing. This is so wrong" he is about to come out, I started moving. He looked at me in shock.
"You shouldn't be, not me, so stay where you are" I winked and started to move. He moaned hard. He harden, I increased the speed.
“Slowly, please" he said on my lips, I slowed the movement for a while and speeded up. He joined my movement. We both reached our climax at a time. He kissed my forehead and lips
“Thank you so much Ell, no Mrs. First" he hugged me hard and I hugged him back. We are curled in your hugs.
I stretched out and opened my eyes; I think it is early in the morning. I took my phone and checked, it is 7 in the morning, why the room is still dark? Yeah, the windows are covered with blinds. I looked at him, he is sleeping. We had a long discussion. I got to know that I accepted I love him. And yes!! I confessed I'll not leave him. I don't know what will happen but, I am okay with this. I kissed his lips
He moved and slowly opened his eyes
"What is the time now?"
"Seven in the morning" he rubbed his eyes and looked around.
"What happened last night?" Is he joking or does he really don’t remember anything. Let’s see.
"You were drunk"
"I knew it, did I do anything wrong" he said with an apologetic tone. He doesn’t remember, well. I’ll confirm first.
“Are you sure you don’t remember?”
“I don’t, please Elena tell me, I’m worried” he almost cried, so he really doesn’t remember. I’m Elena now. Then, I’m going to tease him.
“I thought you are a teetotaler”
“No I’m not, sometimes I drink. Please tell me, did I do anything wrong” he pleaded
“Yes”
“What did I do? I’m sorry” he is so tensed, awe Mr. First I can’t see you like this but, I can’t stop teasing you.
"No you've done nothing, I raped you” I said, holding my laugh.
"What? You raped me?" I nodded and pulled the blanket. He looked at our naked bodies from mine to his and he started laughing.
"Okay Mrs. First, then I'll have my revenge, I'm going to rape you now" I giggle
"When the whole world is against rape and rapists, we are here, raping each other" I said laughing
"Yes we are, let's discuss that later, but now I’m going to rape you” I giggle, in seconds he is on me and we are lost.