I finished rinsing off and cleaned my back. I got out of the shower and dried off. I put on the silk robe that was hanging in the bathroom and brushed my hair. It looked much better after the haircut I got this morning. I glanced at the clock; it was 8pm. The sun was setting. The bedroom glowed orange and yellow. I walked down the stairs to the patio. Maximo must have gone out the front to talk to whoever was at the door.
Curious, I walked back to the front door and opened it to see Maximo talking with his security detail. “Go back inside.” Maximo hissed.
“Why? What’s going on.” I asked, curious.
“I said go back inside.” He hissed again. I looked at his guard who met my eyes and gave me a slight nod. I turned around and slammed the door. Whatever I thought. We had a good day I suppose, now it’s back to the same old shit. I walked out on the patio and found Maximo’s cigarettes. I put one in my mouth but couldn’t find a lighter. I walked back in the kitchen and made myself a whiskey sour and found a lighter. I walked back outside and lit the cigarette.
I leaned over the railing and drank my drink and finished the cigarette. I soon heard the door open and close. He walked over to me and turned me to face him. I looked deep into his eyes. “Why don’t you listen?” He said through gritted teeth, pushing himself into me. “We couldn’t have one good day together.” It felt like he was blaming me for something.
“What are you talking about?” I asked angrily. He grabbed my arm.
“Do you understand that when we got married, I took my father’s position as head of the cartel? So when I tell you to fuck off, you fuck off.” I pulled back from him. I had no idea that he was now in charge, but he wasn’t going to treat me like this.
“You fuck off!” I yelled walking away from him. He didn’t like this. He grabbed my hair and held me in place.
“Don’t walk away from me.” He said into my ear and then turned me around and untied my robe. I slapped his hands away from my body.
“Don’t touch me.” I almost started to cry. “Don’t touch me when you get like this.” I closed my eyes as he plunged his nose into my neck. I despised his touch; I didn’t understand why he was being cruel to me again. I pushed away from him. “Let go of me!” I screamed. It made him hold me tighter.
“Stop fighting me, Fallon.”
“Stop being a dick to me, Maximo. I am your wife, not someone you can constantly treat like shit and fuck when you are feeling low.” I pushed him again. He wasn’t letting go of me.
“You are my wife, you will do what I want, when I want, and you will just have to get used to that.” He hissed, kissing me hard.
I turned my head away from him. “Let me go.” He pulled me inside as I fought him, he eventually got annoyed and threw me over his shoulder and walked us upstairs. I didn’t fight him on the stairs, as I was afraid he would drop me.
When we got to the loft, he threw me on the bed and removed his robe. I tried to crawl off the bed, but he grabbed my ankles and pulled me into his body. “Stop!” He yelled, slapping me across the face. I stopped squirming. I looked at him with tears in my eyes. “Don’t fucking cry.” He hissed as he crawled on top of me.
I closed my eyes as he entered me. I tried to ignore his touch, but I couldn’t. I tried to ignore his cock in my pussy, but I couldn’t. He stretched me. He slammed into me, hitting my cervix. I couldn’t help but to embrace the ecstasy and pleasure he gave me. “Wrap you legs around me.” He demanded. I wrapped my legs around his hips. “Touch me.” He demanded. I grabbed his arms and dug my nails deep into his skin, making him gasp.
When he came, he rolled over he pulled me to the head of the bed, pulled the sheet over me and wrapped his arms around me.
I tried to ignore the fact that he made me very unhappy when he took me without my consent. I felt used. I felt like a whore. I felt like all the things I never wanted to, that’s how I became so successful. I never lost. I felt like I was losing myself little by little with Maximo. I must make sure I don’t lose myself completely. Promise me, Fallon. I thought to myself before falling into a deep sleep.