Chapter 5

Chapter 5 When he finished he left me on the bed and went to the bathroom. He took a bath. I watched him while he was doing that because the bathroom was made with crystal clear glass walls. I can see everything inside. I just wiped away the tears that were still flowing in my eyes. I want to think that I hate him but I can't find any reason to do it cuz I know his past. I really wanted to talk to him but I was scared. When he finished taking a bath, I was alarmed again and immediately squeezed under the blanket to go to sleep. I just felt him. I felt him lie down next to me. I didn't move even a single and also held my breath because we're under the same blanket. His body is touching mine because he's just on a boxers.A few minutes later he suddenly got up and got out of bed. I think he went towards the toiletries and other stuff section because of the direction of his footsteps. Later he came back and went to the part of the bed where I was lying. He sat down beside me and I knew he also put something on the bed next to him. Later he grabbed me by the shoulder and gently arranged me upright. He then touched my lip wound. I felt pain but I still didn't move. After a few moments I felt a liquid he rubbed on my lips with cotton. While doing it I was stunned because he spoke. I didn't mean it. I'm just too stressed and hot headed because I failed again in searching for the most important person in my life and it's frustrating me. I was probably scared a lot earlier." he gently promised. Later on I felt something cold again that he rubbed on my injured lip and while spreading it he spoke again. Also, forgive me for taking you as my ex-wife Sabina. I forgot she's not you." He said before he kissed me on the lips and he stood up. I felt him come back to lie on my back again after a few seconds. My mind was still full of what he said when I went to sleep. When I woke up the next day Argus was not by my side. After waking up, I took a shower to freshen up and then I went out to find Argus but I didn't find him but Ivanka. So he was with me for breakfast. Not at the same time, but she's there when I was eating. It is said that the trustees are not allowed to accompany me or Argus and me, so they only watch over me as if I am really a queen. It is said that Argus left early in the morning because he had a new lead with his brother. If Prince Ri. That's why I spent the whole day wandering around the whole manor, because I can't go out without Argus's permission. Ivanka is also busy the whole day so I can't talk to her until she goes to the beach where I meditate when the sun goes down. Ivanka, you're here." I promise. He just smiled and came a little closer behind me. I just thought maybe you need a friend to talk to." He promised that's why I gasped. I heard your screams last night when I passed by. I'm so sorry for that. I know Argus lost again his--" H-don't think about that. I'm not mad at him." I was cut off from what he would have said. I'm not comfortable talking about what happened last night. I know that. I know you understand him since you knew his past and what kind of person he really is.T-you're right I'm forcing him to understand. But you know, I always want to try to approach him and talk to him about us, about our life as husband and wife since we're just married." But?" He promised more. But I can't. We've been married for almost a week now but we never talked. Our language and communication only revolves around s*x. When we're together, he just f*cks me whenever he wants to satisfy his desires and then leave me after just like that. When he comes back like that again just for me to go. I feel like I'm his s*x slave. " My storytelling. Eh s*x are you a slave?" He replied. Of course not! I'm his wife." My defense. By the way, then talk to him. As you said, you just got married legally, eh, stand up for being married to him. Be brave and talk to him because you have the right to do that, eh? . Just talk to him Sab. Argus is not that stern and bad naman, he has his good sides too. I'm sure That will listen. " He said it was a reason for me to be calm when later he touched me and grabbed me by the arm so that I could face him. "Ivanka baki--" I couldn't finish what I was about to say when I seemed to freeze up. It was as if I was drenched in ice because of the person now standing behind him. The person I've been longing and yearning to see is now in front of me. "BABE!" He exclaimed in a mixed emotion tone so my whole body trembled more and I could hardly speak but I finally did. "MA-MARRO ?!" My knees seemed to soften when I saw Marro causing me to almost fall over. Fortunately, Ivanka was there with me. So are you okay?" He whispered softly to me when he lifted me up. "O-okay I'm just Ivanka, s-thank you." I promised when he whispered to me. "I'll leave you two for a moment to talk but you have to keep it short. Remember, your husband might be on his way home now. Maybe he'll see you with another man, you know exactly what will happen if that happens. " He promised calmly and with concern so I nodded. As soon as Ivanka left, Marro tried to approach me, so I stopped him immediately. until you're there! W-there's no reason for you to come to me." I promised emphatically because I might not be able to cope when he was even closer to me."B-Babe …" His only response was with pale eyes that could not be removed from my eyes. "Babe please …" He said again so I just mocked him to hide how I really feel. "Babe ?! I forgot that Marro. There's no more reason for you to call me that because we're not together anymore." I promise hard and cold. But Sab we haven't parted yet!" Do you really think that matters now hah! That doesn't matter anymore!" Why ?!" Full of emotion he shouted back at me causing tears to form in my eyes but I held back that."Say please tell me that what I heard from your father is wrong. Tell me it's not true please!" She cries promise. "That's true, Marro yes I married someone else so you can leave!" He backed away a little from what I said. I could see her tears so I was in so much pain but I tried to cover them up. Say why? WHY ?!" He shouted again. It doesn't matter why. One more thing you don't have to know. Go away!" But you said you'll wait for me. You said it's just me. So what is it now? What happened to your promises? So you promised!" He exclaimed in a cracked voice because of crying. People are changing Marro. I'm married