Chapter 175

Chapter 175
Kid

I didn’t know what else to say or ask Heath there was an awkward silence between us for a while before he asked “Anything else you want to know?” I looked at Lucifer like he would tell me what to say. “Are you planning on staying for a while here in New York?” Lucifer asked him. “It depends.” Heath said “On what?” I asked him very curious. “On if you want me a part of your life?” That shocked me a bit because I didn’t thought about that at all not even for a minute. “Honestly I don’t know.” “Okay what about I give you today to think about it, then I’ll come back tomorrow.” “If you say a part of my life exactly, what does it look like?” I asked confused. I’ve never had a parent part of my life in so long I didn’t know what they will do or how it will affect me.

“Well, if you want me part of your life, I will move to Seattle if that’s to close for you I’ll move close by for when you need me.” “Not to be rude Heath but I’ve learned to rely on myself and no one else it’s the last few months that I started relying on Lucifer and believing he won’t go anywhere.” “I get it you have trust issues and probable abandonment issues as well Kid, I totally get it but I want to show you I’ll be there for you, I’ll find a job in Seattle and stay there for as long as you want me there.” “Can I think about it?” “Off course when are you leaving for Seattle?” “We here for another 2 days then we going back home.” “Well then I’ll come around tomorrow afternoon or is that to soon?” Heath asked me taking my feelings in consideration with how he was talking to me. “Okay tomorrow then.”  Heath, Lucifer and I got up from our seats and walked Heath to the door. We were standing at the door not sure what to do when Heath asked “Can I ask if I can hug you.” I wanted to but I remembered the protection spell, will that be against my own father to? I wondered. “We can try but the Adri did do a protection spell on me.” He walked closer to me like he could care less about the protection spell, I was ready for it being like when Niki wanted to touch me but Heath got in my space and threw his arms around me and actually hugged me, my eyes got big and so did Lucifers. I totally forgot to hug him back just as he wanted to pull away my brain caught on that I had to hug him so I threw my arms around him as well and held him. It felt good, I felt safe, he was the second man I’ve ever felt safe with, first it was Lucifer and now Heath. Yes, I felt safe with Angel but that is because we are connected together, to feel safe in a stranger’s arms was not usual for me. I pulled away and Lucifer looked in shocked at me and Heath. 

“Well clearly no one was lying, Heath is your father or else the protection spell wouldn’t have brought him so close to you.” “Why would I lie Lucifer.” “I didn’t say you would I just said that everything you said was just confirmed with a simple hug.” I smiled because Lucifer know me, he knew I was going to sit and wonder if what Heath was saying was the truth and here the protection spell just confirmed everything and the fact that Heath was no threat to me. I gave Heath a genuine smile for the first time today. “I’ll see you tomorrow.” “Okay Kid see you tomorrow.” He opens the door and as he closed it Lucifer was next to me taking me in his arms.

Lucifer

I couldn’t believe the protection spell didn’t work on Heath it was clear she was his blood through and through, which also means Heath isn’t a threat to Kid or else the spell would have kicked in then to, parent or not. I walked with her in my arms to the couch we were sitting on earlier but this time I had her in my lap. “How do you feel after all that?” “I was going to ask you if I could believe him but after that hug I know I can.” “Why do you say that?” “Well, the protection spell for one and then off course when he hugged me. Lucifer I’ve only felt safe in your arms but when Heath but his arms around me and held me I can’t describe it, I felt safe, I felt protected and for some reason I felt love.” “He is your father Kid why wouldn’t you feel love?” “Just because I haven’t ever met him nor him me, does that mean he always loved me no matter what happened in his life?” “I would think so I told you when a vampire love someone it’s for always, it’s for an eternity, I could see the sorrow in his eyes when he talked about your mother Kid, he still loves her which means he will love you, you are a product of that love.” “You don’t seem upset or jealous for that matter?” I took her face in my hands and looked her in the eyes, “His your father why would I be jealous of that? I’m happy for you, I’m happy there is someone else except me that loves you so much and would do anything for you.” “So, you think I should ask him to move to Seattle?” “That is your decision Kid but I do think it would be good for you.” “Why do you say that?” “You never really had a parent that was always there for you and you don’t know how that is suppose to feel, when you fell off your bike and you hurt yourself that parental love you never had it, maybe that is a void Heath can fill for you.” She looked at me then she looked away, “Your probable right. I’m going to take a shower you taking me to the Harry Potter store, right?” “Yes Love.” “Okay.” I knew she needed time to think everything over and she was going to do that in the shower.