Chapter 13- letting go

I and Raph have spent the most time together in the past two weeks, he has been helping me learn a few things in driving that I had issues with, like reversing, and he has also helped me get over my fear of big vehicles like a trailer or tanker. I could now drive past them and not stop the car and wait for them to drive off.

I woke up feeling like one of those days when all I want to do is stalk Michael. This is a feeling I have fought so hard but after every fight I always end up on his instagram and twitter pages. Somehow since I and Raph started talking I have been able to fight these feelings longer with a few weeks’ interval. So after 3-4 weeks of fighting whatever feelings I still have for Michael I find myself too weak to fight and I end up giving in.

Here I am now. I lay on my bed staring at the picture of him and some girl he had posted on his page. I wondered who she was. I searched through the comment section and found her handle, I felt relieved as I saw her page wasn’t on private. I scrolled through a few of her pictures till I found what I was looking for. There was a picture of she and Michael and she captioned it *late night out with my babe*. i scroll through the comment section to see Mic’s comment, he responded with *