30. Touche, dick, she's mine.

**Kieran**

Fighting a smile, I lay Ocean on my bed. Just the way she fits in my arms is mind-blowing, but her tiny frame on my black sheets nearly makes me feel like my heart's still beating.

For decades, I thought a monster like me wouldn't meet someone who accepts everything- the good and the bad, but somehow, Ocean embraces everything I'm willing to give. Who would have thought that a human would be someone capable of taming a vampire?

"S-should I spread my legs?" Ocean strutters; her voice immediately brings me back to reality.

This time, I don't bother to hide the grin that spreads across my lips. She's so eager, so willing to give me everything I need. A fucking perfection.

I shake my head. "No, just stay like that and let me look at you first. Then, I'll guide you; just relax." My voice sounds calmer than ever before. I dare to say I might sound gentle, as surprising as that is, even to myself.

Ocean bites her lower lip as my eyes take in her naked body. I've seen the scars Vladimir has left on her skin before, but at this moment, they anger me. Who the fuck did he think he was to mark my bunny like that?

To calm myself down, I take a few deep breaths and focus on Ocean's curves.

I've never felt so strangely nervous about sleeping with a woman before. To hell, I've never brought a woman into my bedroom before; if this were to happen weeks ago, I'd fuck Ocean in her bed. But today, I don't want to fuck her; I intend to make love to this woman.

Ever so slowly, I climb onto the bed and crawl on top of her. Ocean's eyes don't leave mine; her gaze is still as full of desire and lust as it was back in the Arena. At least now I know it wasn't something she said in the heat of the moment- she really wants me to be her first.

"Kiss me," she whispers, and I comply without hesitation. I press my lips to hers, but I don't force anything into it. Ocean can decide the pace and how many emotions she wants to show.

Normally I'd kiss her with hunger and need, pressing myself against her as roughly as I could, but this time it's not near anything what I've called usual before. Our lips move slowly, our tongues play with one another, but neither tries to get the upper hand. This kiss is about sharing and equality, not a battle for dominance.

Her hands reach up until Ocean runs her fingers through my hair and grabs it to pull my face closer. Once again, I comply with everything she needs and feels to be the best. Once we sink deeper, I'll guide her, but, for now, she can enjoy whatever she's been thinking, possibly fantasising, about.

"I don't want to wait anymore," Ocean whispers against my lips.

I break the kiss and stare into her eyes, searching for any sign of hesitation or fear, but there's none. It's so strange to feel this way - afraid of doing something wrong, of hurting her. Her eagerness makes me even more anxious than I was before.

I've never cared about anyone as much as I care about Ocean. Looking back in time, I would never think that the day would come- the day when I'm not sure of my ability to calm down and take it one step at a time.

I cup her cheek and steal another quick kiss before trailing my lips down to her neck. I expect a reaction, at least a little bit of fear, but instead, she tilts her head to give me more access. I could bite into her perfect neck, feed on her until I get sick of the taste of her blood, and yet she gives me so much power.

As soon as my teeth graze her skin, a faint moan leaves Ocean's lips. I press my lips against her neck rougher and run my tongue over her skin right as her arms wrap around me and her nails dig into my skin.

"Bunny," I groan near her ear. "Are you eager to learn?"

"Y-yes," she whispers.

As fast as ever, I climb down from Ocean, grab her hand, and pull her naked form with me. I lead her to the side of the bed and motion for her to stand in front of me. Ocean shifts her weight from one leg to the other as I unzip my pants. She doesn't bother to look down until I drop my pants and plop down on the bed, my erection on full display.

"On your knees, bunny," I order, sounding a little too amused for my own good.

I watch as Ocean gulps and slowly lowers herself to her knees, right in between my knees. God, how perfect a woman can look on her knees while her eyes focus on nothing but my cock?

A question pops into my mind, and I waste no time thinking. "Should I ask if you have ever done this before? Sucked off a man?" I place my hand under her chin and force Ocean to look up at me.

She takes a moment to think, probably to understand what I meant, and shakes her head.

"Just as I thought. Pure and innocent. Let's ruin you, shall we?" I wiggle my eyebrows to indicate that there's no reason for Ocean to worry or take things too seriously. Everyone's firsts are confusing and weird. I want her to enjoy herself, not overthink everything she does.

My approach seems to be working because a moment later, Ocean looks like a huge weight has been lifted off her shoulders.

"Just tell me what to do, and I'll try my best," she whispers, her eyes darting between mine and my cock.

I flash her a bright smile and chuckle, "First, lick your lips. The room is very cold for a human, so your lips might get chapped. If that's the case, the cracks might break, and your luscious lips will be covered in blood. That's something we don't want to see happening, right?" I try to focus on her reaction every time I say something; so far, she's a champ. Ocean licks her lips and smiles at me like an eager puppy. God, she'd make such a great pet.

I reach for the pillow, grab it, and hand it to Ocean. "Put this under your knees and make sure you're comfortable." She obeys immediately, and the praise escapes me before I can stop it. "Good bunny."

Her face lights up, and I'm sure she's acting like a real pet- so willing, so submissive, so damn desperate for a pat on the head or simple praise. "And now, the fun part begins."

I almost forget where we are and how inexperienced she is and reach for her neck right as Ocean speaks up. "What do you want me to do now? Can you guide me?"

Shit, I need to focus on important details. I can't grab Ocean and ram my cock down her throat like she's done it a million times. To hell, I don't know if she has the darn gag reflex.

I lean to her ear and whisper, "Are you eager to please me, bunny?"