to someone else. I have a ring around my finger that's it! The conversation is over so leave!" He wiped away the tears and looked up for a moment before looking at me again. Is it because of the money Sat?" I could not answer what he said. Tell me, is it because of the money? Why, you're tired of your life, you couldn't wait so you married a rich man to have it all? Why didn't you wait for me Sat? I've been working hard and did my very best for When I come back here I can give you the good life you deserve. Why didn't you wait for me Sab? If only I could give you a luxurious life now! " He made a long and firm promise and even approached me holding me on my shoulders. I let go of him before speaking. "3 years Marro, you only said 3 years. I waited three years. But you didn't come home. You said I'll wait another two years. Fine, I waited. I waited five years Marro but you didn't come. Instead of you, Argus came into my life, and now I'm married to him. Whatever we have, thrown away-- "I couldn't continue what I was about to say when he suddenly hugged me tightly. The tears that I have been holding back because of that will continue to flow. My knees seem to be softening. Yet I still fought my feelings and I let go of him. "Marro what! Can you just leave! I'm married and I'm happy with him so don't bother me anymore, is that hard to understand ?!" I scolded him loudly. "No Sab, I can't believe you love him. Sab come with me let's get away!" He promised before he kissed me so I was shocked. I could not move immediately because of the electricity that flowed through my whole being. I wanted to push him away which I did but he didn't stop, instead he touched me on both cheeks and crushed me with an even more passionate kiss. I tried to fight but I ended up responding to his kiss. I was still very close to his clothes because of the sensation flowing in my veins when our lips started to play and after a few seconds it was our d*la again. A few more seconds passed when I regained consciousness and pushed him with all my might."Marro that's wrong! We shouldn't have done that. Go away!" I made a firm promise when I accidentally looked at the mansion. It looked like someone was watching from one of the verandas there so I was very nervous and scared not only for myself but also for Marro. Marro leave please and don't come back here again!" "Not Sabina. I know and I can feel that you still love me. Fine, I'm leaving now, but I'll be back. I'll take you back!" He made a firm promise to me and he left. I quickly left the sea after Marro left. My heart almost jumped out of my body out of nervousness and fear that Argus might be the person I had seen before. I arranged myself first. I combed my hair with my finger and took a deep breath before I dared to enter the mansion. If before my knees were soft because of Marro, now they are shaking so much when I meet Argus. He's sitting on the big couch in the master's living room that can be opened just after entering the mansion. He's holding a glass of champagne and his looking straight at me with those laser beam eyes of him. I was like a sloth who could almost count the steps approaching him because of being so slow and scared. "Maybe he saw me before, please don't." I promised myself before taking a deep breath. Somehow my fear was reduced when I saw Ivanka and the other staff who were just standing next to Argus and me. "A-argus, n-that's here." I stammered when I could get close to him and I was about to kiss him on the cheek when he touched my lips with his palm so I didn't continue. "Where have you been?!" He asked emphatically. I was devastated because of that and I didn't know if I would admit or lie because I also didn't know if he was asking because he didn't know or he was asking because he wanted to test my honesty towards him. "N-just ventilated outside." I finally responded but he just grinned and stared at me. "Do you know what I hate most of all? First I don't like unsatisfactory questions. Second I don't like people who cheat and lie. I DON'T WANT TO BE CHEATED! Now I'll ask you again. WHERE DID YOU GET FROM ?!" He asked emphatically again. I just closed my eyes and sighed again when I missed. "ANSWER !!!" He suddenly shouted as he threw the wine glass he was holding on the floor which created a deafening noise. "A-Argus …" I only ejaculated when my tears stopped dripping. "Don't make me cry because it's your fault! Do you think I didn't see hah ?!" He promised me strongly and angrily while holding my arm tightly."Argus it hurts me!" "You're doing the same to me! We just got married but you're a man! ANSWER !!!" He shouted again and held one of my arms very tightly as well. Argus could you listen to me first please. What you're saying isn't true. I'm not a man!" FALSE !!!" He shouted loudly again so I covered my ears and bowed while crying. "Why is it lacking? You're not satisfied so you're looking for someone else ?! You know you're both women! that's not true Argus please, listen to me first!" I promised but he was still very angry. "What do you want, come … I'll give you what you want !!!" He spoke emphatically before he took me by the arm and dragged me up the very high stairs until we reached our room. I try to get rid of him and I almost use my defense training but he is too strong and most of all angry."Argus please, you're already hurting me!" I was still crying when he threw me on the bed and quickly took off his white polo. He also quickly loosened his belt before falling on the bed and climbed on top of me ripping out my dress while harshly kissing me on my neck so I struggled when I finally did the same. I immediately got out of bed when he released me and would have tried to run away from him again when he also chased me immediately and hugged me from behind while still kissing me with his hands are trying to rip my dress. "Argus s-wait a minute please !!!" I protest. "No! Damn*it!" He said firmly and continued to violently undress my dress so it almost tore before I was violently thrown on the bed. "Argus please …" What ?! Are you kidding? Can you shut the hell up cuz I'm f*cking h*rny and just wanna eat you all up, got it ?! Don't ruin my mood! This is what you guys want girl remember ?! " He shouted at me so my tears dripped again but I wiped them too before struggling with him before I quickly crawled to the headboard of the bed and squeezed myself between the pillows. To Be Continued…