Chapter 172 I love you
Ravyen's POV
He was kind enough to direct to where I could get an ice bag and place on my dick.
What's gotten into Arianna? I feel she's throwing tantrums or perhaps she's on her period and mood swings just happens to come in.
I clearly apologize, it's my bad to have the slightest thought about her cheating on me and that was quite embarrassing for me.
I sat at the balcony, just lost and worried. She wasn't coming, I've set the mood, a romantic dinner by the pool and having to escape kylian's mockery.
However, it seems it would be a disappointing night. Fortunately, she arrived, stressed though and when I wanted to talk to her, she ignored me, telling me she's tired and needed rest.
I didn't want to sound bizzare to her and just tried forcing her to eat but it turns out, she was really mad at me.
This was the limit, she just can't ghost me over a minor misunderstanding, women, they're too dramatic.
While she decided to lock herself in the room, I broke in and found her undressing but she quickly covers up like I haven't seen her naked before.
She was staggering, raking her hair and breathing hard like she'd suffocate.
"Ravyen! Get out!" She spat to my face and I took that personal, she's my wife and I can do anything I want with her.
"No! You're left with no choice than to yield to my demand!" I stated clenching my jaw and fuming.
I took a step closer and grabbed her by the wrist but she pushed me away. Where was all that strength coming from?
Her brows furrowed at me, those eyes that once spark bright and having a sense of an abiding love seems to be replaced by disdain.
"I won't!" She retorts pushing me back but I want her, why was she making me feel i'd lose her.
"Arianna..." I softly called, my tone replaced by a short term anxiety. Perhaps I should just stay soft with her as acting harsh might ignite fear in her.
"I love you! Why are you treating like an alien?" I mused pulling her closer to me while embracing her.
She struggled against my grasp, her arms flailing wildly as she tried to break free.
Her eyes darted back and forth, her gaze fixed on some point beyond my shoulder, her pupils dilated with fear.
Her breath came in short, sharp gasps, her chest heaving with exertion.
It felt as though she wanted to escape from something and keeps pushing me away.
Her hands pushed against my chest, her fingers digging deep into my skin, but I held firm, his grip like a vice.
She twisted and turned, her body writhing like a snake, but he countered every move, his arms wrapping tighter around her.
Her face wore desperation as she finally accepts her fate in my arms. I stroke her back softly, she'd settle down soon, she can't be mad at me forever.
I kissed her on the forehead and exhaled softly. Love was really patience, with her, I learnt it.
"Do you care to go for a swim?" I whispered raising her head slowly to meet my gaze.
She exhaled softly, giving no response but her eyes proves it's a no.
"You'd enjoy it" I whispered and as she intended to refuse, I carried her over my shoulder.
She was kicking me and yelling but I just didn't mind, I carried her to the pool.
"I'm sorry but from now on, I'd be disobeying your orders" I declared
Once I got to the pool, I kept her gently at the edge and she was shivering, shaking her head and when she rolled her eyes at me, I pushed her inside.
I could see how she flail her arms, struggling to stay afloat and I took off my shirt and pant just having my underwear.
"Noooo ravyen!" She protested intending to walk out but I dived inside, swimming towards her and holding her by the waist.
"It's just a swim"
I beckoned, the water babbling through the silence as our bodies were engulfed by it bluish flow.
I swam with her to the edge, around and I could hear eyes sparks, a small smile escaped her lips as she sucks her breath, however, when she our eyes locked, it faded away.
I stop swimming with her and made her stand in the pool with me, her lips part softly as I licked my lower lips.
"Ravyen, it's okay for the evening" she points out and wiping off her wet face.
I had thought I found solid ground, a love that would shield me from the past. A moment,
Just when I was becoming strong and given a chance in life.
I had hope that my fantasized life was perfect and for the first time, I smiled under the cruel hands of a lover.
We met accidentally, when I was broken and stucked between living and dying. I was in the cold, the rain plaster on my skin, when everyone had abandoned me, his umbrella came shielding me.
It was my wedding day, when my groom never came but sent a break up later over what was never my fault.
I was abandoned at the altar with preying eyes who had gathered from afar. My event became a nightmare as rumors about me circulates.
Depressed and devastated, I ran out of the altar in tears to find my groom. The first place was his suite.
Walking through the corridors that makes that floor, I realized he was in a room with Lydia, my best friend, having sex.
Of course, he was cheating with a friend. I had thought she was my world, he was my life.
Probably because I had no one, growing up at the mercies of others, I became clingy on the wrong people who i thought were friends.
I was vulnerable and wanted to be loved badly that I accepted any hand that lend a help.