Chapter 31: Why, Kaitlyn?
Kaitlyn
I took a deep breath as I went inside to the reception. I took my room card and went inside. I hope Daniel didn’t see the incident and doesn’t see it on television or on his phone. He will be confused. He will have hope again and he will…
I don’t know. It didn’t feel like I was lying. It was correct, I hate Chris. I hate him from my heart. Who the hell disowns their sister and then acts like nothing ever happened?
I sat down and took a deep breath. Now what should I do?
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Daniel
I was sitting on the couch, feeling so helpless. I couldn’t stop her, but there was a voice in my heart, telling me that she doesn’t hate me. So I asked her to not hate me, and I was so happy when she told me that she doesn’t. I could feel it. That ‘maybe’ didn’t mean anything. She doesn’t hate me.
As the door closed, I felt tears rolling down. Why was I feeling this way?
I wiped them and sat back. She is never gonna return. I should stop day-dreaming and rather should try to move on. She was a gem but I tried to break her. She is tainted but still has her worth as much as before. Someone is gonna polish her. I was stupid to waste my chance with her. I was so lucky to have her but I…
I feel so disgusted whenever I think of what I did with her. I was a complete monster. More than the shock of my behaviours, I am shocked by the change. How did I change so much? I hate myself so much. I can’t even think of thinking about those things which I did to her.
I should be thankful she doesn’t hate me. I mean, literally, anyone would have hated the hell outta me if I behaved this way. But she is an angel.
I got up. I need to do something. I have to change myself. I know I can get her back, but only if I win her trust. For that, I have to bring my own trust and love back. I will try to trust myself first. Once I am ready to be hers, I will try again.
I decided to start with bringing my business up again. It was drowning and it only survived in the list because she got the deal. I remember how happy she was when she got it. Her smile makes my heart leap with joy and the tears make my heart whimper in pain and I only ever gave her pain.
I knew I had to distract my mind, so I searched my company on Google to get the recents of my company. But the latest news attracted me more than the ‘top companies: survey 2021’ did.
“Mrs. Sullivans and Mr. Adams reportedly in bad terms, were saw yelling at open street”
I clicked on the link. Mrs. Sullivan? Kaitlyn…?
I swiped the screen and saw a picture of Kaitlyn yelling at Chris. I played the video.
Kaitlyn looked so angry at Chris. it was understandable but thinking it was also my fault, kills me. Maybe I should give her back to Chris. Maybe she will be happy with him. She of course--
‘So you will choose Daniel over me?’ I heard Chris and all my attention was again back to the video.
‘Yes’
‘Okay’ I saw Kaitlyn going inside the hotel after that. Will she choose me over Chris? It was a joke, right? I mean, not a joke maybe, but she said it to make Chris realise his mistake, right? she can’t really choose me over him. She might be saying it sarcastically or maybe she wanted to let Chris know that he did really wrong.
The video ended. I read the reports, which were so serious about Kaitlyn choosing me over Chris. No one seemed to be taking it as a joke or prank.
I should know better. they don’t know what happened with us, so they are speculating that. I saw there were a few people also asking why she had the luggage, and if we are separating but of course she isn’t gonna answer them that I tortured her!
I kept the phone down as thoughts clouded my head. What could possibly be the reason behind her saying this? Was it just for the media, or for Chris? Or did she want me to see this??
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