Chapter 132 Camilla’s Pov.
His voice broke again as he kept trying to pull away from my touch but I wouldn't let him. “I'm a monster, Camilla.” He said, his voice rising, still trying to push me away but it wasn't going to happen. I know what he was trying to do and I won't let him. I won't let the person he was in the past come between us.
“You're not a monster.” I spoke back in a higher voice, hoping to sink the words in his mind. “You want to believe you're a monster because of everything you've done in the past but I know you, Àlvaro. I know the real you and I love that caring man with my whole damn heart.” I could feel my tears welling up. I wanted to take away his pain.
“After all I did to you, Camilla. I don't deserve your love.”
“You deserve every bit of my love.” I said, wrapping my head around his neck, resting my forehead on his with our lips almost touching. This time, I felt him wrap his bloody arms around my waist slowly as if he wasn't certain. “I'm here. I'm with you and I'm not going anywhere. Let me prove to you that you deserve all the love in the world.”
By the time I finished speaking, we were both pressed to each other as if our lives depended on it. In this situation, I feel like it does. I needed him as much as he needed me.
No power in this world can separate me from this man ever again. I will prove ro him that he deserves all the happiness this world has to offer. I'll prove to him that he's not as messed up as he thinks he is, he's not a bad person and he's not a monster. I want him to see himself through my eyes and then he'd see just how special he is.
He pulled me into a kiss and I kissed him back as if I was kissing him for the first time. I kissed him and I had no intention of stopping for the rest of my life.
“Let me take your pain away.” I whispered against his lips, running my hand over his bare chest and his skin bristled under my touch. “Let me help you forget even for a while.”
His tongue slipped between my lips, deepening the kiss, giving me the answer I needed. The warmth of his tongue against mine sent shivers directly down my spine. I can't stop and I won't stop.
I'll do anything to take his pain away and put his mind at ease even for a short while. Anything.
Without taking my eyes off him, I slid down, kneeling in front of him. His hand gripped the table, looking down at me and clenching his jaw painfully as I unbuckled his belt. I know he needs me.
“Camilla.” His voice was low and indecisive but he still didn't stop me as I took off his pants along with his boxers, freeing his already hard cock.
I wrapped my small hand around the base of his dick, running my tongue along its entire length without taking my eyes off of him. His featured tightened beneath his hair that fell in front of his face, groaning lightly and biting his lips.
“I love how easily I can turn you on.” I murmured, swirling my tongue around his head and he just groaned in response, closing his eyes and tilting his head back, giving me a perfect view of his neck. I have him completely at my mercy.
I took him all in my mouth, feeling him hit the back of my throat, making me choke but I loved it. I bobbed my head up and down along his length and Àlvaro let me do as I pleased with him. He didn't push himself forward or grab my hair roughly like he usually does. His hands still gripped the edge of the table, only groaning and taking all I had to offer him.
His eyes watched me, consuming me and I'm sure he can hear how wet I am when I pressed my thighs together, still using my mouth to please him.
“You're so beautiful from this angle, you know?” I whispered with an innocent voice, wrapping my tongue around his head like a lollipop and he groaned again, licking his lips in response.
“Camilla.” He groaned again, his voice deep and low enough to make me moan with his dick deep in my mouth.
I tortured him with my mouth a little more, wanting to erase everything bad from his mind and judging by the look on his face, I believe I was succeeding because he was lost in his pleasure and his eyes looked relaxed as he watched his cock disappear between my open lips.
When I finally decided that it was enough, I released his cock from my mouth with a bop and rose to my feet without taking my eyes off of him. I kissed him with an open mouth, sliding my tongue into his mouth, letting him taste himself and he cupped my face in his hands, squeezing me closer, begging for more.
We kissed as his cock rubbed against my stomach, covered only in his shirt that I was wearing. Without breaking the kiss, I pulled him to the couch, pushing his body on it.
My mouth watered as I watched his powerful figure sprawled on the couch, with his mesy hair, dark eyes, his hands leaning back and his laps inviting me to join him.
He gave me a small sly smile as I removed the only other thing I had on my body. My thong. His dark eyes followed my every move, burning my skin, making me even hotter as I kicked my underwear aside.
As my thong fell, so did the rest of my restraints as I approached Àlvaro, hips swinging, feeling my heart about to explode as my body filled with heat and arousal.
For the first time, Àlvaro was so silent. For the first time, I had complete control and could do whatever I wanted with him and that made me feel wild.
