Chapter 155 dislike him
She was holding up her breath but she was still looking at me. Her nipples were rock hard. I trailed my finger further down her pelvis and then stopped over her clit. I exerted a little pressure on it and watched as her eyes changed and her pupils grew larger. She was totally inexperienced and enthralled, so easy to seduce.
I could feel the air begin to change. She wanted to fight, she was resisting. It wasn't working though, I had her under my mercy and she was yielding to me. I drew light clockwise tiny circles with my index finger on her clit and then flicked my wrist. I plunged two fingers into her pussy hard and fast, and she gasped in surprise.
Shit, she was totally soaked.
KAREN'S POV.
When his fingers drove into me, I saw light in my mind. I was dizzy with arousal. "What the fucking hell was wrong with me?" This was the enemy, my kidnapper, but my body was acting otherwise. This was the same man who was holding me captive, a man who was playing games with me, who killed my cousin brother , Nathan but he was now getting that response from me.
I was totally mortified. I don't remember feeling this way when I was with Alex.
Mortified didn't even describe the way I was feeling.
He didn't look at me with smugness after getting his fingers into me easily. Instead, it was like someone had struck a match, and his blue eyes glowed orange they were suddenly on fire as if he was losing all control.
"I'm going to fuck you hard," he told me, and before I could reply, he smashed his lips over mine.
He kissed me hard, possessively, and then he leaned over me, bracing himself in a one-handed push-up stance. Just as I was still fighting for breath, in a split second, his fingers were gone and his cock was inside my tight cunt. He pushed in hard and smiled possessively at me when I whimpered in pain.
"This," he ran his hand down and rubbed my clit, "mine," he spoke while rubbing his finger on my throbbing clit. I tried to pull away, but I was stuck. I was restrained and my southern parts were burning. Pulling only made the material cut into my skin… my wrists…
He kissed behind my earlobe and grabbed my nipple again and squeezed it hard. I whimpered in response.
"And this is mine," he said into my ear and then sucked on my earlobe while tweaking the nipples. He then wedged the hand under my bottom and squeezed my ass.
"Your ass… your sexy little ass… it's also mine," he continued.
At this moment, I was breathing hard, and my heartbeat was so fast. He started to pick up his rhythm and pushed hard and deep into me over and over. Then his hand caressed my cheek and he kissed me sweetly.
"These sexy lips are mine too."
I think I started to kiss him back, I don't know too but as he thrust into me, I found myself responding to his kiss.
My head was fuzzy… almost like I was drunk or something. I felt like all my body was all nerve endings, and they were all buzzing alive with sensation. That was the current me, but my mind was spiraling into madness. After everything, I knew it, that I had lost control of my body.
"Huh! Yes, kiss me baby," he said.
Shit, I guess I had kissed him back. Yes, I was doing it and I couldn't stop myself anymore. He made matters worse when he started to rub my clit again. I could feel the sensation begin to rise up.
"Oh no, I'm going to have an orgasm, and he's going to think that I do like it," I facepalmed as my body reacted to him.
He's going to think that tying me to the bed is the sort of thing I do like. I disliked this and I didn’t want this but my body was unfortunately responding to him.
"Why don't I just spit in his face?" I wondered.
Maybe because I knew that I couldn't stop my body from responding. My arms over my head, tied up at the bedboard, and he had my hips in his grip.
I was suddenly not pulling away any longer. I was limp, letting sensation take over me. I have been fighting so hard, trying so hard to hold myself together to think about how to get out of this in a way that wouldn't endanger me or my future but it was all useless. I didn't want to show him how weak I felt, but right now, having my arms tied up it made it easier to deal with it.
It was easier to make me come because I had no other choice. It didn't make any sense, but it did make sense at the same time. I had no choice. He was going to make me come. The sooner I let myself feel it, the sooner I would be over it. I didn't have to fight. Fighting was futile. Sensation crested for a second and then came back.
It overflowed and I moaned hard as the shudder wove its way through my every cell. I went from tight to trembling to lax but still trembling.
I just let sensation take over as my juices flowed out of me. He started to plunge even harder and faster and faster than before. He had my head in his grasp and he was kissing me and pulling my hair a little.
He then grunted my name as he spilled into me.
"Oh yeah, Karen, fuck baby," he said, and then trailed kisses from my lips to my chin. He continued downward until his mouth landed right on my girlie pants… my wet pussy. He kissed me gently on my clit and then nuzzled in.
I was totally gobsmacked at that.