Chapter 110 Reasonable Doubt
Chapter 110 Reasonable Doubt
Sunday was quieter. We went to the park just the four of us, plus Marcus discretely following at a distance. Lily played on the swings while Adrian pushed her, her laughter carrying across the playground.
I sat on a bench with Mom, watching.
"This is nice," Mom said. "Seeing you like this. Almost happy, despite everything."
"I'm not happy. But I'm present. That's something."
"It's everything." Mom took my hand. "Emma, whatever happens tomorrow, whatever Patricia says you need to know you've already won."
"How? If she's acquitted"
"You've won because you survived. Because you built this family. Because that little girl calls you Mama and that baby is growing inside you and that man loves you completely. Patricia wanted to destroy Adrian's happiness. She wanted him to suffer. And instead, you gave him a reason to keep living. That's winning, honey. That's victory, regardless of what a jury decides."
I wanted to believe her. Wanted to believe that love and family were enough, even if justice failed.
But I couldn't shake the feeling that if Patricia walked free, none of it would matter. Because we'd never feel safe. Never stop looking over our shoulders. Never stop waiting for the next attack.
Sunday night, I couldn't sleep. Again.
At midnight, I gave up and went to Ethan's nursery. Stood there in the dark, hand on my stomach, feeling him move.
"Your sister is so excited to meet you," I whispered. "She's already planning everything you're going to do together. And your dad he's going to be the best father. He's already so in love with you, and you're not even here yet."
Another kick against my palm.
"I'm scared, Ethan. Tomorrow, the woman who tried to kill us she's going to stand up in court and lie. She's going to tell everyone she's innocent. That I made everything up. And I don't know if the jury will believe me or her."
More movement, like Ethan was responding.
"But I promise you whether she goes to prison or not, we're going to keep you safe. Your dad and I. We're going to build you a good life. A safe life. You'll have your sister and your grandma and Aunt Jordan and Margaret. You'll have so many people who love you. And maybe that's enough. Maybe that has to be enough."
"Can't sleep?"
I turned. Adrian stood in the doorway in his pajamas, looking exhausted.
"Just talking to Ethan."
"What are you telling him?"
"That we're going to keep him safe. That we're going to love him. That" My voice broke. "That even if tomorrow goes badly, he'll still have a family."
Adrian came to stand beside me, his hand joining mine on my stomach. "Tomorrow, Patricia takes the stand. She's going to lie. She's going to cry and play the grieving mother and try to convince the jury she's innocent."
"I know."
"But Emma, she can't take this away from us. This baby, this family that's ours. Not hers. And whatever happens in that courtroom, we still have each other."
"Is that enough?"
"It has to be. Because it's all we control."
We stood there in the dark nursery, holding each other and our unborn son, trying to believe that love was stronger than fear.
That the truth mattered, even if justice failed.
That we'd survive whatever came next.
Because we had to.
Monday morning arrived too quickly.
I woke at 5 AM to the sound of rain. Heavier than Saturday, like the sky was mourning what was about to happen.
Adrian was already up, dressed, standing at the window.
"Today," he said.
"Today," I echoed.
We got ready in silence. I chose a navy dress conservative, appropriate, the outfit of someone who had nothing to hide. Adrian wore his darkest suit, like he was preparing for war.
At breakfast, Lily was quieter than usual.
"Is today the bad lady's turn to talk?" she asked.
"Yes, sweetheart."
"What if she lies? What if she tells the judge you're lying?"
"Then the jury decides who to believe. That's their job."
"But they'll believe you. Because you're telling the truth." Lily said it with such certainty, such faith.
I wished I had that same faith.
"I hope so, baby."
"I know so. Because you're the bravest mama in the whole world. And brave people always win."
If only the world worked that way.
The courthouse was chaos. More reporters than ever, more cameras, more people trying to get a glimpse of Patricia taking the stand.
Inside, the courtroom was packed. Every seat filled. People standing in the back. This was the moment everyone had been waiting for the defendant testifying, telling her side of the story.
Patricia was already at the defense table when we arrived. She wore a pale blue dress that made her look soft, maternal. Her hair was perfectly styled. Her makeup subtle but effective.
She looked like a grieving mother. Not a woman who'd ordered a kidnapping.
Judge Martinez called the court to order. "Mr. Brennan, you may call your first witness."
Brennan stood. "The defense calls Patricia"
Patricia walked to the witness stand with perfect composure. Graceful, dignified, her eyes already glistening with unshed tears.
The bailiff swore her in. She sat, hands folded, looking directly at the jury.
Brennan began gently. "Thank you for being here today. I know this is difficult."
"It is," Patricia said, her voice soft but clear. "But I need to tell my truth. To defend myself against these horrible accusations."
"Let's start with your daughter, Sophia. Can you tell th
e jury about her?"
And just like that, Patricia began her performance.
The performance that would decide everything.