Chapter 56: Willa

Ferrin turned down a dirt road and parked under the trees about a mile from the main road. Getting out, he trotted over to my side of the car, opened the door and offered his hand. I smiled as I took it, allowing him to help me out.

“Should we be worried about running into anyone else out here?” I asked as we began to undress.

Ferrin shook his head. “It’s unlikely. But I’ll be able to sense if there is anyone nearby.”

We shifted and took off into the woods. It felt amazing to let loose again. This was the first time we’d shifted since marking each other, and I was amazed at how connected I felt to Ferrin in this form. We didn’t even need to speak through the mind-link. It was like we both knew what the other wanted the moment we felt it.

We slowed as we came to a clearing. I shifted back, breathing hard as I laughed. The joy and adrenaline of the run still coursing through me. I stretched out my limbs as I stood in the moonlight. Ferrin’s arm came around my waist as he brushed my hair from my shoulder. His teeth grazed my mark, making me gasp as a wave of pleasure shot to my core.

I could feel his hard length between my cheeks and I swiveled my hips. I smiled at the responding growl I received.

“We need to be careful, Willa,” Ferrin breathed raggedly.

“Why is that?”

I pressed harder against him, feeling my desire pool between my legs. Ferrin grunted and his grip on me tightened.

“Out here in the forest, under the moon…” he seemed to struggle with the words. “My lycan wants to take over, Willa.”

Ferrin had told me that when my heat came, he could lose control of his lycan and shift while we were mating. He was always on the edge whenever we were together. The intensity of the heat would increase the desire tenfold. Lycans were so much larger. Not all she-wolves could handle it during a normal encounter. A female’s body would be able to accommodate the shift more easily during a heat.

“I didn’t think it would be this hard to control,” Ferrin whispered gruffly.

“Then don’t,” I stated, already to the point of needing him. My own wolf was enticed by the challenge, as our environment had the same effect on me.

“Don’t say that,” he snapped. “I’d hurt you.”

I turned and kissed him hard, pushing him back until he stumbled. I fell on top of him, my legs straddling his waist.

“No, you won’t,” I whispered as I slid my folds along his cock. “I want you, Ferrin. I want all of you.”

“Willa…” he growled. “You don’t know what you’re asking.”

“Then show me,” I commanded, sinking down on him in one swift motion.

Ferrin’s eyes closed. He groaned as I moved, rising and falling as I took what I wanted from him. His mouth went to my breast. His tongue swirled around my hardened nipple while his hand massaged the other.

I changed the motion of my hips, moving in a circular pattern so I could feel him everywhere. Sweat was covering my body as my walls started to tighten. Ferrin snarled as he flipped me, roughly pinning me to the ground as he froze above me, panting heavily.

His eyes were shut tightly, his face contorted.

I lifted up, my mouth touching his gently, reassuringly. He needed to know I was okay.

“I love you, Ferrin,” I murmured against his lips.

A rumble sounded from within my mate. As soon as his weight lifted from me, he spun me onto my belly, pulling my hips into the air. He leaned over me, his hand pressing into the ground next to my head while the other gripped my waist firmly. He inched into me slowly. Torturing me with the wait after being so close to coming before.

“Please, Ferrin,” I whimpered.

He responded to my pleas, thrusting at a hard, steady pace. The smell of the grass and soft earth enhanced the scent of my mate. I could feel the rays of moonlight dancing along my skin. I clung to his wrist as my pleasure grew. I was quickly brought to the edge of my climax again, my core squeezing Ferrin’s cock as he pushed me over the edge.

A thundering growl reverberated behind me. A shadow grew over me and I felt my inner walls stretch farther. More than I thought possible. Large hands engulfed my waist, holding me tightly in place as my hips were raised higher. Ferrin pulled out, but I was only empty for a moment.

He rammed into me, forcing a loud cry from my lips as he penetrated deeper than ever before. His control in tatters, he pounded into me in an onslaught of lust and possession. There was pain as claws pierced my flesh, but it only pushed me closer as I relished the tingling sensations that accompanied it. My string of screams and curses didn’t drown out the grunts and growls as Ferrin climbed toward his release.

Mine came first, washing over me in a white light of pure ecstasy as my fists dug into the grass beneath me. But another immediately followed before Ferrin jerked to a halt, letting out a fierce howl as he filled me.

I felt his knot. My eyes watered and I gritted my teeth as the pressure became uncomfortable. A sharp pain made me gasp and I fought off my own shift. But it quickly receded as Ferrin shifted back to his human form, collapsing to the ground as he rolled into a ball around me. We lay there panting for only a moment before I felt him move behind me, his hand going to my thigh.

He let out an array of curses before wrapping me tightly in his arms, burying his face in my neck as he rocked me.

“I’m so sorry, baby,” his voice breaking as he spoke. “I’m so, so sorry. I should never have let that happen. Please forgive me. I’m so sorry.”

“Ferrin,” I urged, feeling his panic through our bond, “calm down. I’m okay.”

He shook his head. “You’re bleeding. I hurt you.”

I pried his arms apart slightly so I could see what he was talking about. Looking down at myself, I understood why the sight could be upsetting to him. His claws had broken the skin along my belly, bruises had already formed from his hands, and there was blood between my thighs. But nothing that wouldn’t be gone by the time we were home. Especially if I shifted.

“I’m so sorry, Willa,” he said again. “That was incredibly reckless of me. I should have been stronger…”

“Ferrin, shut up,” I giggled.

“Willa...”

“No,” I insisted. “You didn’t do anything wrong, babe. I literally asked for it, and it was amazing. You gave your mate exactly what she wanted.” I tried to turn in his direction more. “Love, please, look at me.”

He lifted his head with a pained expression. I reached up and caressed his cheek.

“Ferrin, did you enjoy it?” I asked seriously.

He looked appalled that I would ask that. “Willa, I won’t answer that…”

“Did you enjoy it?” I asked more forcefully.

He dropped his forehead to mine with a heavy sigh. “Fuck, yes.”

“Then stop fucking ruining it,” I teased as I punched his shoulder lightly.

Surprise filled his eyes before his mouth was on mine in a greedy kiss.

“You’re so fucking amazing,” he murmured.

I chuckled. “Hey, consider it payback for making you bleed the last time we went for a run. Although I can guarantee you, I had WAY more fun than you did.”