Shit still broken.
I sighed and put my head on his chest. I could hear his heart beating and I wanted to sink my fangs into his throat. The urge was so strong that I moved to his neck and kissed his sweet spot. The shiver ran through us both and I sighed, I hadn’t lost the urge to have him nor had I lost the lust that built between my thighs. The wetness was a welcome sign after everything that had happened. With a little wiggle I rubbed against him and heard his groan.
“You’re killing me Ma Cher.” Draven whispered into my hair.
“I want you, but I’m scared of wanting you.” I didn't think it made much sense really.
“Maybe when we get out of the house for a week or so you will be better with the memories and the wants that run your body. The sun is coming and we should get in bed.” Draven told me and I knew he might be right.
I nodded and he put me down so I could clean up and brush my teeth. Draven slept in the bed with me because I tossed and turned, but with him in the bed I was able to feel safe. So we slept in that large bed and I tried not to punch him in the face. It was sad that I wanted to fight even in my sleep. It was the memories that made her fight.
As was the normal for me I was up by around four and moving around the house to get things that I needed for the party. I made a few more calls and made sure that everything was set up. The party was set to go off on Saturday. I took my mug of blood to my bay window to look out at the sunset. The colors in the skin called to me and I loved the way the colors mix and blend. I wanted a painting of a sunset to put on my wall.
When Draven woke and came into the room I smiled and gave him a hug. He sat with me and drank his blood.
“So the party is set and we have everything set up. I hope people show up, it is strange for a new designer to have a party like this.” I told him but this woman had an amazing talent and it needed to be shown off.
“I am sure that the party will be great. You have really helped her so much.” Draven told me with a smile.
“She told me not to have the party, but I had to help her. I have the money and I want to help.” I didn't force her to have the party but she seemed okay with it.
“That is sweet of you; I have something I want you to try.” Draven could see that she wasn't sure on this.
He stood and went into the kitchen then came back out with a mug. I could smell the AB neg in it and smiled up at him. When he handed me the mug I smiled and when he sat back down and watched as I took the first sip. I made a face then took another drink, it wasn’t real blood. I could tell that it wasn’t but it did take the hunger away.
“I can tell it isn’t the real thing, but it does work. It takes away the hunger.” I told him not really wanting more.
“It is synthetic.” Draven told me and I figured that out.
“Not bad, but I don’t know if I want to drink it all the time.” I told him not wanting to upset him either.
“I had that feeling that you wouldn’t want to drink it all the time. They have some work to do on it.” Draven nodded as he looked out the window agian.
“I must agree.” I told him with a laugh.
Draven took the mug and went to clean it out. I watched out the window for a while and then finally stood and went to watch TV. I don’t really do that too often, so it was nice to sit down and watch. Nothing really good is on the TV, at least nothing I really wanted to watch. My body knew what it wanted, but my mind wouldn't work with me.