chapter 188: Subdrop
chapter 188: Subdrop
Chapter 188: Subdrop
Jasmine
As soon as we got dressed, I felt Damien swooped me up into his arms and I quickly wrapped my arms around his neck for support. He gave me a sweet smile before taking me out of the bathroom. He walked us down the stairs carefully so as to not drop me, seeing that Grayson was eating at the table and Ronald was placing our plates of food down. Damien walked us over to the table and set me down in one of the chairs, sitting in the chair next to me right where our plates were.
Ronald served himself and that is when we began to eat. I was so grateful for the food, they really had worn me out this morning and it felt good to get something else in my stomach.
I had been sitting on the couch with my men for the past hour now and we had been watching television as we all wanted to relax and let the food digest. I was laying my head down on Ronald's shoulder, Damien sat down beside him and Grayson was on the other side of me. As I was focused on the television, my hearing started to a tiny bit cloudy like. I tried rubbing at them a bit but then I started to feel a random emotion of safeness washing over me. My body started to shake a little and I could feel the tears forming in my eyes, a slight panic filling up in me. A small sniff was just enough to make all their heads turned to me, worried looks beginning to sprout on their faces. I held onto Ronald's arm as I began to cry.
“What is wrong, sweetheart?” Ronald asked as he looked down at me and I pointed to my ears and he immediately knew what it was.
“Oh, sub drop. It is okay, sunshine.”
Ronald pulled me onto his lap, my body straddling him. My chest was pressed against his and I started crying into his shoulder while wrapped his arms around me and rubbed my back. I felt Grayson's hand rubbing my leg softly for some comfort and Damien got up from the couch to go to the kitchen. When it comes to sub drops, there wasn't really any way to stop it, it was a hormonal thing so you would just have to wait for it to pass and hope for the best. I still liked how even though that was the case, all of them will still do everything to make sure I am comfortable until it does finish.
Damien soon returned with a glass of water in his hand, setting it down on the coffee table so I could have it once I was feeling better. I hated when my hearing would get all muffled, it only made me freak out even more and make the sub drop so much worse than it already was. I could hear the volume of the television being lowered down just a little so it wouldn't bother me. Grayson's fingers are now running through my hair and Ronald continues to sooth me with his words and touch. After a few minutes, I could feel the muse starting to calm down just a little. It was a very slow process but I was finally able to wipe away my tears and sniffle. Lifting my head off Ronald's shoulder, Damien reached over and picked up the cup, passing it over to me and I took it
“Take a small sip, sunshine.” He said.
Listening to him, I took a small sip of the water that was given to me. I continued to do this until I finished half of the glass, feeling all my nerves calming down and my body was now at ease. I passed the glass over to Grayson, he took it from me and set it back down. I looked up at Ronald and just smiled at him.
“Are you okay now, princess?” Grayson asked and my head turned to him.
“I am okay, thank you.”
“Do you want to lay down over here?” Damien asked next, patting on the long end of the couch.
I nodded my head and Ronald let me get off him, giving me a kiss on my head before I walked over to the longer end of the couch. I laid my body down on it, Grayson grabbed the blanket we keep on the head of the couch and passed it over to Damien who then passed it over to me. I threw it over myself and rested my head on one of the couch pillows, continuing to watch the television.
“Oh, hey, Kate just texted that everybody plans on having a barbecue on the roof later tonight.” Ronald said as he checked his phone.
“Ooh, can we go?” I asked.
“Of course, we can. Are you guys coming.” He asked as he looked at Damien and Grayson. Grayson shook his head.
“I am not go…”
“He is going, I am going. All of us are going.” Damien interrupted, smiling at Grayson who was a bit pissed.
He didn't bother battling Damien anymore, he somehow always lost and I thought it was pretty funny. We have made quite a few friends here since we moved into this country. Luckily for me, most of them could speak a good amount of English. I was being taught the language but of course I still wasn't as fluent in it yet but I was trying. I was glad to make some friends that I could actually trust, they loved talking with me which also made me happy. This is a way better lifestyle for all of us, I am happy to see them happy.
I looked at myself in the full body mirror, seeing if my outfit was as good as I thought it was. It wasn't anything special, just a red gown, I also had some hair accessories in just for the fun of it. I heard a knock on the door before it was opened. I turned around to see Ronald and Grayson walking inside.
“There is our gorgeous princess.” Grayson said with a smile, I immediately walked over to them and gave them both a huh. They hugged me back softly, pulling away after a few seconds.
“I love you guys.” I suddenly said, looking in both their eyes.
“We love you too, sunshine.” Ronald replied while smiling.
I got up on my tiptoes and placed a kiss on his lips, pulling away and moving over to Grayson to do the same thing. I loved the way he could smile without feeling judged now. It was so comforting to me and it made me happy every time he did it.
“Ready to go now? I think most of them are already on the rooftop.” Grayson said, I nodded my head.
“Alright, come on.”