Chapter 18 - Lisa

After getting something to eat from the cafeteria, I felt a little lonely as I slumped down at the table. I wished Dane had joined me for something to eat, but I knew he couldn’t since he had to study.

“Penny for your thoughts,” Tanya said as she sat down next to me.

“I didn’t even see you come in last night.”

She picked at a piece of bacon on my plate. “Yeah. Was with Bianca last night, dancing like crazy. I know you wanted to rest your ankle still, so I left you to it. I sent you a message, but you must not have had your phone.”

“I didn’t, I called Nan, spoke to her, and then I put it on the charger and turned it off because it was almost out of battery.”

She nodded. “Cool. I’m going to get something to eat, too.”

“Argh,” I sighed.

“What?”

“Well,” I explained while getting close to her, making sure no one could hear the conversation. “I saw Dane, but he was going to the library to study. Wish he was here with me. Missing him already.”

She laughed. “A word of advice. Dane is just a boy, and you shouldn’t put him on a pedestal like everyone else does. You should treat him as a guy, not some kind of God.”

I nodded and ushered her to go get some food. It was as if hearing the truth, the right thing made me feel a little edgy, but then again Tanya had no idea what I’d been through. Why should she? I falsely smiled at her as she stood and patted her jeans, something she always did whenever she was thinking of what to eat.

I should treat Dane like I would any other guy, but he wasn’t any other guy and once again this morning, he was different. He seemed shyer than the day before, and I loved the way he changed his mood depending on what time of day it was. I loved it even more that I made him horny by touching him. His length was becoming long and hard when I was so close to him. Memories of him being in between my thighs flooded my mind. While I didn’t see his cock, I knew it was big; so big that it completely filled me and had me wanting to come back for more.

I didn’t know if it was the start of something or just lust?

I wasn’t experienced enough to know the difference, but I enjoyed being with him before our time in the bedroom, even if he did sneak off in the middle of the night. Waking up and seeing his side of the bed empty tugged at my heart. This must be why Tanya stayed away again last night. Maybe she walked in while he was in my bed and then crept out. I apologized to her and told her it wouldn’t happen again or at least, if it did, I would warn her about it first.

Girlfriend.

This was the kind of thing they did, wait on their boyfriend, attend games, etc. I was going to be one of those girls, the type who would take my role seriously, but then again, I still had to do my own thing and I was captain of the cheerleading squad. I wouldn’t completely lose myself in his work schedule. No, I still had to be my own person, too.

What was I talking about?

I had to stop being so uptight and just go with the flow. I would go to the game, not wait for him to finish. I had to show my support, even though I wasn’t a big football fan, or would that be called stalking?

I would relish in this feeling, I couldn’t help it. We shared a magical night, not only because we had sex, but because he took my virginity. He knew what he was doing, and I handed it to him on a card.

Tanya sat down and I noticed her plate was a replica of mine. I toyed with my food and ate my pancakes with maple syrup and bacon. There was nothing more satisfying than having pancakes for breakfast. I giggled to myself as I thought, well, not exactly nothing… I could think of one thing, and it started with D and ended with E.

“Are you still thinking about him?” she whispered, this time it was her turn to make sure no one was listening to the conversation.

I threw my head back, knowing I was guilty as charged. “I can’t help it. Hey, one strip for me. You took one of mine.”

“Still hungry?”

“Yeah, but not for bacon… for sausage!”

“He turned you into a dirty girl,” she shrieked.

I shook my head. “You have no idea.”

I took a deep breath, remembering our night, and closing my legs, thinking I would make myself come in the cafeteria, even if not many people were around. It was too early on a Saturday morning to expect a wave of students to come in for breakfast, since most of them were still in bed recovering from the night before.

“I can’t help it. I know you say that I shouldn’t be chasing after him or even act as if he’s my world, but I can’t help it.”

She nodded, and her dark eyes lit up. “I know. I just don’t want you to get hurt. He’s a senior and well…”

“I’m a freshman, I know. I don’t need to spell out all the reasons why I really need to be careful. I just have to take it one step at a time.”

“I know. You were a virgin, so it’s natural for you to get caught up in it all. I’m sorry for being so harsh.”

“Can’t I just enjoy it?”

She shrugged. “Sure. I want to hear all the dirty details, especially since I could not spend the night in my room, but after you get me another plate of bacon.”

I accepted the deal, thinking maybe I wouldn’t just get one plate, but two. I had a feeling one plate wouldn’t be enough to satisfy me, as I was about to spill all the dirty details.

* * *

I’d been playing it cool the last few days. When it came to exactly one week of dating, I resisted the urge to celebrate. After all, it was a big deal to me, but I didn’t want to scare him. I was becoming a girl who took my role seriously, maybe a little too seriously. Every move I made was about him. I felt as if I was obsessing and, as Tanya had warned me, I decided I had to slow it down. I made sure on occasion, if the girls wanted to chill, I went out with them. I studied, worked at the library, and did everything to spend time with him, but I kept my distance at the same time. Occasionally, it just felt like too much hard work, as if I was thinking about what to do all the time. I had to stop being so uptight and just go with the flow. I would wait for him to finish class like I was doing now, but not every single day.

