Kayla Pov
I've been here for three weeks so far. My body has healed up thanks to my celestial powers. There isn't a scratch on me. My hair is now to my waist, and it has so much volume. My eyes are bright green and filled with life and love. The twins have been the perfect mates, not rushing me or asking my permission about what I wanted to do. I can feel our chemistry, and I find myself wanting to give into it, but then Liam comes into my mind, and I shy into a corner in my mind. It's not mating with them that I'm afraid of; it's being afraid of them losing control and not letting me have any control like they have been doing lately. What if their wolves take over and decide they don't want to be patient anymore?
I haven't exactly met their wolves yet. I only met them once, two weeks ago, after I told them about Liam being my husband, and they came out claiming me as theirs. Now that I remember, though, I wasn't afraid of them. I knew they would hurt me. It's stupid to compare them to that idiot, Liam. I haven't seen or heard anything about Liam since I've been here. I feel safe. I feel content. I just need to get over my paranoia.
Solem has been here in astral form, teaching me how to channel the energy of the realm into my body. So far, I've learned how to manipulate and create fire out of thin air. I've learned how to control the heat energy and create celestial balls that are equal to the sun's heat. I can channel my energy and focus, which is helpful because I no longer fear burning things down at night. Solem. He is the only real family I have left. He is incredibly patient with me, making sure I learn how to do something before going back to the Firelands. I've learned how to send Pythia. We write to each other often.
He has become like my new best friend, whom I tell everything to. I'm also sure he is fond of Dr. Lauren, as I caught a message addressed to her. I didn't read it, but Lauren's face had a blush on it once she read it. I figured she would tell me when she was comfortable. She deserved love in her life after her mate passed away in battle when she was younger. They are worthy of each other, and I couldn't be prouder.
I have recently finished training with Hank and Will, Elena's bodyguards. They are pretty old, but they move as if they were my age. Will is mute, so Hank pretty much had to speak because both of them don't have wolves. Elena says I will hear from everyone after I decide to become a part of the pack officially through my celestial link, which will connect to every wolf in the pack.
I can see my twins on the opposite side training. Ever since we heard the prophecy, they seem to train extra hard these days. They always make time for me, though. My love. My boys. My life. Mine, and I love them both so much. Sometimes, when I'm with them, I can catch their mother observing our behavior. I am most likely making sure the boys respect me. She is the mother I never had, and I am entirely grateful to her. The boy's father, Roland, treats me like his second daughter, always making sure I'm feeling okay, being treated right, and being a listening ear when I need to talk. I didn't see the boy's sister and her mate, but I'm told they decided to live on pack grounds in a separate house.
As I watch my twins train, I can't help but stare at their faces. The way the sun glistens from their bodies, the sweat pours from their muscles. They are so sexy, and I feel small moisture growing between my legs. I talked with Dr. Lauren, and she explained to me a week ago about arousal and how it happens. My heart starts to beat faster as I walk towards them. While they are fighting their opponent, I see both of them pause and take a huge sniff. Their heads both turned to look at me, their eyes black. Their opponents chose that moment to take them down. I blushed as I realized it was my fault and turned around, quickly heading back to the packhouse.
Once I'm back in my room, I decide to take a bath. I turn on some music, lock the door, and sink in the tub after running the water. I relax in the water, and I find my thoughts turning back to my boys in training. I can feel my body getting turned on as I find myself visualizing their hands around me. Dr. Lauren talked to me about self-pleasure, as she knew the sexual feelings I was having but was scared to have them with the boys. She told me to explore my body myself and just see what I liked. I decided to give it a shot.
I place both hands on my neck as I listen to the slow jam "Earned it by the Weekend.".
I run slowly down my neck and stop them both over my nipples. I pinch them between my fingers and gasp at the feeling. They were stiff and perfect. Two rosebuds. Touching them in this way made me feel so good, and I moaned. I put both breasts in my hands as I massaged them, enjoying the way I felt. I decided to keep going. With my left hand on my breast, I slid my right hand down to my flower. I touched my clitoral area and nearly jumped at the feeling. I never touched myself in this way.
I rubbed my clitoral area softly in circles. With each rub, I felt electricity run through my whole body. My moans were getting a little louder now. I slid past my clitoral area and put my hands between my inner thigh lips, playing around until I felt my hole. I slipped one finger inside. I loved the way I felt. I was in the bath, but I could tell I was wet. It felt sticky. I stuck another finger inside, sliding my fingers in and out at a comfortable pace. My thoughts went back to my twins. I imagined Aiden's fingers slipping in and out of me while Ethan nipped at my neck and massaged my breasts.
"Oh, Ethan," I moaned. It was like I could feel him as I pictured him planting kisses on my neck, licking it, and whispering into my ear. I felt something happening. Something was building in me, and I didn't know what it was, but I liked the feeling, and I wasn't about to stop now. Whatever it was, it was close to coming out.
I focused on my fingers slipping in and out, and that feeling was so close. So close. My heart is pounding so much, and my breathing is erratic.
"Aiden," I moaned as the feeling came ripping through me. Then it was like a beautiful explosion that went off through my head and traveled through my toes and fingers.
'FUUUUUUUCK!" I screamed, and my whole body went limp. I was in bliss. I felt a beautiful bliss as I sank from the feeling. After I came down from the feeling, I finished washing and got dressed. I was extremely happy, but I was feeling sleepy as well and decided to go to bed. When I walked out of the bathroom, I was instantly greeted by the sight of the boys lounging against the couch, with their eyes flickering in and out of black and a secretly knowing smile on their faces.
Shit, they heard me.
They both stood up and walked to me without saying a word, sandwiching me between them. All the embarrassment I had gone out the window as they nuzzled their heads on my neck, breathing me in. I knew they could smell that my arousal was back. Aiden then took my hand and led me to bed.
"Love, I'm not ready," I told them.
"We know, Ethan said.
"We just want to worship you, but no sex," Aiden said. They stared at me, waiting for my consent.
"Okay," I tell them,