Chapter 34 Messed up
Coban's POV
I went to my quarters after we left the course. All I can think about is Trixie. My mate. Her scent.
"We need to go to mate. We need to go see her. " Conan says. "We will buddy, I promise."
"Brother, oh shit, Fuck." Caden says frantically through mindlink." He's scared" Conan states.
My Lycan is right. I don't know what happened but something sure the hell did." Caden, calm down. Are you alright. What happened." I asked
"Brother it's over before it started. Shit shit shit." he continues. "He's losing it, this can't be good. "Conan says. Yeah I agree. This behavior is odd for my brother. He's usually happy go lucky. Something definitely has him spooked. "Caden brother just calm down. Where are you at." I ask
Just as our link closes my brother burst into my room. Oh shit. I have never seen my brother in this shape. Shit this definitely is bad. His face is swollen and red as can be and tears are falling from his eyes like a faucet. Caden is actually crying. He never cries. Not even when our parents died, he wouldn't let his tears fall. Oh shit it can't be. "Brother, is Trixie alright." I ask as I walk over and sit beside him. Shit, he cries harder.
"Darien, are you and Lucian on the second floor. Are you two guarding Trixie." I asked in a rush tone through mindlink. "Yes my king. She's in her room. Samantha had already brought her lunch. They were in there talking earlier." he replies. Well shit. What the hell can be the problem.
"Caden, hey calm down." I say trying to soothe him. "Do you want to tell me what's wrong."
I ask. He looks up at me. Damn he looks like a mess. He takes a few deep breaths. He tries to pull himself together.
"Brother" he says then pauses. I just wait for him to speak. I don't want to interrupt him.
"I really fucked up." he said as he's looking at me. Damn he looks heartbroken. "Brother it can't be that bad." I say trying to atleast make him feel a bit better.
"No brother you don't understand. I truly fucked up. Damn I'm a worthless piece of shit. There's no way to fix this. Shit." He screams as he gets up and paces the room.
Caden explains everything. Every little detail as he breaks down again. When he's finished letting me know everything, the room goes silent.
We don't speak. We can't.
I'm fuming. Damn I'm so pissed right now.
"Block your feelings. What he did was wrong and very messed up but look at him. He realizes what he did. He regrets it. He is truly miserable." Conan says and I agree. So I put a block up, not wanting to make this situation worse. It's already bad enough. How the hell can he do this to Trixie. We haven't even met her yet. Yeah, there's no way she will forgive him.
I do know one thing for sure. I have to try and fix this. Not only because she's my mate as well but my brother, I can't stand to see him like this.
First thing is first. "Kevan set up for all the lady's waiting to leave in the morning after breakfast. They are no longer needed here. I want every last one of them gone. No excuses. They all leave. That's an order." I say through our link.
"Coban, may I ask why. You know the elders are going to be here as soon as they catch wind of this." He questions.
"Get rid of them. That's an order. My brother and I will make an announcement tonight at the ball." I say. "Oh and beta, We found our mate. So if anyone asks why then tell them."
"Who" he asks. "You will find out soon enough." I say then close the link.
Now that's taken care of comes the hard part. Forgiveness. It's worth a shot. Damn I didn't wanna meet my mate for the first time under these circumstances.
"Mate is special. She will forgive his stupidness. Mate won't get mad. She will only be concerned about Caden. She will calm him down and reassure him it's alright. Trust mate." Conan says. Boy I hope he's right.
That's definitely going to be far from the truth though. She's definitely going to lose her shit.
"Brother, let's get you cleaned up." I say to him
"It doesn't matter anyway. I messed up. It can't be fixed."