Chapter 106 Last of me
Alessandro's POV
Ever since her hair shampoo spilled on the ground, everywhere scented like her.
It was painful to experience
The Manor was dull; out of life...since she left.
Nothing made sense.
Yet I saw her and instead of embracing her like I wanted to
I pushed her away with my words.
With my actions.
All of which I didn't mean.
I just wanted her to hurt the way I was hurting.
None of what was happening to us was her fault because she didn't know about her paternity or true identity.
But she wasn't entirely innocent.
She was at fault because she made me fall in love with her.
Yes.
I was in love with Madison.
And it hurt.
It hurt because we couldn't be together.
It was a taboo.
But she completed me.
I was an empty living shell without her.
Nobody could compare to her.
None of them felt like her.
Like home.
"You look fucking miserable." I heard the sound of my father's voice.
I didn't open my eyes.
I just needed peace.
"Thought I'd pay the child of mine who brought me disgrace, a visit." I could hear the anger in his voice.
"You've seen me, Igor. Leave." I growled, my tone low but dangerous.
He was the last person I wanted to listen to right now.
"How could you have something to do with my enemy's daughter. How much of a fucking prick can you be, Alessandro." He yelled, slamming his hand on my desk.
My eyes shot open, shooting him a deathly glare.
"You want to know? You want to know how much of a fucking prick I can be?" I stood up, slowly. "Well, I am so fucking in love with your enemy's daughter." My father gasped. "Yes. You heard me."
"I forbid it. Don't dare me, Alessandro!" He roared, pointing a finger at me.
"Just get out of my house, Igor. You've done a lot already." I told him, sighing weakly
I had no strength in me to even argue, talk more of fight.
"I'm warning you, Alessandro. You wouldn't like what I'd do to you if you go back to that woman."
Unfortunately, I was a man of my word.
I had promised him vengeance and even though I couldn't bring myself to do that...
I just had to stay away from Madison.
She deserved better.
"I said leave!" I glared at him, watching as he struggled out.
"Fuckkkk!!" I yelled, pushing everything down my desk. "Fucking hell!"
"You need to see this, Alessandro. Madison -" Nikolai stopped for a moment, raising his head up, taking in the situation at hand. "What's going on?"
My ear perked up at the sound of her name.
I could lie and say I didn't care about her but I fucking did.
So much.
"Maybe this is not the best time." Nikolai took a retreating step backward.
"Nikolai!" I growled, walking up to him.
He looked down at his phone, looking at me with a nervous smile.
I snatched the phone from his hand, looking for myself.
My breath hitched.
My eyes turned red.
My jaw clenched.
"Russo and Madison are engaged?" I asked, wanting to be sure I was reading correctly.
"To be married in weeks time." Nikolai added, scratching the back of his neck. "Yo man! You're squeezing my shit!" He snatched his phone from my grip. "Mother fucker."
My chest constricted in pain.
How could she do this to me?
How could she claim to love me and then move on so fast with another man?
Isn't love supposed to fight?
Fuck.
"She lied to me." I sat down on the chair, gripping the handle. "She fucking lied to me!!!" I screamed.
"Alessandro -"
"Don't. Don't defend shit." I warned, my voice hard.
"I should've never believed her!" I stood up, throwing the chair on the ground forcefully. "I'm so stupid. Stupid. Stupid!"
"Don."
"What? What the fuck do you all want from me?" I yelled, turning to the guard.
He swallowed hard, looking at me.
"Speak." I gritted out.
"Ms. Madison is outside waiting for you. She said it's urgent."
Great timing.
"Let her in." I told him, my voice rough.
"See. See. Alessandro, you have to calm down." Nikolai placed his hand on my chest.
I shoved his hand, pushing him out of my way. I ran out of the office, running down the stairs.
When my eyes collided with her red eyes, I paused, forgetting how my anger.
"Madison, are you okay?" I held her face in my palm, watching as tears streamed down her eyes freely.
I swear, if Russo laid a finger on her...
"No." She cried, shaking her head. "You have to run with me, Alessandro."
I frowned, "this again?"
"Please." She begged, holding my hand. "You have to - I'm pregnant for you, Alessandro!"
Time and everything stopped.
The room suddenly felt too small.
"Repeat that again?"
She sniffled. "I... I am pregnant for you."
A loud boisterous laugh escaped my lips. "How dare you fucking come here and lie to my face, Madison?"
She creased her head in confusion.
"It's been almost a month since we had sex or even stayed together in a room. If not a fucking month already!" I yelled, making her flinch.
Why would she lie like this?
"It's the last time, Alessandro. Don't you remember? We didn't use protection and my birth control... Please, it's your child." She tried to touch me but I moved back.
"Once is not enough to get you fucking pregnant!" I screamed, irritated that she was lying to me this way.
"I'm fucking serious. Why would I lie about this? Who then do you think is responsible?"
"Russo? Haven't you been fucking him? Isn't he your new fiance?" I scoffed, eyeing her in disgust. "You claim you love me but in less than a month, you go jumping on another pricks dick. Like a... How could you even fucking lie to me like that!"
"I never lied to you" she screamed, holding her chest. "I loved you, I love you and I'll -"
"Cut that crap."
"Alessandro."
"Don't tell me anything." I warned Nikolai. Then I turned back to her. "I will not be called a fool twice, Madison."
"So you're denying this?" Her voice broke. "You're cutting ties with this? All of this?" She placed her hand on her stomach.
"I don't know what to believe!" I pulled my hair harshly, almost ripping it off. "I don't fucking know."
"You'll have to let me know where you stand, Alessandro Bianchi." She walked forward, wiping her eyes with the back of her palm. Her face was blank. "Do you want us? Do you want the child?"
"Alessandro, you have to think man." Nikolai held my arm
I shoved my hand away from his grip.
"Let him make his fucking decision, Nikolai. I want to hear what he thinks of all of this." Madison snapped. "Tell me, Alessandro. Look me in the fucking eyes."
She shoved my chest.
I averted my eyes elsewhere, not wanting to look into her eyes.
I couldn't.
"Do you want this child?"
"I don't fucking want anything... Anything from a bloody liar." I snapped, my eyes twitching.
My heart ached; bleeding
"Good." She nodded, wiping fast the lone tears that fell from her eyes. "Because this is the last of me you'll see, Alessandro Bianchi."
What?
"Goodbye."