Chapter 76 Unwavering Grief!

Chapter 76 Unwavering Grief!
Celia: POV

The bus grumbled to its final stop at the very edge of Boudins. The road then dissolved into a footpath that was swallowed by untamed greenery. As we stepped down, the path ahead leading to the dense forest was once unknown to me; but now unfolded before me as a welcoming sanctuary.

I had first come to know this place during a school outreach program, a week of providing basic assistance to rural communities throughout the region. I had been assigned to Aliatnas village then, and it was this memory I carried when I suggested to Jacob. And that was how Aliatnas became our new destination.

The trees in Boudins were once silent witnesses to my brief time here as a student volunteer. And once again, they stood as approving sentinels to our new beginning. Here, the modern world ended. With our few possessions transferred to the back of a donkey, we embarked on the final leg of our journey, the gentle beast carrying us along the winding trail that led deeper into the heart of the land, toward the secluded embrace of Aliatnas village.

Throughout the trip, I remained silent about the incident I had witnessed earlier. There were other passengers around us, their eyes occasionally drifting our way, so I chose to wait until we were alone. But even as the donkey carried us deeper into the forest, away from prying eyes and ears, the questions pressed against my chest like a held breath. As the trees closed around us, I could wait no longer.

"Jacob, what was that about earlier?"

"Nothing for you to worry about," he said, his gaze fixed ahead, his jaw a hard line.

My stomach tightened. "Who was that woman?"

He finally turned to me, his eyes shadowed with a pain I had never seen before.
"Trust me, Celia, you don't want to know."

"But I do," I insisted, my hand finding his and clasping it tightly.
"Especially if it has to do with you. It involves me now."

A long, weary sigh escaped him.
"Well, I am not in the mood to explain right now. Ask me some other time."

The silence that followed was heavy and thick. I did not press him again. Not then. The pain in his eyes had warned me that whatever truth he was holding was not ready to be touched.

We arrived in Aliatnas as the sun was winding down, carrying with us more than our few possessions. We stayed in the temporary space Jonas had arranged until our house was prepared. Aliatnas was not as populated then, but Jacob and I were there almost from the beginning stage of developing the village. Those first days were quiet, but not peaceful. I could feel the unanswered question sitting between us, present in the pauses, in the way his gaze sometimes drifted, and in the care he took not to speak of what had happened.

Two weeks later, we were able to move into our new home. After we settled, he finally found the words. One evening, under the soft glow of our GRIDAP lamp, he unraveled the story of Adrienne and his best friend, Emilio. His voice was low and steady as he explained the betrayal, carefully framing the story to make it clear that Emilio was not the one at fault.

Because of our friendship," he explained, "he could have declined her advances. He owed me that."

"Jacob," I asked gently, "was Emilio aware that you were in a relationship with Adrienne?"

He looked at me, truly taken aback, as if this possibility had never once crossed his mind. The shock on his face was its own answer. The situation was far more complicated than he had let himself believe.

"Not at first," he said slowly, "but he figured it out, and I admitted it to him."

"Was it possible that the child she's carrying could actually be yours?" I said carefully. "Perhaps you should have given her a chance and listened to what she had to say."

His reaction was immediate and absolute. He took my face in his hands, his eyes burning with an unwavering, almost frightening determination.

"Listen to me," he said, his voice low and intense. "I have no intention whatsoever of acknowledging that child, even if it turns out to be mine. That part of my life is dead. You and our child are my future. There is nothing more to say on this."

And I knew, with a certainty that settled deep in my bones, that he was a man of his word. The subject was sealed shut by his resolve. A part of me was relieved, but another, smaller part wondered about the finality of it all, and the ghost of a child we might one day have to face. I said nothing more that night. Jacob had given me his truth, and I had accepted it. Whether it was the whole truth, I did not know. What else could I do? I was carrying his child. I had left everything for him. There was no room in our fragile new life for ghosts from Chameau.

We settled into the quiet rhythm of Aliatnas. The days unfolded slowly, marked by the calls of birds in the trees and the distant sounds of the market. My body began to change, my belly growing round with the life inside me. Jacob grew more attentive, more protective, as if the child I carried had anchored him more deeply to this place and to me. In the evenings, we sat together under the soft glow of our GRIDAP lamp, and I watched the way his hands moved as he spoke, the way his eyes softened when they rested on me. We were building something here, stone by stone, breath by breath.

In the serene isolation of Boudins, I began to nurture the dream that had first taken root in my heart the year before. The memory of the children's eager faces, their quick minds hungry for knowledge, had never left me. My aspiration to establish a modest school was a calling that predated Jacob; it was a part of my soul I had always meant to fulfill. And so, one evening as I flipped through the worn pages of my old school notes, I decided I would begin by gathering a few students, teaching them for a small fee. It was a humble start, a way to weave my own thread into the fabric of this new life we were building.

Jacob supported the idea, though I sensed he did not fully understand why it mattered so much to me. Perhaps he saw it as a distraction, something to occupy my time while he worked to build our livelihood. But for me, it was a piece of the woman I had been before Chameau, before the weight of my parents' judgment, before the hurried marriage and the flight from everything familiar. It was mine.

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