71. Memories From The Past

**TW- Physical violence. Rape**

"What are you doing? You have a mate somewhere! I have a mate somewhere! Why would you sin against me? I am your sister! Alpha Charles will be furious if he hears what you intend-‘“

“Let him hear! Let him hear that I have claimed the white dragon as mine! It will solidify my position as The next Alpha!” He cries out excitedly.

And then the doors to the estate are pushed back.

“Help! Help me! Castiel will rape me if you don’t! Father! Father please! Please tell him to let me go! FATHER!” I scream, struggling against his demon grip.

But Castiel laughs at me, tightens his arms around my body and displaying me like a war prize.

Chasity rushes down the stairs, wondering what the noise is all about.

“Chasity! Please help me Chasity! Castiel will force me if you don’t. You need to help me please,”

But Chasity turns her head away, ignoring my wailing. Why? Why is she not helping me?

Slowly, all the Alpha’s children troop down the stairs to see what is going on.

I stretch my hand to all of them and I beg them to help me but they just stare on passively, pretending that I am invisible.

Why? Why are they pretending not to see me? Do they truly hate me this much?

“What is all this madness Castiel?” Alpha Charles says, walking up to his son.

“Father please! Castiel wants to take me by force! I am not his mate and he is not mine. Please talk sense into him,”

Alpha Charles says nothing and ignores me as though I am nothing but a mosquito in his ear.

My heart plummets downwards as I take in the truth of my situation. They all know what he wants to do to me. They’ve known for a while if they are so unsurprised. Why? Why would they let something so disgusting happen to me?

“Castiel, son. You can take her to your room. Stop disturbing the entire estate. You’ve made your point,”

My eyes widen in disbelief.

“No, I have not made my point. Colton! Conan! Carl! Carson! Carter!” He shouts his brother’s names, glaring down at all of them.

“The white dragon is mine! This clan is mine! The throne is mine! None of you will dare question my inheritance,” he spits on them, his chest heaving aggressively.

Mustering up my strength, I rear back and deliver a sharp punch across Castiel’s skull.

“Why?” He growls angrily, taking me by my hair and rattling me.

“Do you have to be such a stupid bitch?”

And with that, Castiel deals me the largest blow I’ve ever had. The force of it flings me into the air and pushes me against a door. The door easily shatters into nothing and I land against the floor.

“Chasity! Get me a white cloth!” He hisses, his naked frame marching into the cleaning supply room I am writhing in.

My body screams with pain. Splinters of wood have dug into my skin and left big and small cuts. My vision is hazy and my hands are weak. Still, nothing hurts more than my heart.

Chasity and Alpha Charles have betrayed me.

No one will help me.

“I was going to make this good for you,” he hisses, standing over my bleeding frame.

My eyes narrow in on the organ in between his legs, how it rises and stands erect.

“But because you’re such a whore, I’ll take you here,”

The next thing that follows is what I do not want to remember in a lifetime but no matter what, it is engraved into my mind.

Castiel produces his claws and tears away my dress and undergarments, cutting my skin in the process.

I struggle as much as I can but Castiel only laughs and rearranges me so that I am laying on my breasts. His hands push back my legs despite my cries and leaves them wide.

I stretch my hands towards the door and beg silently for Alpha Charles to save me from his son but he does nothing and stands still, watching his son about to rape me.

They never loved me.

I have only been wanted all my life because I am a white dragon, nothing else.

Chasity tosses the white cloth to Castiel and he shoves it underneath me, tucking it in the space between my legs.

“Castiel,” I whisper weakly, my sobs racking my shoulders.

“You need to be thought a lesson,” I can hear him grunting as he mounts himself over me. His fingers reach out to touch me in between my legs but it hurts, everything hurts.

My breasts and my chest dig into the cold floor as he spreads my thighs apart impatiently, gripping and pinning them down.

I was about to lose my virginity to a monster but no one cared.

“Please..... stop....,”

And then Castiel thrusts into me, ripping skin and flesh.

The feeling is so uncomfortable, so painful, so unbearable. A painful cry leaves my lips as he jerks back and slips right back into me forcefully.

I cry out until my voice is hoarse and I cannot breathe. Soon, Castiel doesn’t even care about pinning my legs apart.

He just presses my head into the floor as he ruts violently, my body rocking back and forth with each thrust.

Then I realize that I have stopped fighting him. That I can only cry as he takes me over and over again.

“Give,” he thrusts.

“Me,” he thrusts again.

“White,” another thrust.

“Dragon,” yet another thrust.

“Babies,” he growls with his thrust, violently fucking me.

He keeps grunting with pleasure, keeps making those sounds that indicate he’s enjoying my pain and my inability to move.

Castiel’s seed shoots into my cervix and he stays still until every last drop is in my womb.

I do nothing but lay there, taking his infliction on my body. My body cannot even move, save for the twitch of my fingers every now and then.

I was certain my nightmare was over, certain he would finally let me go now that he has taken my virginity. But it never ended. Instead, it was only the beginning.

Castiel keeps me pinned on the floor and rapes me so violently that my missing voice manages to return. He lifts me slightly and grabs my breasts, viciously rutting into me.

