Chapter 75

I returned to my room in time to see two of the college’s janitors zipping up and leaving, satiated smiles on their faces. I remembered they had been two of the people who had seen Professor Gutierrez inside Shaun from the hallway. At that point I knew it would never end.

A naked Shaun collapsed on his bed. His dick remained rock hard. I noticed the shorts the men had stripped off him were the ones I’d given him. At least he was trying.

He couldn’t look me in the eyes. “I’m so sorry, Fadil. I have no idea what’s come over me. I’ll move out so you don’t have to keep seeing…everything.”

I felt my stomach lurch. “No, you—” I stopped myself. I felt embarrassed that my reaction was so strong. “That is not necessary. I find it interesting. May I ask you some questions?”

Shaun appeared confused. “Sure,” he said, covering himself with a pillow.

“You do love the sex you have, don’t you?”

He flushed and laughed a shy laugh. “Yes.”

“But I’ve never seen you ejaculate, Shaun. Why is that?”

“I can’t come when I’m fucked doggy style,” he said. “It’s no big deal if that’s what a guy insists on. It’s still fun.”

“Ah, so then you ejaculate by masturbating when I’m not here?”

“No. I’m not real good at making myself come. My fingers are calloused from guitar, so it doesn’t feel great. Hey, I’m so exhausted. I’m gonna crash.”

“That’s fine.” Of course, he was tired. Every day he put his body through swim practice, a long work out, and then the sexual work out. I imagined such vigorous sex takes energy even if one is the submissive partner.

I went to bed, too. I left the gooseneck lamp clamped to my bed on as if I planned to read. Instead I watched Shaun. He’d fallen into a heavy sleep, naked and face up on top of his covers. The low lamplight illuminated his smooth, beautiful body. I felt an inexplicable pang in my stomach, groin and mouth. I climbed out of bed and crept toward my roommate. I leaned over and smelled him. There was a light fragrance of sandalwood soap and some sort of musk that went straight to my brain and made me want to hold Shaun.

I couldn’t believe what I was about to do. But I just had to.

I stood over him, watching the rise and fall of his muscular chest. Slowly I reached down and gently grazed the inside of his thighs with my fingers. Touching him sent a shiver through me. His legs were already vulnerably parted, and I had to resist pushing my hand between and beneath them. My dick ached to be unleashed and tunneled up him.

I’m going to do it. I’m going to do it. I have to try it.

I found Shaun’s supply of condoms and lube under his bed. I pulled down my underwear and suited up. I touched Shaun’s penis. Without waking, he moaned and spread his legs further. I had to calm down. I felt so much shock at my own actions I was nearly hyperventilating.

I did feel the urge to flip him over and mount him in the animalistic way others had done, but I had a new theory. I reached for his ankles but stopped myself. It would be unfair of me to push inside him without asking his permission.

I rubbed his taut stomach to wake him.

“Huh? Fadil? What’s up?”

I had a moment of insecurity, thinking he would tell me no when he’d submitted to everyone else. Then I thought of the professors and the janitors. I may not have been as attractive as Lucas or Martin, but I had a lean, if hairy frame and girlfriends had told me I had pretty eyes. I felt certain I was better looking than the older men at least.

“Shaun, may I lift your legs and…and enter you?”

Shaun gave me a sleepy smile. “I’ve been hoping you’d want to, but, ooh, I love your chest hair. You should go shirtless more oft—whoa! You’re bigger than I could tell through your boxers, Fadil. Wow.” He bit his lip. “I’m a little tired…does it have to be right now?”

I resorted to putting my hand on his dick, feeling slightly guilty for using the same trick the others had to wear down Shaun’s resistance.

“God, that feels so good,” Shaun purred. “Unh, I do need it now.” He lifted his legs for me. “May we do it on my back, or…I guess I should assume the position.”

“I want you on your back,” I said.

His eyes went wide with surprise, and he rewarded me with another sweet smile. I pulled his legs to the edge of the bed and held his ankles in one hand while I lubed his smooth ass with the other. He wriggled, helping my fingers push in.