Robert's words caused Jasper to fall silent, in fact, he couldn't say exactly what he was feeling right now.
He certainly didn't hate this sister, he still wanted to love her, but ever since he knew that she wasn't his biological sister, he felt as if his feelings were slowly changing.
This made Jasper feel very beastly, he could not say such words, even he felt that he might be despised by his own brother if he had such thoughts.
"Robert, it's true that I don't really want to see Selena, but not because I mind her existence, or because I mind her taking my real sister's place, it has nothing to do with that. I let her regain her family name, I let everyone know that he is the adopted daughter of our family, not because I hate her, I just don't want her to live as a replacement for my sister's position."
"So if you don't mind her presence, you've been out traveling, and I now suspect you're hiding from Selena. I thought you were adjusting to your mood, but I doubt my thoughts now."
When Robert finished, Jasper couldn't help but sigh.
"Sometimes people's feelings are complicated, when I was sure that Selena was my real sister, I could love her as an older brother, but now, I find that my feelings are not that pure anymore. I can't actually say what my feelings are now, so I want to adjust."
"But I went out to travel for a while, and now that I'm back home, I still can't adjust my mood to face Selena. There's no way to have that pure feeling like before, you know? There would be that feeling of a man looking at a woman, and I feel so disgusted by that thought of me, so I dare not see her."
After Jasper finished, he felt relieved at last.
Originally, he didn't want to say it, but a thing had been suppressed in his heart for so long that even he felt like he was about to break down. Robert was his good brother and he could muster up the courage to say such a thing, and he felt that Robert could probably understand him.
The feeling of a man looking at a woman. Robert recalled the words as he looked at Jasper brother with wide eyes, and then asked incredulously.
"When did you have this feeling? What made you think that way? Is it because of this thought that you're afraid to see Selena?"
After Robert finished, he couldn't help but laugh again.
He thought of Daniel. In a roundabout way, he realized that his brother was now asking for trouble, only that he knew nothing.
Robert's surprise however made Jasper think that it was true that no one was able to understand his kind of mind, and he was also unable to understand his kind of mind, and he sighed.
"I can't remember when it started, most likely before I knew about Selena's identity. She disappeared for over a year and I wanted her back so badly, I even missed her, then I got sick and you know it was Selena who donated a kidney to me, and since then I feel like my mind has changed a bit."
"Because Selena often accompanied me in the ward in those days, I even had a dream once that Selena and I had sex, I was scared, but I thought, people sometimes have all kinds of messy thoughts, and this thing need not be put in mind, because I have treated Selena as a sister for so many years. I suppressed this thing and did not put it on my mind."
"But this time, after knowing Selena's identity, I was first very shocked, then I felt some pain from knowing the memories back then, and I just couldn't take care of things between my feelings yet, but when I adjusted myself to see Selena again, those feelings and memories that had disappeared for a long time suddenly came back to me, which made me feel especially embarrassed and not dare to see Selena."
"Because before, under the confinement of biological siblings, I would find that kind of thinking absurd, and thought I was crazy, but now that I think that since we are not brother and sister anymore, I should make an effort. I really like Selena, but I don't know how much affection is now mixed."
Jasper rambled on and on, Robert listened patiently as he finally understood what he was thinking.
If they had known that Jasper had such thoughts, why did they keep helping to hide it for so long, making it difficult for Selena recently?
"And have you ever thought about what if Selena likes you? You're not biological siblings, so why should you think that thought won't work."
This thought of Robert made Jasper feel better. Robert did not treat him as an alien.
"Robert, are you kidding me? The child that Selena insisted on having was not because she couldn't get over that man? She has someone she likes, and I'm her brother, so if I were to pursue her and confess my love, Selena would feel disgusted. Our relationship as brother and sister will break up and my parents can't take it. They're so old, if I dare to do something like that, they'll definitely break my legs."
Robert couldn't help but smile, and suddenly felt that Jasper have so many things worrying.
If he knew the truth, he would think he was a dumbass.
"Then let me tell you a secret, I am your good brother, you should always believe that I am telling the truth. It begins a year ago, listen carefully."
Robert was just about to say something about Selena and Jasper a year ago, but Georgia suddenly ran over with Annie and Daniel.
"Robert, there's something wrong, go to the front!"
Jasper and Robert's faces changed as the two of them hurried over in the direction Georgia pointed, and Georgia also hurried over holding the two children.
There were many people surrounding Jason over there in the front, while a woman was holding a little boy, crying.
"Daddy, are you going to marry another woman? Don't you want me?"
The little boy took Jason's hand and called him father, and Jason looked strange.