Friday

Today was Friday, a day that every student hopes for in a week especially with a week as hectic as this one. Most wish for a break , a breather while many look forward to more study time. I am looking forward to more time with my thoughts, the classes are very distracting so I haven't thought of ways to find the (traitors). It's pressuring knowing that I have to find them before Mr Rodrous returns which may be after a month or two. Also the exams are two weeks away and I can't be studying and doing exams while looking for this person so it's very annoying. I have to find them quickly but the question is how?!

"Hey Dintle! Earth to Dintle !" My unfocused vision saw a hand snapping its fingers at my face and I slowly heard the sound, together with Peter's voice. "Mnh?", "are you okay" asked Mia and I nodded "Yeah why?".it was Adrian who answered "you seem...distracted and worried" really? Was it really showing on my face. I really need to work on being aware of what's happening out of my head or else smart people like Adrian will read me with ease. Wait a minute! Adrian is smart right? So he can help me and I'm sure this will fascinate him. I felt hopeful for only a second but then remembered that I can't tell anyone about this. I know I don't have to be loyal to Rodrous and can tell those I trust about this if I wanted to but I Aldo feel that it's better this way.

It is very risky to have us all alert and searching and I did promise Mr Rodrous. So my prideful side of being a shifter won't let me.

"Yeah I'm just worried about the exams, I just know they'll be tough, we've been given tough assignments so I don't think the exams will be any different" although it was the truth it was not the whole truth but I was glad to see them nod in understanding. "You shouldn't stress , I'm sure you'll do well and if you're worried you can start now to study " encouraged Cedric and I smiled at him knowing very well that I won't do that. One person didn't seem convinced as his eyes never looked at anything else but me. It was hard but I forced myself to ignore him. It's surprising that we haven't shared a kiss, knowing him I thought by now he would have ambushed me many times...

Everyone stood up quickly as soon as the few minutes of breakfast ended, the atmosphere was filled with carefree-ness. As if the blood moon never happened. I'm happy that everyone recovered quickly but it's not nice to hear that they now take it lightly as if anyone could've done what I did. Maybe it's true but it took everything in me to go out and face them in their monstrous state. Even the other shifters who aren't warewolves think all along those lines even though I helped them from being harmed by warewolves in their monstrous state.

The others , Ceasar, Mia , Damian, Adrian, Cedric, Peter, even that witch and snitch are seen as worthy. They think I'm undeserving to be amongst them and I can't say that doesn't bother me at all. It's not that long ago that I've regained my confidence. Why am I thinking this? It is the real truth to why I'm afraid of everyone knowing about Ceasar and I , that we're together. I really do want people to know including the girls so that they can stop lusting over him so openly. Ceasar is very attractive and although people know the inevitability about him and Aurora. His attitude told the girl there was still a chance.

I'm afraid that once we're out in the open I will still be seen unworthy to be his girlfriend and I know it will result in another distraction. Sigh...but is this how I want to live my life? Problems seem to always find me and sure it makes my life more interesting than it was but I would like to have a break and be normal.

"She really is enjoying being around them huh..

"I really don't see anything special about her..

"Yeah what's her deal..

"Yeah she's good looking and done that one thing but she's completely ordinary..

" I'm not as gorgeous as her but I can be more useful..

"Mnh? In what exactly?..

"Does it involve throwing away your clothes for all of them?..

"Hey! How do you take me?...not all of them..

"Yeah I'd do the same too?

"(Giggle) I'm pretty sure she's of those types 'Different and misunderstood'."

"Well she is different..

"...?'

"Different as in a weirdo..

"Hahaha..

I'm too used to hearing that, what is so hard with minding your business as a person exactly. Also know that the others have heard these conversations and are good at ignoring them but I'm not. I may act like it but I'm not, sometimes I want to go straight to them and see if they can say it in front of me. Not as passing whispers. They won't because they know I am quite capable yet they question my presence among them. This makes me selfishly hope for whatever dangers out there to find their way here and we'll see how they react when it happens. "Okay you can lie to us and say you're fine with your words but try to also lie with your face too cause your expression right now is very scary" whispered Cedric, it seems that last thought even registered on my face but my lips stretched to a smile when I felt someone's hand hold mine.

"Better?" He asked with a smile of his own a rare sight to many but not me since I've been receiving them a lot. All the doubt, anger and insecurities disappeared when seeing his smiling face and his eyes that held warmth. And that's how my finding started...

Information is what they are stationed here to find and report but not just any information. It must be something that might be a threat to the witches plans that they must report back to them. During the red blood moon I'm pretty sure they reported what happened including Mia, Damian and my contribution to blocking it. So does this mean they know about the three of us and how I get visions? Oh this is not good , it's good at all which means they must have some focus on us three. Trying to see if we're doing something that'll endanger those they're working for. It's creepy and very uncomfortable meaning I should be on guard. Wait no! That'll make it suspicious and make me suspicious and they'll focus on me more. I'll have to continue acting normal as if I know nothing.