Chapter 15 Chapter 15
Chapter 15
\- James -
I put on the lights in my room. It was dark and far into the night but I had some things I needed to work on.
I tried to concentrate on my work, but thoughts of Sophie and my betrayal kept haunting me.
Even though I have made it clear to her that I don't want to have anything to do with her anymore, I still felt like I was knee deep into it and might never be able to redeem myself.
I heard some movements at the door and stopped writing to listen. Everywhere was quiet and I thought my ears were deceiving me.
But the sound came again and this time I had to go check who or what it was.
I transformed halfway through my hands, my long and sharp claws out and ready for defence.
But when I opened the door, Sophie was standing there in a black dress that disguised her, covering her from head to toe and making her almost impossible to notice in the dark.
"What the hell are you doing here?" I asked in a fierce whisper and she rolled her eyes
"Are you not going to let me in?" She said instead. "It's cold."
"What are you thinking coming here at this time?" I asked again and she placed her fingers on my chest, pushing me in and closing the door behind her
"I came to have a word with you," she said, taking off her disguise.
"Now? And in my house too? Without informing me? Luna, I thought we talked about this already? No more sneaky movements and discussions. Besides, this is absolutely not wise. What if the Alpha finds out? You could put us in trouble."
"James James James," she called my name in a sigh, throwing her head back tiredly. "You know what my problem is with you? You worry too much, for absolutely no good reason. Do you think I would be careless enough to let Marcus find out? Don't you trust me to deal with things well?"
"You have dealt with a lot of things one wouldn't imagine you did as you present yourself differently," I said to her. It was not meant as a compliment, but she smiled.
"Thank you, James," she said but I was sure she did not miss the intent. "And that is why you should relax."
"So why are you here? I thought I made it clear I don't want to have anything to do with you or..." My hands moved in the hair as I looked for the right words. "This whole thing you are doing."
"I said relax," she said in a soft tone and tried to touch me, but I backed away, and she chuckled.
I looked at her suspiciously. I knew I could not trust her. Indeed, she was capable of many terrible things.
"Look if this is about earlier when I came to see the Alpha, it had absolutely nothing to do with you or the things you have done..."
"You mean the things WE have done," she corrected with a sweet fake smile on her face. I did not regard her and continued.
"Even though I wish I could bring myself to do that, I cannot. And I have said, I have withdrawn myself to my duties and that is the only thing I am doing."
"I don't expect you would expose a thing since you had played a vital role in it all. And you know me, James, I will not go down alone. But then, how am I supposed to know you don't have other intentions when you suddenly decide to end the beautiful things we had together?"
"It doesn't mean I will tell on you Sophie," I tried to convince her. "Look, all I am asking is for you to excuse me. That is all."
"But how can I do that when I have gotten so used to your help? The alliance and your good fuck?"
"Sophie!" My jaws tightened.
"You are so good at everything you do. Letting you go is like losing a very valuable treasure and I cannot afford that. I need you, Beta James. And you can still serve your pack while you assist your Luna. In her little sneaky life, inside and outside of her."
"Can you please stop. I am done with this."
"No you are not!" She said a bit harshly and then softened. "Let's help you calm your nerves and then maybe influence your decisions," She said as her eyes rolled seductively. She pulled down the robe on her with one tug and it came off, exposing her bare body. She had come prepared. I swallowed hard. "Make you change your mind sweetheart. All of this belongs to you."
"Sophie, I told you, we cannot do this anymore," I tried to say, even though my resolve was weak and her succulent body kept drawing my eyes like a magnet.
She smiled, seeing me struggle and took a few steps towards me until she was pressing her melon-like boobs against my chest.
"I know you want this. We both want it, so don't fight it and let me take you to a world where only you and I exist."
I tried. I tried so hard to fight it, but she had already given me a very painful rock stand, and in seconds, we were riding against each other's skin.
I orgasmed many times. Sophie was good at that, and in that moment, she had made me forget every thought of guilt and regret I had before now. The pleasure was the only thing in my head and I couldn't get enough of it.
We went on and on, and I was no longer the beta who wanted to make things right, but Sophie's little plaything she could toss around anytime she wanted.
When we were both worn out and exhausted, I fell into bed tiredly and all I wanted to do was catch some sleep. I will think about the consequences of my actions later in the morning.