Chapter 26 Controlling her
I sat in the office for pretty good hours until I lost it. This was probably one of the punishments the Alpha planned to give me because what the hell was this.
I came in this office in the morning but now it was past mid day. I was hungry and bored to hell.
To alleviate the boredom and silence, I finally decided to go through the papers on his desk. Yes I was warned but this boredom was so much. Besides the boredom, I was a snoopy woman and everyone should've known that by now.
My eyes fall on the large map spread out on the desk and my interest in it increased.
Without thinking, I reached out for it.
It was a map of a pack, not his pack but another pack nearby. He probably wanted to destroy it just like he did to one few days ago. I found it boring so I decided to look away and pick up the old, leatherbound book that seemed to be tearing apart from the inside.
As I opened it, I realized, it was a journal, Xavier’s journal. I froze and then kept it aside, I couldn't read his journal or anyone's, that was a private. I wouldn't want someone to read mine if I ever wrote anything.
Just as I put everything back in place, a loud, thundering sound echoed through the house and I yelped in fear. Following the thud, there were a few yellings belonging to Xavier. He inched closer and continued to shout, splitting the peaceful silence I was enjoying. He was shouting at some workers probably.
A key shackled on the lock and the door swung open with full force. Xavier walked inside, anger storming in his beautiful features. When he glanced at me, I felt myself shrink.
"You messed up a lot, you stupid bitch" His hand swung and the door closed with a thud.
The sound of his boots thumping against the solid floor echoed and grew, I backed up to the wall while holding onto my chest and my breathing scattered. I was frightened by the idea of what he'd do with me. He lowered his head, seized my neck with his rough hands and pulled me on my toes.
"I'm sorry," I sobbed immediately, clutching onto his hand as his grip became firm with each second ticking by.
"You will be a lot more than sorry once I'm done punishing you," His words were a clear threat. His lips inched closer to mine and an ache ran through me. "I'm going to enjoy breaking you and bending you to my rules after what you did today,"
By my arm, he pulled me from his chair, dragging me across the room before he pinned me against the wall.
My eyes grew wide and my jaw had dropped. Was he going to...beat me up? His extended arms entrapped me between the cool wall and his teasing body.
He grabbed my hand and placed it roughly against his jeans. I gasped when I felt the growing bulge that pressed against his pants, awaiting its release.
My stomach tightened more and my breath shortened before he moved in closer over me.
This is not happening!
My growing temptation was informing me otherwise. Heat! My downfall at this very moment. Pushing him away was a thought. Allowing him to continue was another. Realizing my option to take part in this insane contact, he continued on without a doubt.
My wolf immediately took control.
I loosened his belt, unbuckled and unzipped his pants. I seemed to lose my mind. I was somewhat out of my own control. I looked down. His swollen manhood was entrapped in the cage of his boxer, yearning to break free of it.
"Down." His voice was demanding.
I lowered myself to my knees and positioned myself just inches away from his needy member. I clutched the hem of his boxers and slowly tugged them down until his member sprung up in attention.
Oh.
Oh my.
What the hell am I doing? I looked up into his eyes. Ocean blue filled orbs began to lose their color until they were concealed by darkness. I felt my mouth water in anticipation as I brought his member to my full lips. My mouth ajar, I wrapped my lips around his hardness, entrapping him around my lips.
I looked up him and met his glance. His face had softened and his lips had parted before he tilted his head back slightly.
I licked the tip of him. The oozing nectar of his manhood dripped onto my tongue before I wrapped my lips around his throbbing member once more.
He snatched my hands away and pinned them above my head. I groaned when my arms slammed against the wall.
He pulled himself away before he shoved himself back into my mouth, his dick leaving me gagging when he reached the back of my throat.
He released my hands and placed his hands onto the back of my head. Entangled in the black strands of my wavy hair, His fingers locked on before he began to penetrate my mouth aggressively.
I gripped his thighs. My nails digging into his flesh the deeper and harder he fucked my mouth. He was close. I could tell by his stiffened posture, swollen member, and the grunts and groans that escaped him.
My tongue slithered up and down the base of him, determined to pleasure him and send him over the edge for good.
I was lost in this. I was anxiously determined to make him cum. It was as if him releasing would satisfy my needs rather than his.
Nails planted deep into his thighs, I listened to him exhale a growl before he creamed into my mouth. However, I continued on. Ignoring the nectar that shot into my mouth, I continued on as I enjoyed the personal pleasure of it all.
Knowing that I drew every drop him, I released him from the prison of my mouth.
He quickly released my hair and took a step back. He looked down at me. The lust that once took hold of his eyes was now full of nothing but ice once again. He reached down and pulled up his pants before he buckled them back up. I stood straight up. I ran my hand across my mouth after his eyes shifted away from mine.
He turned away from me and walked toward his awaiting desk.
"Let's make a few things clear now, just because we have got an intimate moment together that doesn't mean you're free or saved. You're going to live by my rules, under my roof, and within these walls as a prisoner and I recall telling you to stay in your room, don’t be misled by my sister" Xavier said, taking a breath and controlling himself.
"So, I can't go anywhere even if I am with her?" I placed my hand over my hip and asked.
"You can, but you're not allowed to leave my quarters and wherever you will go, you will go with my permission even though you with my sister. As of now, I don't want anything from you....", He paused for a second and studied me. "You're not my type," I felt my heart breaking with his words. My own mate didn't like me. Ouch.
"Fuck you," My unruly mouth finally blurted out.
"Don't force me to wash your mouth with acid. Speak with respect or I will bend you over and whip you a hundred more times without any mercy," He threatened and my mouth fall open. I didn’t want to be whipped again. When I silenced down, he continued, "When you're useful to me, I will let you know but, still, you can't leave from here. You will be under me,"
"Why? What's the point?", I asked.
"Go back to your room" His voice was emotionless.
"What?"
"Go back ...to your room right now." He dropped down into his leather chair.
All I could do was stare at him. What was I waiting for? What just fucking happened? I know what happened.
I fucked up, when I sucked his dick dry.
Before I could receive another icy glare and cold dismissal, I turned and left his office.
The halls were quiet as I walked back to my room. I felt like a one night stand as I snuck back to my room for the remainder of the night. I could not find the strength to sit because I was too busy pacing across the carpet floor. Simpleminded. Insulting me seemed to be the only way to justify my actions. Who am I kidding? Nothing could justify my actions.
What the hell have I done?!