Chapter 8

Chapter 8
I hadn't had time to see Noah again and it was killing me because everyone I went out with after that couldn't measure up. Then there was Luke. He looked amazing on the application and when I went to the dining hall to meet him he looked good in person too. He had been turned at thirty and was one hundred and fifty years old. Dude was the epitome of a fucking god. He's the only other man here other than Noah that turns my cheeks crimson.

He held out his hand, " hey Darlin, nice to meet you".

I took it and nearly fainted," um nice to meet you too Luke".

"It's ok darlin I have that effect on everyone", he said winking at me. "I have a date set up for us for tonight and I'll be picking you up at around eight".

I blushed again," sounds good I'll be waiting". As I turned to leave I heard him say…

"And darlin dress for horseback riding".

I couldn't help myself. I tipped my pretend cowboy hat and replied," sure thing handsome". I picked my own clothes this time and dressed accordingly. I wore a blue cotton t-shirt and jeans. I didn't own a pair of boots so I wore my sneakers and hoped that it would work.

I put my hair half up in a ponytail and wore only a pink tinged lipgloss and mascara. I was kinda afraid to get on a horse because I'd never ridden before, but I wasn't letting him know that. I watched YouTube videos to get me ready. Yea, I know YouTube, but hey it might work. I mean if you can watch a video and fix cars then why not a tutorial on horseback riding. I heard a knock on my door and it was time to go on this date with Luke.

He looked absolutely breathtaking. He wore a green button up shirt that brought out his eyes and had the top three buttons undone. Tight  blue jeans that accentuated his manliness and cowboy boots, but to top it off he had this sexy black cowboy hat. That right there made me want to give it all up to him, but I knew I had to be discreet because I can't let any of these men think that they've won or they will expect me to put out and I'm not ready for that just yet.

He had the horses waiting for us out back and he helped me up on to mine. I couldn't help but notice that he had a picnic basket attached where saddlebags should be and wondered what was in it. I hadn't realized but the mansion sat on a lot that had a small forest of trees behind it and this is where Luke led me to. It was beautiful and had a deep woods earthy smell and I loved it. The wild flowers against the green of the forest floor and the moss on the trees brought even more beauty to it. The sun was beginning to go down when we got to a small clearing at the edge of the woods where Luke laid down a blanket and we sat drinking wine and watching the sun go down.

I sat and thought what is it with these vampire men and sunsets?'' Not to say they aren't beautiful, but I wondered why they loved them so much. They were just like me and could walk around in the daylight so I don't know why a sunset would be so special to them. Luke opened the basket and it had watermelon, cantaloupe, strawberries and grapes. It also had cheese, chocolate, and whipped cream. I thought oh crap he's expecting to get something tonight and I instantly felt nervous.

"What's wrong darlin?", Luke asked looking worried.

"Um..", I said uncomfortably, " a person only brings these sorts of foods to a date if they are expecting certain things".

Luke scooted over in front of me and looked in my eyes, " baby I only brought these things because they are delicious. I'm not expecting anything from you at this point in our relationship... You are young and it's our first date".

As I relaxed he brought me closer to him. I sat between his legs and leaned against his chest. He fed me as I leaned my head back enjoying every bite, but as I did this I could smell his cologne and it made me more aware of the hormones that were racing through my body. My heart was racing with every bite he fed me and I could feel him growing hard against my back. I wanted him because I felt like this moment was perfect, but then I also thought of Noah how much I also liked him and I couldn't just give myself to Luke because of the moment right now. I had to take a little time on making my decision. I couldn't give my body to one man but marry the other because that in my book would be wrong. It would make me that much more confused. What if I loved the one but I gave myself up to the other. I couldn't do that because a piece of me would always belong to the other person and my husband needs me to be his.

I felt his hand brush my cheek and caress my neck and that's all it took. I wasn't having sex but this sexual frustration needed to be fixed. I flipped him over and pushed him down on the blanket and my lips crashed into his. He rolled me to my side so we were facing each other and cupped my face with his free hand. I needed more but wouldn't allow myself to have it and I know he felt it too, but stayed above the waist as his hand traveled up my shirt with our legs entwined together.

When he dropped me off at my room he pulled me close to him and kissed me deeply. "I think I'm fallin' for you darlin". He pulled me in for a hug and placed his chin on my head after kissing my hair.

I felt bad because it was going to be hard to choose between the two men and I didn't know what to say. It made me feel bad that I was going to have to break someone's heart. Over the next couple of days I kept to myself not feeling tight about what I was doing to these two men and how I would have to live with myself after breaking someone's heart. On the third day I heard a knock on the door. I opened it and it was Noah with flowers.

He came in," baby, your mother told me you feel guilty about what you are doing and you shouldn't. No matter what, I will still be here for you as your personal bodyguard. I want you to be with who makes you the happiest". He walked over to me and placed a kiss on my lips and I kissed him back.

"You need to relax today. Let me stay here and have a day with you".

I pulled him close, " that sounds amazing".

He pulled me to my bathroom and began running me some bath water. He came over to me and undressed me and picked me up and sat me in the tub. He then began undressing himself and climbed in behind me. I closed my eyes and leaned up against him and let myself sink down into the water. He wrapped his arms around me and we sat there just feeling each other for a while. When he took my loofah and began washing me it surprised me and I tried to protest, but he wasn't having it.

" Lila, you need to let me do this, just relax. I won't do anything that you don't want me to".

"Ok", I squeaked out. I closed my eyes once again and really felt him as he washed up my legs and my breasts. No man had ever touched me in those places before and I liked it. I trusted Noah and knew he would keep his word and not do anything that I wouldn't want him to do. After he had washed my hair and himself we got out and I wanted to do more with him just like I had done with Luke. I wanted and needed him to touch me. I pulled him over to the bed.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" he asked.

"I'm positive I want to do anything but have penetrative sex. I want to see how we connect on this level, but I want the actual act to be saved for whichever one of you that I marry. I want that to be a special thing my husband and I have together".

"I understand that", he said, " and I also can comply and give you what I think you want". He placed me on the bed and I laid down with him. He turned to me and began kissing me. I felt his hands run down my body and between my legs. I felt him reach my sweet spot as he made circular motions. His kiss traveled downward to my left breast and he began biting and sucking. It made me moan with pleasure and buck my hips up towards his hand. He  moved down farther and placed two fingers inside of me and it felt amazing. Then he began kissing me lower and lower until he was kneeling between my legs. He made love to me with his mouth and held me in place as I shook with pleasure. I held his head in the position it was in and I had my first ever earth shattering orgasm. I didn't have time to catch my breath before Noah was lapping up my juices and at it again. This felt so amazing and life changing to have someone love me so much he could make love to me without doing the full act. I went over the edge so many times that night I couldn't count and it all made me feel special. In the morning we laid awake together and Noah turned to me.

" I hate to say this, but baby you're going to have to have this same experience with Luke. I'm only saying that because it will help you choose who you want more. You can't know exactly how much you love someone until you can trust them this much to be intimate with them".

I kissed him hard and deep. " Thank you love for being so understanding". Later that morning after he had left I knew what I had to do. I needed to call Luke.