Chapter 91
LUCY
I couldn't believe it, what was Lewis trying to do? He had almost exposed me back there in front of my best friends. I wanted to shout at him for doing that, it wasn't the right time to tell them yet and he had no right to do that. I would have to talk to Alexander about this, they had to know their boundaries.
I kept marching back to the building, honestly I was hungry and tired. The first thing I did when I got back was to get some food, at this rate my ass was going to be too big for my pants. I sat alone in the dinning hall and stuffed my mouth with lots of chicken.
My heart almost popped out of my chest when I felt a sudden warmth on my neck, only Alexander had a habit of doing that. He was breathing in my scent, by now I knew that made him feel calm so I let him. He held my neck and surprisingly kissed it gently.
I couldn't help but smile at this sudden pleasant behavior. "hi" I said softly
"you smell like chicken" he laughed softly and his breath tickled my neck a little
I shook my head and smiled "considering the fact that I am eating chicken..."
He sat down on a chair next to me and he watched me continue to eat. I wasn't even embarrassed, all I knew was that this child inside me was starving. Alexander looked as if he was in deep thought all of a sudden. What could he be thinking about.
" what is it?" I asked swallowing my food
He raised an eyebrow at me "finish eating Lucy"
I ate one last piece of bread and drank my water before cleaning my mouth. He looked worried and something within me wanted him to be happy and calm. It's like I couldn't stand seeing him in any kind of stress. My heart felt broken by just thinking about what could be making him so sad. My hormones were making my emotions much more amplified.
I found myself standing up and going to him. He placed his hands on my growing waist and placed his head on my stomach for a second before pulling me closer. I ended up sitting on his lap. I held his face in my hands and he felt so warm.
He didn't take anytime to finally place his soft lips on mine. I don't know if it was hormones or something else but I wanted more, needed more. I kissed him back harder. I wanted him so badly but unfortunately he stopped and breathed out.
"why did you stop?" I asked him softly with a frown stuck on my face. I was so disappointed. My body was begging for him like crazy.
He looked at me, then raised an Eyebrow "you are shaking,"
I looked at my hands, my body felt like it was vibrating. I was angry... not just disappointed but this has never happened to me before. "I didn't think this pregnancy would be so intense. I have read about pregnancies and hormones but this is not normal. I'm just a little mad you stopped but my body is... it's like,"
He held my hands and smiled at me "if you haven't noticed this is not a normal - human pregnancy. You will be experiencing more of these weird feelings. Amplified emotions are part of carrying a hybrid child."
I looked at him with raised eyebrows "are you saying this is how you feel all the time? So angry and annoyed"
He widened his eyes before laughing and I smiled at him. Suddenly my shaking stopped and I felt lighter just looking at him. He was perfect whenever he smiled or laughed even if it was just for a minute.
He cleared his throat "Yes werewolves are considered to have quite a short temper because of our amplified emotions. That doesn't mean I am always angry mate. Why would you think that?"
"well you always have this serious face on and you hardly ever smiled or laughed until now." I told him honestly
He shook his head with a smile "Well that is just how I am. I was raised to be a leader and sometimes being a leader especially a Lycan King comes with having to be serious at everything that I do," he kissed the back of my hand "I guess I'm just used to it now besides I have never had any real reason to smile all the time."
I blushed and hid my face in the crook of his neck "Now you do and I am not going anywhere. I am here, I am yours always and forever"
He slid his hands into my top slowly and massaged my back. "Always and Forever, I like the sound of that"
"Did you ever picture yourself having children?" I suddenly asked him. To be honest I had always been curious about that. It's a little question that kept running at the back of my mind every single day.
He didn't stop massaging me and to be honest it felt so good I didn't want him to stop. "I did picture myself having children just not now and not with a human. No offense but having a human mate especially while being a Lycan King is unheard of so I never really pictured it"
I nodded my head and I wasn't offended. I understood what he meant because to be honest I never pictured myself being mated to a werewolf. "I never pictured myself having kids at all not even in the future"
"why is that?" he asked stopping for a bit before continuing with his massage.
I sighed "I never wanted to bring a child into my world. That would be bringing it into hell were it would be hunted everyday. That would be so selfish, well at least that is how I feel"
"Well our child will be safe and loved as long as I am alive. You will never be hunted again." he said kissing my neck and I felt myself falling asleep as he continued to massage my back with a bit of more pressure.