BAB 31

Cassidy: I heard what happened. I'm sorry for your loss, all of us at the Journalism Club are here for you.

Stan: Huhuhu. I have nothing to do with Danica or Sabrina, I just sided with Odette and I'm sorry for what I said. Come back to us, please.

At least a little relieved, Savienna explained to them. If so, do they already know me and who is Saint? I sighed. I should thank Savienna later. I was about to put my cellphone back on the bed table when it rang again.

Psalm: I'm sorry Sabrina, I didn't know Dad had this plan. All I knew was that he wanted to take the heiress, I didn't know it would go this far. And your twin...she already explained to me. I just can't believe it, why didn't you tell me earlier? If you had told me, I would have been able to stop Dad. And I want to get rid of Hellion in the first place, but not in the way he wants... please forgive me, Sabrina. I still like you very much, and I will never give up on you.

I took a deep breath, I need to have closure with them. I'm leaving within two days, and I can't leave them without saying anything.

Even if I don't want to go out of the mansion, it's still necessary.

To: Odette, Eren, Cassidy, Stan & Psalm

Let's meet. Scented, tomorrow, at 1 PM.

They all immediately agreed with what said. I took a deep breath and went back to lying on the bed until I fell asleep.

'Hey baby, as I promise. I'm back. I looked at Saint's face and I couldn't stop crying.

'Where are you from? Do you know what you did to me? Saint... I almost screamed. at him while lightly punching his chest. He caressed my face and stared at me for a while.

'I missed you, Clea.' He said with a smile, damn. I miss that smile Saint...

'I was so worried about you... I almost whispered, he smiled at me and brought his face closer to mine.

And our lips locked in. But before I could even respond everything turned pitch black. But I knew I was just wide-eyed, I groped for Saint and I felt cold when I felt that he was no longer by my side. Where is he?

Suddenly everything became bright and I was surprised by what I saw. It was Saint, in the ring of fire. He was lying there and bathing in his blood, I looked around and everyone in the area was cheering.

'Finish him! You are the Lacsamana Heiress who can finish Santillana's Empire!"

I looked at my hand and immediately shivered. W-why a-am I h-holding a gun? No... No this can't be. I will not kill Saint! No! Never.

'Lacsamana Heiress! Kill the Santillana!" I shook my head.

'no...no...I don't want to! I'm not a murderer! I cried.

'Baby... why? why did you do this?'

"NO, SAINT! I DIDN'T DO IT." I got up and caught my breath. I looked around and noticed that it was night.

All of it was just a dream? The scenes are so vivid. It feels so real. I heard several knocks on Saint's door. I stood up and looked at the monitor to find out who it was.

Savienna. "Hey Sab, it's me. Eat dinner...your favorite foods have been served..."

I sighed. "I'll be there."

I am now walking toward the scene where Odette and I will meet. I don't know what to say to them but I want to say goodbye. I also want to thank them for being my friends in the meantime. But maybe, they are just part of my memories.

When I got inside, I saw Odette sitting at the same table. They seem to know that I will talk to them all at the same time. They all looked at me and smiled, I didn't return their smile and walked straight towards them.

When I sat down I rested deeply. "Guys, I appreciate each time we've spent together..." I began.

"I hate to say this but I'm leaving...I came here so I can tell you this personally. I can't leave you just like that. You've become a part of my life..." It started to get hot on both sides of my eyes while looking at her.

"Your twin already explained this to us...he said you're moving to Antique, Cassidy said. I nodded while biting my lips to prevent myself from sobbing.

"I'm sorry guys, I owe you a lot. I'm so sorry if I can't participate in Psalm's upcoming contest..." I said calmly. I heard them all sighed, and tried to smile at me.

"It's fine. It's okay to tell you, the important thing is that it's safe where you're moving." Cassidy said and I noticed her eyes watering. Cassidy...

I will never be safe, Cassidy... I wanted to say that out loud. But I don't want them to worry about me, I am worried about them too much.

"Don't forget us ah? Because we're not really, you're so beautiful!" Odette tried to lighten up the mood. I smiled.

"Of course, I will never forget you, you were my first friend. How can I forget you?" They nodded at me, I looked at Psalm and noticed that he had not spoken for a while.

"Hey, Sabrina, then I won't be able to go to your house and taste the food there," Eren said sadly, Stan hit him so I just laughed at what he did.

"Oh, it's you! You're thinking about food!" Stan said laughing. Eren just scratched the back of his neck and smiled at me.

I'll miss them so much...they only make me happy at school. And for, Psalm...l wish we could have a real closure. But I don't think we can talk about it properly because I still can't get rid of what his father did.

I can't forgive what his father did to Saint... But I can't sympathize with Psalm because Psalm had nothing to do with what his father did...

"What will you do? After you move?" Stan suddenly asked. He's right. What am I going to do?

Saint is no longer by my side, I don't know where my life is going if Saint is not here guiding me. He is the only reason why I am still living here. But now? I don't think I can put a sincere smile on my face again...

"Maybe I'll just continue my studies and get a job and live a normal life just what everybody wants," I said, but that's not true. Because I'm not sure if I'll be able to study or if I'll be able to leave the house...

Everything is in chaos. I don't know what I will do in the next few days. I badly want some help but I know no one can help me now but myself.

"That's nice. Come visit us here sometime, huh? When you have time!" Eren said smiling, I nodded at him.

"I'll try Eren." I'll try...

I feel so relieved while talking to them as if a part of my heart has been formed because Odette and I have all said goodbye. I can finally leave, this place with no worries.