Chapter 112 So much love
Trixie's POV
Im trying to open my eyes, but they don't want to open. Caden was right. The classical music Coban put on last night put me right to sleep.
You would think with me laid out cold I'm getting plenty of rest but that's far from the truth. I hear everything. I'm aware of my surroundings, I just can't see. It's like I'm blind and I can't talk to no one.
I try once again to open my eyes. My eyelids flutter slightly. They are getting there. I give it one last try before I give up for awhile. It's taking so much of my energy just to try to open my eyes. Here goes nothing. Come on eyes, just please open, I think to myself.
My eyes open a slit. I can't see though. Everything is so damn blurry. I close them back up. I'm irritated now. I just want to see my guys. To let them see me awake.
I don't regret saving Trinity. I really don't.
When Leigha told me to not remove my hands no matter what, I literally had to force myself not to move them. I knew my body was giving out. I knew my energy was depleted. I knew I was passing out again. I made the choice to save her over myself. I did know that I would live though. I trusted Leigha, she wouldn't ever ask me to do something that will cost me my life.
I go to open my eyes once again. This time they open fully. I still can't see. Everything is still so darn blurry. I wipe at my eyes with the back of my hand. I blink my eyes a few times. There, that's better. I can see.
I look over to my right, Coban's chair is empty. I wonder where he went. I look over to my left, Caden has his head on my pillow, right beside of mine. So that's what that was. I turn my head a little further and reach down and kiss his forehead. My love, my King. He looks so peaceful.
Coban walks out of the bathroom and pauses. He wipes is eyes, then stares at me. He gets the biggest smile on his face. He rushes to me and sits back in his chair he's been claiming everytime this happened.
"Oh goddess my love, your awake. How are you feeling angel. I love you so very much." He says as he grabs my hand, and brings it to his mouth, placing a gentle kiss on it. He has tears coming down his face. My big bad Lycan King is crying for me. Damn I love this man.
"Good morning babe. Did you sleep any last night?" I ask softly, just above a whisper, as my voice hasn't fully came back yet.
He brings a glass of water to my lips, I take a drink. I needed that. He always knows what I need and when.
"No my love. I was starting to pass out when I caught myself doing so. I promised you that I would watch you, that I would be here when you woke up. I couldn't let myself sleep." He says to me with so much love in his voice.
"Thank you for the water. You should of rested babe. Your going to be so tired today. I'm sure there's a lot that you and Caden have to do today with everything that just happened." I tell him with the same love in my voice.
I love both of my men equally. Don't get me wrong. I really do. They are my everything, both of them are.
Coban, with him it's a little different though. Our bond is different, it's more solid, stronger, more hit you in the face real. It's like our feelings are amplified up a thousand notches. It so damn intense.
"I'll sleep later love. I had to watch over my Queen. I'm fine though, I really am. Just seeing your beautiful eyes, your beautiful smile, hearing your beautiful voice, it gave me the strength of a thousand Lycans. I feel very energized love. Just seeing you awake." He said as we stared into eachothers eyes.
He cupped my cheek with his hand, he brought his lips to mine. Our lips met. He kissed me so softly and gently. I thought I was going to melt from this kiss. My heart fluttered, my stomach tightened. He poured out all his feelings, his emotions in this kiss. I returned the gesture. The kiss was so intense. I never want this kiss to end. He starts to pull away. I place both my hands on the back of his head, and push him gently back towards me. His eyes open, he smiles through our kiss. He got the point. He continued with the soft, gentle and intense kiss. Our kiss goes on until we're literally breathless. We pull apart, but out lips are still slightly touching. We just sit like that. Staring into eachothers eyes. Neither of us will look away.