Chapter 57 Her mate
"And our child? Do I end up removed from their life after I've given birth?" I whispered, whimpering as his hand cupped my sex, holding my stare.
"No, because I intend to breed many from you," he uttered huskily, rub- bing his fingers against the clenching pulse he created between my thighs. "Remember when I asked you how many babies you wanted?"
"All the babies," I replied, holding his gaze. "I wanted to be the mother to all of your babies, and you wanted many. I was silly and hadn't been allowed to see how they were brought into the world yet, Saint. I've assisted in births and have changed my mind on how many I want since then."
"You'll give me pretty, powerful alpha babies, Braelyn. I have no intention of staying away from you or your body anymore. I fucked Carleigh before com- ing back for you on this mountain, and I don't intend to take anyone else now. I have my mate back, and her body is what I crave. This..." he growled, pushing his fingers against my opening. "...is mine to destroy. If you agree to be mine and carry my children for me, I will ensure you and our children are protected."
"And Chaos?" I whispered. My body pushed into his touch, needing to feel him buried in my core. This connection, the one that mates shared, was undeniable. There was no fighting our chemistry, and I'd allow it to happen because I had no intentions of sticking around here. If fucking Saint meant being free of him, his people, and this mountain, then I'd fuck him like he was my oxygen and the air that filled my lungs.
"If you're a good girl and behave, I will let you around my son again. I won't let you hurt him as you did me, Brat. He doesn't deserve to be in the middle of our fight, and that's where he is. He is devoted to you, blindly so. You're so fucking easy to crave and love that no one can see the evil beneath the surface."
I swallowed, pushing him away from me. "Careful throwing rocks at other people's glass houses, Saint. Once they break the glass, you can never put the demons you unleash back into it. The prettiest cages and palaces hide the ugli- est monsters more often than not." I looked away, seeming in thought before turning back to face him. "I'll do it, but only if you allow me to be inside the library without your men hovering. There is only one way in and one way out. I'm just asking to be inside alone and lose myself in fantasies to escape the reality you've created for me here."
His attention slid over my face before he lifted his shirt over his head, tossing it aside. "There are windows you could use to escape the room. You attempted to escape through one of them when I trapped you." His fingers flicked the button of his jeans open, and he pushed them down as his cock jutted up against his tight, smooth stomach muscles. "I failed because they were too high to reach, easily. Your men would catch me before I could reach them."
"Probably," he admitted, stepping closer to me to grab the gown I wore, pulling it up over my head. His gaze dropped to my naked breasts, and his hands cupped their heavy weight while he studied me. "I'll agree, but know that my men will be outside the window and stationed at the door. You won't be allowed to be alone with anyone but me inside the library."
Saint slid his hands down my stomach, catching both bows on my hips, untying them to let my panties drop to the ground. He slid a finger against my opening, finding my body ready for his. "That's fine. I've wanted to fuck you in- side the library since our link was cemented there, anyway." I lifted my ass, rocking it to show him I was willing. "Show me how willing you are to let me have you, Brat," he rumbled thickly as he took control, smiling devilishly at the scent my body released for him. "I'm not your Brat any longer, Saint," I reminded.
His deep laughter made my chest tighten as he grabbed my hands, turning me around to face the wall. Saint's feet forced my legs apart, and before I could argue what he was doing, he pushed into my body. I gasped, moaning loudly with how far he stretched my pussy, driving his thick cock into my body slowly. "Harder," I growled, but he didn't give me what I wanted. Instead, he moved slowly while forcing my body to the edge of the cliff. He rocked his hips,
holding mine painfully as he began moving in a torturously slow thrust that seemed less than what I needed. "Saint, please."
"Please, what? Please fuck you like a whore? You're my mate, Brat. I know what you want and what you need. I sense your need to be used so that you can hate me easier. I feel that desire to have me hurt you as surely as I feel your necessity to run from me. You are mine, and in being mine, I sense everything about you. It's why you'll never finish marking me. I won't allow you to know what I need or want from you. You don't get me, Braelyn. I'll have you, but you will never fully have me. Not after I promised you the world, and it wasn't enough for you."
"I hate you," I whimpered. Leaning my forehead against the wall, I gave in to the emotions he created. Tears slipped free, raining down my cheeks as Saint chuckled behind me. His hand snaked around, rubbing slow, lazy circles against my clit until I shook with the force of the orgasm that rocked through me. I felt him stiffening behind me and knew he was coming from the way he tensed, withdrawing from my body to stare at my arched spine.
"Wash up for dinner and wear something pretty. No panties, though, and make sure your midriff is exposed. The medic I brought with me up the moun- tain will need easy access to it tonight. You start injections this evening, and I intend to breed you tonight. It might take a while for the injections to work, but there's no reason for me to stay out of your bed or your cunt anymore. You're healed, and I am finding it hard to stay away from you now."
"You'll keep your promise to me?"
"You'll have full access to the library, and privacy to be alone within it, Brae- lyn. Once you're pregnant with my child, you will be heavily guarded, though. I won't take a chance on someone challenging you while you carry my babe. I've also decided that we will be moving to a larger room, as this one isn't big enough for the two of us. Chaos will join us in your father's old apartments. You and I will live as the alphas to the pack, even if they don't want you here anymore. I still want you, and that is my choice as alpha. They don't have to like it, but they will respect it. I suggest you start packing up your shit so that we can move tomorrow."