Chapter 11 Firsts
Anushka's P.O.V.
I had been so close to throwing in the towel and taking Dakota home to New York when we found her. I wanted to blame Jordan and our kissing for the reason she was taken, but then I realized that if I blamed him, I was to blame too. Those few minutes Dakota wasn't with me were the most terrifying of my entire life.
When we found her, I wanted to keep her hidden away from the world. I don't know who took her or why. Does it have anything to do with the break-ins, or are these people just taking advantage of tourists? Seeing Jordan's face when I carried Dakota out of the bedroom made me realize I was no longer alone. We have only known each other for about a day, but we have already been through so much. I feel closer to him than I ever felt to Harrison.
I keep telling myself we're moving too fast and should be more careful because I have a daughter to think about. However, my heart is telling me that Jordan is the real deal. The fear I saw in his eyes when we thought we'd lost Dakota, along with the tears he shed, showed me his heart was in the right place. Now, I want him to take me to his room.
"Are you sure you want to do that? I don't want you to do anything you're not ready for," he says, wrapping his arms around me.
"We're both consenting adults, and I want you, Jordan. It's been a long time for me. The last time was when I got pregnant with Dakota. Harrison is the only man I've ever been with. Please take me to your bedroom and make love to me." He brings his mouth to mine and kisses me deeply. Jordan lifts me in his arms and carries me to his bedroom. When he puts me on my feet, I slide my hands under his shirt.
"Tomorrow, it's time to get to the bottom of the break-ins and the kidnapping. I have some contacts I'm going to call to look into both. The local police are fine but won't be as thorough as my men." I pull his shirt over his head and toss it to the floor. Rubbing my hands over his bumpy abs excites me more than I ever thought possible.
"Okay, that's when we wake up. Right now, I don't want to talk." I untie my dress and let it fall to the floor, leaving me only in my white lace panties. Jordan steps back and stares at me.
"Do you remember how you teased me about showering with you?" He nods as he continues staring at me. I'm proud of my toned yet curvy body. "We've been rolling around in the sand, so I think we need to take a shower. If you wash my back, I'll wash yours."
I remove my panties and begin walking to his bathroom. I only take a few steps when he comes behind me and wraps his arms around me. He's removed his shorts but still has his boxers on. They do nothing to hide his erection that's pushing into my back.
"I don't have any protection." He says as his hands move from my stomach to my breasts, the poking in my back gets harder.
"I'm on birth control." I turn around in his arms and push his boxers down. Another thing he has over Harrison is the impressive size of his penis. Imagine comparing a full-sized baseball bat to one of those baseball bat souvenir pens in the gift shop. That seems accurate to me. I wrap my hand around him, and he moans.
"It's been a while for me, too. The last woman I was with only wanted me for my money. If you keep doing that, I'm going to make a mess." Keeping my eyes on his, I drop to my knees. Jordan doesn't move as I kiss the tip before sucking the head into my mouth.
"What are you doing?" he asks breathlessly.
"What does it look like?" I take my tongue and lick from the base back up to the tip before pulling him into my mouth. "Do you want me to stop?"
"No," he replies as his head falls back and his eyes close. I smile as I suck him in as far as I can until he's touching the back of my throat. Jordan moans and his knees buckle slightly. I move my head back and forth while massaging his scrotum. After only a few minutes, he tries to pull out of my mouth, but I don't let him. I suck him in as deep as possible when his orgasm hits. I swallow every drop and stand up when he's done. His eyes are glazed over as he tries to focus on me.
"I can't believe you did that,"he says, kissing me.
"I wanted to. I want you to know how much I want to be with you. We're not done yet." I pull him into the bathroom. I haven't had sex in over five years, so I have a lot of time to make up for. I turn the shower on, and we get in.
"I've never had sex in the shower," Jordan says as his hands run over my body. Everywhere he touches me feels like he's waking something up that I thought had died a long time ago. When his hand slides between my legs, I grip his shoulders. A finger slides inside while his thumb rubs my clit. I can't wait any longer. I need him now.
"Me neither. This can be a first for both of us." I wrap my arms around his neck, and he lifts me to wrap my legs around him.
"You know I owe you for what you did out there. I've never put my mouth on a woman because I never had the desire to, but I want to taste you." He adjusts so he's at my entrance but doesn't go further.
"That's another first for both of us. Harrison was more of the five-minute quicky type. We never did oral on each other. So we'll have lots of firsts. Now get inside of me before I burst." Jordan kisses me, and he slowly slides inside. The overwhelming feelings that run through my body as we become one take my breath away. He pulls away and looks into my eyes before he begins to move.
"I'm falling in love with you, Anushka."
"I've already fallen in love with you, Jordan."
If this is too fast or too reckless, I don't care. As Jordan makes love to me, I finally feel whole. Dakota and I are no longer alone in this world. We were making it on our own, but we had no one we could depend on. Now we have Jordan.