“Castiel, you’ve done enough. You took her maidenhead. Stop this display and take her to your room. You are my confirmed heir,” Alpha Charles sound bored and unmoved like he did not just watch me get raped.

Castiel doesn’t stop on his father’s account and he empties into me before finally moving off my body.

I cannot even sigh in relief.

Instead, he’s the one smiling at me and cradling my face, sheens of sweat shining over his forehead and chest.

“Mine,” he whispers.

And then I faint.

When I wake up, I notice that I am still laying on my chest.

However, the ground underneath me has been replaced by a pillow. I try to shift and move but I notice that my legs are spread apart and tied to the posters of a bed.

Tears come rushing out of my eyes and sobs leave my mouth when I remember how Castiel defiled me in front of everyone.

No one tried to stop him. They only stood by the door and watched him as he took me forcefully.

How could they be so cruel? How could they let me be raped?

The door creaks open and shut and loud doorsteps stomp to the unfamiliar bed I am laying in.

“Reya,” Castiel’s voice says.

“No,” I burst into loud wailing immediately.

This is not the end of it. The worse is not yet over.

“Get out of the room!” I scream.

“Get out! Are you not tired? Have you not done your worse? You have claimed me against my will! What more do you want from me,”

“Children,” I hear the rustling of sheets, feel the weight of a large object dipping into the bed.

“I want white dragons. I have to keep fucking you until you get pregnant. Do you understand?” He huffs into my ears, pawing at my rear and spreading my legs until they ache.

Gods, this cannot be happening. He can’t do worse to me.

“Arch your back. You’ll enjoy it better that way,” He chuckles deviously.

I can already feel his length slipping in between my thighs.

I start to scream and wail, struggling to close my legs and prevent him from doing his worse.

But it’s too late.

He’s pressing his hands into my shoulders and thrusting into me. I scream and thrash against his hands, the ache in between my thighs still as horrible as before.

“If you’re not going to moan, then shut up!” He takes my head and bangs it into the headboard.

I’m dizzy and paralyzed instantly but it doesn’t mean I can’t scream.

“You’re ruining the mood! You’re spoiling everything!” He hisses, slipping out of me.

Castiel grabs my head and keeps banging it against the headboard until I slip into unconsciousness.

At least I don’t have to be awake as he violates my body.

***********

Castiel continues to rape me every single day of the month. They have left my leg fractured and my body swelling with bruises so I cannot fight against him as he takes me. They poison my dragon to match with the bodily harm they inflict on me everyday.

I am past wondering if it will ever end. Instead, I just lay there and take it every single time he punishes me.

I’m checked week after week but no matter what, I don’t get pregnant.

“I don’t understand!” Castiel is raging at the doctor.

“Is the bitch barren? I make her take my seed every time! I’ve done everything to make her pregnant!” He hisses.

Alpha Charles is here too, confused as to why I’m not pregnant.

Traitors, all of them. I cannot believe I once thought they loved me.

“White dragons can never be barren. It is impossible for natural healers to have a barren womb,” he explains.

“Then what is it? Is she taking any herbs to abort my child? What is she doing?” He hisses impatiently.

“Alphas, please be patient and let me explain,” the doctor sighs.

“It better be reasonable!” Castiel snaps.

The doctor seems to refrain from sighing and continues.

“Miss Reya is not taking any herbs to abort your child. I would have smelled it by now. The thing is, no matter how hard you try to weaken a dragon, it’s subconscious is still alive. White dragons are so special that they pick the male dragon they decide to have children for. What I’m saying is that miss Reya’s dragon is rejecting your seed,” he explains.

Castiel turns towards my tethered form, rage twisting his face.

“How dare you?” He growls at me, storming towards me.

“Calm down,” his father barks at him.

“As I was saying, her dragon is rejecting your seed, not you. White dragons do that when they think the partner is not strong enough to have children with them,”

“Are you saying that my blood is not strong enough?” Castiel hisses.

“No, certainly not that,” the doctor pales.

“There are so many reasons they do that. In this case, her dragon does not like you. She bears malice towards you because you rape her every day. There’s no way she’ll get pregnant if she associates you with pain,”

“Shit,” Castiel whispers, his expression torn.

“So the dark witch taking The Queen’s magic to form a mate bond with us is not enough? We’ve been trying to tie her to me since she was a child! Why couldn’t she love me? Why can’t she feel attraction to me yet?” He soliloquizes to himself.

I can only stare at him in frozen shock. Castiel and his father are the most repulsive beings there ever was.

But taking out his frustration on me for his magic not working... was it fair? Do I have to suffer because their plans were failing?

“It’s not over,” Alpha Charles announces.

“Magic can be used for many things. We can make her forget this ever happened,” His eyes turn towards me and he grins so wildly he looks crazed.

“You’ll forget Reya. Castiel will make you fall in love with him. Castiel will make you bring more children. Don’t worry. None of this ever happened,”

I plot against me forgetting.

I write notes and try to hide them under my pillow but the maids rat me out.

When they bring the dark witch to make sure I forget, I have no option but to comply.

But if I ever do remember, I will Kill Castiel.