I sat on his lap, pressing his cock against my wet entrance as I kissed him again, our tongues dancing as one and I winced in both pain and need. It's pathetic to know how painfully much I needed this man.
I rubbed against him, earning moan after moan from the both of us while his hands grabbed my ass as if his life depended on it.
“Baby.” The nickname rolled from his lips like a soft caress as our lips touched but we didn't kiss. “I need to be inside you now.”
“Where are your manners, Mr Castillo?” I asked innocently, rubbing myself into him once more earning another groan. “Say please first.”
“Please.” He didn't even hesitate before saying it so desperately, his voice full of need as he squeezed my ass in his hands.
“That's more like it.” I muttered with approval, lifting myself enough to slide down his length.
The moment every inch of him filled me and there was nothing left between us, we both moaned in unison. I'm so full of him that I felt so alive in his arms. He's so deep inside me, so damn good.
“Ahhh, fuck.” He cursed, leaning his head back on the sofa, closing his eyes and I still just couldn't believe how beautiful and handsome this man is. “Please.” The word came out like a plea from his mouth as he was lost in his own world. As he was lost in me.
“Please what?” I rolled my pelvis with him still deep inside me, hitting the right spot and I cried out. He was stretching me so well and I felt like I would soon collapse in his arms.
“Please ride me.” He said in a deep voice. “Fucking ride my cock.”
My pussy reacted immediately to his voice and I bit my lip to hold back another moan. I love this man so much that I might cum with just his voice alone.
“Of course, when you ask so nicely.” I smiled before shutting him up with a kiss and doing just as he said. I rode his cock fast and wild, losing myself in the rhythm and our moans that filled the room.
At this point, I was glad that we were alone because I wouldn't want anyone walking in and seeing me riding Àlvaro while he was groaning my name. His hands held my ass, helping me move faster on him and I used his chest for support to slide up and down his length.
I fucked him hard, chasing my own orgasm. Àlvaro dragged his tongue up the side of my neck, making me bite down on my lip while a moan escaped from my mouth. I could feel his cock harden inside me. He was close and so was I.
I knew he wouldn't last long after his cock was in my mouth. I loved knowing that I have this power over him just as much as he had over me.
It took me a few more moves, his cock slamming deep into me for me to fall apart in his arms, moaning his name. My whole body shook, clenching around his cock as I cried out. He held me, helping me through an orgasm that clouded my mind.
“I want you to cum in my mouth.” I whispered against his lips and he remained speechless. I don't know where I got the courage to talk like that but I liked it. I felt powerful and wild seeing him with a mouth hung open. But it didn't last long before he lazily grinned at me, slapping me on the ass.
“Then you better get on your knees baby, cause I'm about to cum.” He mumbled in a husky voice, dragging his tongue across his mouth and I didn't wait for a second invitation.
I slid out of him, kneeling in front of him and taking his cock inside my mouth, earning another guttural moan from him as I worked him into my mouth.
Not long after, he exploded in my mouth, his liquid pouring down my throat and I swallowed every drop. There's something so intimate about watching him fall apart in my arms as he cum with his head thrown back, hid evoke body tight, moaning my name.
His breathing was still heavy and when he calmed down from his orgasm, he looked down at me with lazy eyes. I felt a drop of his sperm running down my lips and I collected it with my finger, licking it while holding eye contact and he chuckled, shaking his head.
“You'll be the death of me, chica.” He joked, still out of breath and I climbed onto his lap again, hugging him and he wrapped his hand around my waist.
“It would be my pleasure.” I smiled before kissing him again. I'm addicted to his lips.
Àlvaro then picked me up in his arms and carried me into the bedroom where we just laid in each other's arms. He was okay. His mind was at ease and he was smiling and talking like he usually does. I could barely hold back my grin from this victory.
Now, when I asked him of my father, he spoke of his own accord. It didn't take much questioning to find out that Àlvaro did shoot Leonardo in the leg the same way my father did to him, before beating him up to almost death.
What surprised me though was that Àlvaro told me that he gave Leonardo a chance to fight back without his hands tied. He even gave him a knife which Leonardo threw aside, refusing to use. Instead, he chose to take every bit of the torture Àlvaro inflicted on him.
Leonardo neglected himself for me and Àlvaro fought with his demons for me.
And that's why I fell asleep with a smile on my face with Àlvaro's body pressed to mine. It doesn't matter where we are. As long as I had him, anywhere was home.