Chapter 92 Something New
Dakota's P.O.V.
"Since I met you, all I have been thinking about is seeing you in nothing but a thong and your knife. It's even hotter than I imagined." Ari closes the distance between us and kisses me while his hands run down my back to my bottom. His erection is pressing against me as I unfasten his belt and unzip his pants.
"I want to see and touch you, too," I say against his lips. He backs up, quickly removes his shirt, and shoves his pants and boxers down. His penis is bigger than I thought and sticking straight out. Even if something happens to us down the road, I will have no regrets about my decision to lose my virginity. However, that thing may kill me. I'm pretty small, and he's really big. I'm not naïve. I know I'll stretch. I'm twenty-two and have a curious mind, so I've watched some soft porn. That was a few years ago, but I doubt things have changed.
"It's not going to bite you," Ari says, taking a few steps toward me, making it bounce slightly.
"Are you sure? I thought I was with a man, but clearly, you're more than an average man." I can't take my eyes off it. I reach out and run my finger up the vein I see running the length of his shaft. Ari groans as I continue exploring with just one finger. It's so hard, but it seems fragile at the same time. I rub my thumb over the tip.
"Ari."
"Yes," he hisses.
"If you ever let any other woman kiss your face, hug you, or touch you like Aubrey did tonight, it will be the last you see of me. If I find out that you touched another woman or let her touch this, then I may need to use my knife, and I can't tell you who I'll use it on first. I don't give empty threats, so I don't want empty promises in return." I look into his eyes, and he lifts me, so I wrap my legs around his waist.
"My promises to you aren't empty. I love you, Dakota. As long as you trust me with your heart, I will never break it." I kiss him and bite his bottom lip gently. I didn't think I could fall in love so quickly, but I have. He's been telling me he loves me all day, but I haven't said it back. I wanted to make sure he wasn't only saying it as a spur-of-the-moment thing. I look into his eyes and smile.
"I love you too." His face lights up, and he kisses me hard.
"You don't know how happy it makes me to hear you say that." He kisses my lips and runs kisses down my jaw to my neck. When I feel him sucking, I know I should tell him to stop so I don't have a hickey, but damn, it feels good. He continues to suck as he carries me to the bed and sits on the side with me, straddling his lap.
"I don't want you to do to me what you've done to others. Can you think of something new to do with me?" I ask.
"You remember what I said about routines?" he asks against my neck.
"Yes." His lips are magic.
"I had the same routine with them. Basically, I wanted in and out. With you, it will all be different. I want to do things I never wanted to do before." He kisses down my chest to one of my breasts and runs his tongue over my nipple before pulling it into his mouth.
"Like what? Show me," I say breathlessly. He stands, lays me on the bed, and raises my knees with my feet resting on the edge of the bed. He pulls my panties off but leaves the knife.
"Like this." Ari leans over and flicks my clit with his tongue.
"You've never done this before?" I ask.
"Never had the desire, too. I want every part of you." He puts his mouth between my legs, and I clutch the quilt. He starts out slightly clumsy and slow, but then he pushes my legs further apart and gets more aggressive. I can't keep up with what he's doing as he goes from sucking to licking and then adds a finger. It's all too much. When my legs begin shaking, and I feel tightening in my abdomen, I put my hand in his hair to hold him in place as my orgasm crashes over me.
"Did I do a good job?" He asks, rubbing his hands over my thighs.
"That was incredible." I sit up and remove my knife. Ari is standing in front of me, and I rub my hand over his muscular abdomen. I wrap my other hand around the shaft of his penis.
"You took care of me. Let me take care of you." He takes my hand off him and shakes his head.
"Not tonight, sweetheart. Tonight is all about things that are a first for both of us,” he says.
"Okay, so what's next?" I ask.
"Tell me what you envisioned the first time you had sex." I smile slightly.
"I've pictured two different ways. The first is sweet and slow, with lots of love. The other is fast and hard, with lots of passion." Ari looks thoughtful. I am doing everything I can not to laugh. I never imagined my first time having sex would include this much talking, but I know he's trying to make it special for me, so I won't say anything.
"I have an idea." He puts his hands around my waist, moves me back on the bed, and gets on it with me. He pushes me until I lie down and kneels between my thighs.
"What's your idea?" I ask as he rubs his hands from my ankles to my thighs.
"I'm going to make love to you. I’ve had sex, but I've never made love. Anything we do together will be new because of our love. Every time I touch you, it excites me. When I look into your beautiful eyes, I get lost. You, Dakota Kondrati, are a woman like no other, and I can't believe you're mine." I reach up and place my hand on his cheek. He knows exactly the right thing to say, and what means more to me than anything is that he means it.
"Make love to me." Ari smiles and leans down to kiss me. It's slow and gentle, like he's savoring it. He adjusts slightly, and I feel the head of his penis at my entrance. He pulls back and looks into my eyes as he slowly moves inside. I wince at the pain. He stops moving for a second, and when I nod, he continues. Once he's all the way in, he stops and kisses me again. The pain is still there, but it's going away.
"I love you." He says as he begins moving slowly.
"I love you too." None of my dreams could have measured up to how Ari makes me feel.