"Yes, very," Ocean's voice sounds strained but more eager than ever. To prove it, she even nods.

I guess we're pretty much stuck in the same boat then- turned on, eager, and barely able to restrain ourselves from jumping each other.

A grin spreads across my lips as I whisper, "In that case, look at me like there's nothing you'd rather do than suck my cock."

I quickly sit back up and stare down at her to see Ocean's reaction. Her eyes widen, and her lips part. So the guiding thing was a genuine question, not her attempt to tease me. Fair enough.

I point to my erection and smile, "Lick my cock, bunny, just the tip of it. Slowly, don't rush it."

As soon as the words leave my lips, Ocean leans closer to my cock and gently licks the tip. I watch her reaction to my demand and smile. She barely touches it, but it seems she's enjoying herself.

I clear my throat and run my fingers through her hair, "Trace your tongue along the length, gentle, slow licks from the base to the top. Concentrate on me as you do so. Cover my dick in your saliva from tip to the base."

Just like that, once again, Ocean quickly gets to work, following every word I've said. Her gaze lingers on me as her tongue works wonders on me. Damn, if I had known that a virgin could lick one's cock in such a sensual way, I'd have sought one out sooner.

When my dick is covered in her saliva and almost glistening in the dim light of the room, I stop Ocean to give her the final command. "Whenever you're ready- open your mouth and suck it in. And I mean it, actually suck on it, not just bob your head a little. Suck in your cheeks, believe me, that'll make me go crazy for you, and I can all but assume it's what you are aiming for. I love the lustful, naughty expression you have on your face now; keep it. Whenever you feel comfortable, caress my chest, my abs or my thighs, that shit does things to me. And don't worry, I'm not going to slam my cock down your throat like a lunatic, at least not during the first time you suck me off."

I swear, this woman is so full of surprises and I don't think she'll ever run out of them. As if on cue, she leeches on my cock like her life depended on it. Her hands roam my body with such greed; I'm too eager to wait any longer and drop the rest of my clothes. As she moans, the vibration against my cock nearly sends me over the edge. "No, stop; I want to cum inside you, not your mouth."

Ocean releases my cock with a loud pop, and I instantly groan. "Fuck!"

"What now?" She asks, almost jumping up and down, swaying her body on her knees.

"Show that much eagerness every day, and you'll move into this room," I force the words through gritted teeth.

Everything she does provokes me; it forces my primal instincts to the surface. The smile, her lips in general, the moans and body language- I want to own it all. I want to be the only one who can ruin and pleasure her.

"My lap, now," I groan.

Usually, I'd get on top of a woman and do what I want, but I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself with Ocean if I follow everything I do with others. Besides, she's special, and I haven't allowed any woman to have as much control as I allow Ocean. No woman has ridden me ever before, but this seemingly fragile human will.

Ocean gets back to her feet, smiles, and quickly sits on my lap. I lean to her ear and chuckle, "No, I don't mean to sit, bunny. Straddle me; you're about to ride my cock." I can feel her cheeks burning with embarrassment, but she doesn't try to protest.

"Good girl," I groan as she switches the position. "Now, stand up and position your pussy to my cock. Wrap your arms around my neck or hold onto my shoulders for balance. Then, as soon as you're ready, sink down. I'd suggest that you do it quickly and then wait until you are ready to move. If you lower yourself slowly, stretching inch by inch, it might hurt more. Whatever suits you, bunny, you're ready, so damn wet for me," I wink at her.

I press my lips to Ocean's neck as she takes a few deep breaths and nods. I wrap my arms around her waist and do my best to focus on tracing kisses along her neck rather than keeping eye contact. She may be eager, but she's still shy, and we can stare into each other's eyes for as long as she wants once we get over the first base.

As expected, she chooses the fastest approach and nearly slams herself down my cock with a loud, almost agonising cry. "Shh, it's okay, you're fine, bunny, take your time. Breathe, just breathe and try to relax. Let your body adjust, get used to my size. The pain will subside, and soon, it'll be replaced by pleasure. Trust me on this one, bunny." I whisper against her skin. My attempt to reassure her may be relatively weak, but it works.

Ocean nearly melts in my hands, and no longer than a few seconds later, she starts moving her hips in circles, wincing in pain. "Up and down movements, bunny, don't rush. We have all goddamn night."

After a few more minutes, Ocean finally starts moving and riding my cock like it's her calling. At one point, she leans her head back and screams out my name like a real porn star. With each movement, each thrust, she gets louder. I've never heard a woman as vocal as Ocean.

"Hold on to me," I command, grabbing onto her hips. As much as I enjoy the somewhat slow, deep thrusts, I need more. Ocean agrees, and I instantly start bucking my hips up as she does her best to meet each thrust.

She's covered in sweat, her moans turn into desperate cries and the moment her lips latch on my neck, I lose any sanity within me. "Please don't stop. I think I'm about to, I-I'm about to..."

I give in to instinct, extend my fangs and thrust them into her neck the moment I explode inside her. Ocean cries out, but I'm unable to tell if it's another cry of pleasure or pain. As we come down from our high, we're still moving, slowly, sensually. I know I marked her, I know I fucked up, but nothing could destroy the bliss.

At least, that's what I thought. The bedroom door flies open, and none other than Octavius storms in. "Kieran, we-" he cuts himself off as his eyes take us in. Ocean's naked body covers most of mine, but my brother's eyes widen as he notices my fangs deep in Ocean's perfect neck. Touche, dick, she's mine.