I would be an ex-girlfriend within a short space of time, and to make things even worse, be called a stalker.

“Wow, did you really wait after class for me?” He smiled at me, and his hazel eyes turned a shade of green as they did in the sunlight.

“Yeah, it’s a bit sappy, right? I mean, maybe I shouldn’t have done it?” I asked as some guys from the football team passed us. We stood facing each other, ignoring the kissing sounds they were making.

He took my hand and said, “It’s cool. What do you fancy for lunch? Diner or something else?”

I smiled. “I wouldn’t mind what we had yesterday.”

He winked. “It was as if you read my mind.”

We automatically headed to my room. I didn’t want to eat, I wanted to return the favor by having his cock in my mouth. I craved to not only see it, but feel and taste every last drop of his cum. He’d turned me into a dirty girl; I just hoped that he wouldn’t be disappointed if I didn’t satisfy him and couldn’t perform as I did yesterday.

“Is Tanya in the dorm?”

“No,” I said as we headed to my dorm. I was too shy to look at him, worried that I would explode and change my mind. But I couldn't say that I skipped a couple of classes and spent the whole daydreaming about him was an understatement.

I needed to talk to Tanya, she was more experienced than I was. When I told her that I was a virgin, she didn’t treat me as if I had some kind of disease. She told me that she wished she had saved hers and gave it to someone better. I didn’t ask what she meant by that, but I knew one thing for sure, I would never say that about Dane, no matter what happened in the future. I wouldn’t regret this moment for a lifetime.

As soon as we reached my room, there was no denying what we wanted to do. Dane felt different this time, not like before. He nervously looked around the room as if he didn’t know what to do with himself, and Dane was the kind of guy that walked into the room as he’d done so many times before and he dropped his bag by the door. This time, he hesitated as he moved from my table to Tanya’s. Then, he pulled the chair back against the table and put his bag down as if it was full of precious jewels.

“Dane?”

He stood watching his bag, as if he was too scared to look in my direction. Maybe he changed his mind.

“You don’t want me?” I asked, putting my hands on my hips.

He moved slowly toward me, avoiding eye contact, his eyes met mine for a brief second and he whispered, “Sure.”

“I thought we would never get here,” he growled as he started to fuck my mouth with his tongue. It was as if he was thinking about last night and the early hours of the morning just as much as I was, and without hesitation, I pushed him, because I didn’t want to get lost in the moment. I tried sucking one guy off and it didn’t work.

I knew that no matter what I did, I wouldn’t disappoint Dane and he would appreciate my efforts. The guy made me feel as if I could do anything. Then again, he wasn’t any ordinary guy, he was my boyfriend.

I slowly undid his belt and he smiled at me. He had lust written in his eyes as they were dark, but somehow, they lit up like a Christmas tree at the idea of me giving him pleasure.

“You got me off last night, and I want to do the same to you,” I purred seductively. He backed away and gave me space as I tried to find a comfortable position on the floor.

“You sure about this? You don’t have to do this. I didn’t ask you to be my girlfriend to be some kind of sex machine.”

I shook my head because I was disappointed by his reaction. “It’s not like that at all. I want you… like all the time. Not only sexually, but mentally, too.”

I’d said too much. I should be used to lying; after all, it’d become so natural from the first time I started spilling lies to Tanya.

I tried to tone it down. “I want your cock… in my mouth.”

He smiled as he stroked my cheek. “Of course!”

I didn’t want him to protect me. I wanted him to think of me the same way, someone he wanted to have naked by his side all the time.

After his cock was free, the light shone in the room and reflected on it. It was so big, and I struggled with both hands to free it from his jeans. He had no boxers on, and that just made me even wetter. Kneeling, he started to rock as his hands softly stroked the top of my head.

I licked the sides, wanting to taste him as my hands teased his balls. I didn’t think it could taste this good—his big sausage in my hand—and I wanted to put all of it in my mouth. I felt like a greedy child being left in the candy store, wanting to take all the candy and shove it into my mouth before my parents walked in and found me. I didn’t care if someone could see his butt and me on all fours from the window. I wanted him so badly. He made growling noises, and I picked up the pace and moaned as I stopped licking and put his head and then slowly, more of his dick into my mouth.

“Be gentle…” he crooned as I started to pick up speed with one hand supporting his dick and the other caressing his balls.

“Hmm,” I purred as more of his length entered my mouth.

I licked, I nibbled, then sucked some more, and he used the door to support his position. Knowing that I was having this effect on him made me want to suck him even more. I began to suck harder and moved my hand again.

I was so fucking wet as I tasted his cum in my mouth. I moaned around his cock, unwilling to let it go.

“Slow down. I’m not ready to come yet…”

Without warning and with my panties soaking wet, he pulled his cock out of my mouth as my body relaxed, and he moved to the side of the bed with his pants around his ankles. It was as if he became aware of his nakedness as he drew the curtains. “I’m going to skip every damn class today.”

“Good,” I purred as I slowly stripped and moved toward the bathroom so we were not in complete darkness. I should have sent Tanya a message, but I was pretty sure she knew not to come home yet. Not now, not until we were done.