Chapter 14: Flames of Truth
Chapter 14: Flames of Truth
Andy's POV
The study feels like a confession booth, all shadows and warm light from the fireplace. I pour myself three fingers of brandy, the amber liquid catching the flames like liquid gold. Laura sits in the leather chair across from me, her posture rigid, defensive. The space between us might as well be an ocean.
"Talk to me," I say, setting the bottle down harder than necessary. The clink echoes in the silence.
She flinches at the sound, her fingers twisting in her lap. "What do you want me to say? That I'm sorry? That I never meant for you to find out this way?"
"I want you to tell me the truth." I take a sip of brandy, the burn doing nothing to ease the ache in my chest. "All of it. No more lies, no more omissions. Just the truth."
Her laugh is bitter, hollow. "The truth? You want to know about husband number four? He was sixty-seven and smelled like mothballs. Needed a wife for his grandson's wedding so he wouldn't look pathetic. Three months, twenty thousand dollars."
The casualness in her voice makes my stomach churn. "Laura"
"Or maybe you want to hear about number nine? Sweet guy, actually. Gay, needed a beard for his conservative family. We played house for eight months. He. taught me to make pasta from scratch." She meets my eyes, and there's something wild there, reckless. "Which story do you want, Andy? The tragic one about my dying mother, or the one where I just got greedy?"
I set my glass down, the brandy forgotten. "Stop."
"Stop what? Telling you what you wanted to hear?" She stands abruptly, pacing to the window.
"You wanted the truth. Here it is: I've been seventeen different women. I've worn seventeen different faces, spoken seventeen different sets of vows. And you know what the worst part is?"
I wait, my throat tight.
"I was good at it." Her voice breaks on the last word. "I was so damn good at being whoever they needed me to be that I forgot who I actually was."
I'm fifteen, watching my parents through the crack in their bedroom door. Mom's throwing clothes into a suitcase, her movements sharp and angry. Dad's sitting on the bed, his head in his hands.
"She's not coming back this time," he says, his voice hollow.
"Good," Mom snaps. "Maybe now you'll see what unconditional love gets you. A broken heart and an empty bank account."
I close the door quietly, but the lesson burns itself into my brain: Love is a transaction. Everyone has a price.
"My parents had the perfect marriage," I say, surprising myself with the admission. "At least, that's what everyone thought. Charity galas, family photos, the whole performance."
Laura turns from the window, her eyes questioning.
"Behind closed doors, they were strangers. Polite strangers who shared a bed and a mortgage."
I pour another drink, needing the ritual more than the alcohol. "My father married my mother for her family's connections. She married him for his money. Love never factored into it."
"Andy"
"I swore I'd never do that. Never marry for anything but love." I laugh, but there's no humor in it.
"Turns out I'm not much better. I need a wife by my thirtieth birthday, or I lose everything my grandfather built."
The words hang in the air between us. Laura's face goes pale, understanding dawning.
"That's why you..." She trails off, her hand pressed to her mouth.
"No." I stand, crossing to her, needing her to understand. "That's why I started this. But it's not why I'm here now."
She backs away from me, her eyes wide. "How do I know that? How do I know you're not just another man who sees me as a convenient solution?"
The question hits like a physical blow. Because she's right that's exactly what I saw her as, initially. A beautiful, mysterious woman who could solve my problem. But somewhere along the way, it became something else entirely.
"You don't," I say quietly. "You have no reason to trust me. Just like I have no reason to trust you."
She wraps her arms around herself, suddenly looking small and vulnerable. "So where does that leave us?"
Before I can answer, she continues, her voice gaining strength. "You want to know the real truth? I've been married seventeen times, but I've never been in love. Not once. I thought I was broken, incapable of feeling anything real."
My breath catches.
"And then I met you." She looks up at me, tears threatening. "You make me feel like I'm drowning and flying at the same time. Like I'm finally, finally alive."
The confession hangs between us, raw and honest. I take a step closer, then another, until I'm close enough to touch her face.
"Laura," I whisper, and her name sounds different on my tongue now. Not like a contract or a convenience, but like a prayer.
"I'm terrified," she admits, her voice barely audible. "I don't know how to be real with someone. I don't know how to be loved."
"Neither do I," I say, my thumb tracing her cheek. "But maybe we can figure it out together."
She leans into my touch, her eyes closing. "What if we destroy each other?"
"What if we save each other instead?"
The fire crackles behind us, casting dancing shadows on the walls. The study feels smaller now, intimate, like we're the only two people in the world.
"I want to try," she whispers. "God help me, I want to try."
I'm about to kiss her when a loud crash echoes from the hallway, followed by the sound of splintering wood. We freeze, the moment shattered.
"What was that?" Laura grabs my arm, her fingers digging in.
Another crash, closer this time. The unmistakable sound of someone forcing their way in.
"Stay behind me," I say, moving toward the door. But even as I do, I know our fragile peace is over.