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Ivan

I was still watching her with keen interest through the laptop till she took off her knitted vest, which was the outer most clothing she had on her torso. In a matter of seconds, the top she wore underneath was off her too. Now she just had bralette on. Was she going to remove that too?  Oh fuck, she was. She started to slide one of the bralette's strap slowly down her arm.

‘Is this right, Ivan?’ I had to ask myself.‘Are you really going to watch her undress and take everything off her body?’

I wanted to look away, I wanted to stop myself from looking but I found my eyes stuck to the screen of my laptop. The first strap was free, now she was sliding the order down her shoulder too.

‘What are you doing, Ivan? This is not yourself, you are not going to watch a lady undress.’ My senses kept ringing to my head but I just didn't want to stop. The slower she was with taking it off of her, the more seductive it appeared. Why was she even taking off her clothes like that, did she maybe find out I was watching her and wanted to mess with me? No, Jewel is not that kind of girl.

I decided to abide by my morals and look away from the laptop. I turned my neck to the left to avoid seeing her bare on the upper part. I did this for a minute but I couldn't help myself so I looked back at the screen of the laptop. She was bare now, nothing on her but her jeans trouser. Her upper body was exposed but she wasn't facing the camera and I could see just her back but it felt like I was doing the dirtiest thing but fuck that also.

I swallowed at the sight of her toplessness. She had such beautiful skin but of course, she was Chief Latif's princess, she has had luxury at her fingertips since her birth so I shouldn't be so surprised that her skin looked so flawless from afar.

I wonder if I could ever get as close to her father when it came to making her happy because that was just all I wanted to do lately; anything that would maintain a smile on her face.

She was going to turn around and face the camera so I looked away again. To avoid looking back, I just closed the laptop and inhaled a good amount of air to calm myself down. Weirdly as I can attest, I dreaded looking at her undressed self without her permission or knowledge. I have had girls strip in front of me many of times but it never stimulated my nervousness and perversion the way Jewel's body did. What was I even thinking? I am just going to get myself into a tight spot tonight if I stare at her body longer. I was just going to get myself hungry for her when I can't have her, yet.

I will have to wait. I will have to control myself and wait till we got to a point where I could let her know about the endless crazy and sometimes dirty thoughts I have about her when she was with me and also when she wasn't; especially when I was in bed alone at night.

I won't lie, I am more than contented that she feels comfortable around me. I am happy that she feels comfortable enough to argue and banter with me freely of late. Hopefully, we could get to a point where I would be sure that she won't freak out after I tell her how much I wanted her close at night when I was about to go sleep and how badly I wanted to hold her in my arms all the time.

I took out my phone and made the order to the fast-food restaurant like I told her I would. The delivery should take only twenty minutes and if it arrives late, let's say twenty five minutes.

I stared at the closed laptop in front of me as I simultaneously drummed my fingers on the table. I was trying to fight the urge erupting inside of me to just open the laptop and watch her undress fully. I poured some wine into my glass and gulped it down at a go, wiping my lips with the back of my palm.

"You are in control, and you will remain in control." I affirmed to myself and picked up the laptop from the table. I took it to my bed and kept it at the head of the bed and made sure to cover it with a pillow. It's not like that could stop me from doing what I wanted to do so badly right now but it would help. If I wasn't seeing the laptop in front of me, I wouldn't be tempted to open it.

I opted to go shower as it seemed to be the only right decision I could make at the moment. At least, having a cold shower would calm my body down and if I showered, I could be away from the laptop. Good idea.

No, not a good idea. My idea wasn't ‘Ideaing’ in the bathroom. All that was in my head while I showered was Jewel. When I got out of the bathroom, I stood for some good seconds just staring at the pillow I had used to cover the laptop. The only thing that was stopping me from the laptop was just the pillow.

"You are in control, Ivan, and you will remain in control," I began to chant like I was saying a mantra. It helped. I stopped staring at the pillow and went and got dressed but then I was back at it in no time.

Fuck this. I sat on my bed and wanted to open my laptop when I heard my doorbell go off. The delivery person was here already. I still opened the laptop and saw that she was now just laying in bed and pressing her phone. She was no longer bare and she was no longer dancing.

I left my room to go answer the delivery man standing and waiting outside. After dealing with him, I went straight to the kitchen and unpacked the ordered food. I hope Jewel likes it. I took out hers and went for her room. Getting there, I took in a deep breath before knocking and waiting for her to answer.

I heard some rumbling sound from inside her room and it took some time before she opened the door. She was grinning weirdly when she opened the door and I thought she was trying to hide something.

I was right about my thought. I walked into her room and saw her books scattered suspiciously on the bed like she just threw them there right now after I knocked. I wanted to laugh out loud but didn't. She didn't want me to know she was using the phone for something else other than doing her assignment but I knew and she had no idea that I knew.