Chapter 217 THE LAUNCH
Chapter 217 THE LAUNCH
POV: Brittany
"It's not a gift," David had said, and standing backstage the next evening, feeling the weight of Clara's finished gown against my skin, I understood exactly what he meant, understood it the way you understand something not through explanation but through the simple, physical fact of living inside it.
The venue was the same building where my mother's studio had once burned, purchased permanently now, renamed in her honor, the Redman Building standing exactly where a fire thirty years ago had tried to erase everything Clara had built. I stood in the wings, watching the crowd fill in through a gap in the curtain, four hundred people who had watched this entire story unfold across headlines for months, press credentials checked at the door, buyers and journalists and industry figures all gathered in the same room where my mother had died for the crime of being too talented for the wrong family to leave alone.
Elena adjusted the hem of my gown one final time, kneeling on the floor backstage with pins still in her mouth even though not a single stitch actually needed adjusting anymore, the dress finished perfectly weeks ago by hands more skilled than mine would ever be.
"You don't have to keep fixing it," I told her gently. "It's already right."
"I know," she said, sitting back on her heels, finally letting the pins rest in her palm instead of her mouth. "I suppose I just wanted a reason to be close to it a little longer."
I understood exactly what she meant, and I let her finish anyway, because some rituals matter more for the comfort they give than the correction they provide.
"You're shaking," David said quietly, coming up beside me.
"I'm fine," I said, though we both knew it wasn't entirely true.
"You're allowed not to be fine, Brittany. Nobody's grading tonight on composure, least of all me."
I laughed despite the nerves, a short, breathless sound. "Somebody's definitely grading tonight on composure. Have you seen the press list?"
"I've seen the press list. I've also seen you handle worse than a room full of reporters." He took my hand, steady, grounding. "You've got this."
The lights dimmed. The murmur of the crowd quieted. Daisy's voice came through my earpiece, calm and professional, counting down the final seconds before I walked out, the same steady voice that had talked me through a dozen crises this past year now walking me through something far gentler.
I stepped onto the stage in Clara's gown. The room shifted the way rooms shift when something genuinely significant enters them, a collective intake of breath from four hundred people who had come expecting a fashion launch and were instead watching the closing chapter of a story that had gripped the country for the better part of a year. Cameras flashed in a wave across the room, and for once the light didn't feel like exposure. It felt like witness.
I didn't feel like a victim reclaiming anything. I felt, for the first time in my life, simply like myself.
"My name is Brittany Redman," I said into the microphone, my voice steadier than I'd expected it to sound after everything the past week had cost me. "Some of you already know this story. Tonight I want to finish telling it properly."
I spoke about my mother. About the studio that had once stood on this exact ground, about the fire that had tried to erase her, about thirty years of silence finally broken. I spoke about Josephine, about two hundred years of women in my family whose work had been stolen and buried and renamed under someone else's signature. I spoke about Sophia, about a woman who had spent the last of her strength finishing a dress she would never get to see on a stage, and I felt my voice catch on that part despite every rehearsal I'd done in front of the mirror, despite every attempt to prepare myself for the moment I'd have to say her name in public for the first time since the funeral.
I looked down, briefly, at the fabric of the gown itself, at the beading along the bodice that Sophia's failing hands had struggled through in twenty-minute bursts, resting whenever the tremor became too much, returning to the needle the moment it eased. I thought about Elena finishing what Sophia couldn't, about the specific patience that kind of love requires, and I found the strength to keep going.
"She isn't here tonight," I said, my voice breaking slightly, unashamed of it, letting the crowd see exactly what this moment cost me instead of performing composure I didn't feel. "But she's wearing this dress with me, in every stitch, in every bead she placed with hands that were failing her by the end. This gown is the last thing my mother ever imagined and the last thing my husband's grandmother ever built. I don't think either of them would have wanted it any other way."
The room was completely silent, four hundred people holding their breath together.
David stood in the wings holding our daughters, one on each arm, and I could see him from the stage, could see the specific pride on his face that had nothing to do with the fortune he'd just given away and everything to do with watching me finish what his family had once tried to destroy. Elena sat in the front row beside Leo, both of them wiping their eyes without any pretense of hiding it. Daisy sat near them, laptop finally closed for the first time in weeks, allowing herself to simply watch instead of manage. Bianca sat close by, Rosa beside her, my grandmother and David's mother Eleanor together at the end of the row, family in every sense the word had ever meant across two centuries of women who had fought to claim it.
Margaret hadn't been strong enough to travel for the launch itself, but Cecile had arranged a video call so she could watch from her care facility in Louisiana, her small screen propped on a chair near the front where someone, probably Leo, had made sure she had the clearest possible view of the stage. I found her face in that small glowing rectangle partway through my speech and felt something steady in me that I hadn't expected, the specific comfort of knowing the oldest living witness to this family's history was watching it, finally, come full circle.
I finished my speech, and the applause that followed felt different from the applause at the gala, less like triumph and more like recognition, four hundred people finally understanding the full weight of what they'd been reading about in headlines for months.
A journalist near the front, one I recognized from the sentencing hearing outside the courthouse, caught my eye as the applause settled and mouthed something that looked like thank you, which surprised me more than any question she could have shouted. I nodded once, acknowledging it, and moved on to the next part of the evening before the moment could ask more of me than I had left to give.
The residency cohort announcement came next, eleven names read aloud one by one, Bianca and Adaeze among them, each designer stepping briefly into the light while the audience applauded, the future of the Phoenix Line taking physical shape in front of everyone watching.
As the applause settled and the announcement concluded, David stepped out onto the stage beside me, unplanned, unscripted, and I felt a flicker of confusion before I understood what was happening. He took the microphone gently from my hand.
"Before we close tonight," he said, looking at me rather than the crowd, his voice carrying easily through the sudden hush that fell across the room, "there's one more thing I need to say in front of everyone who helped us get here."
He turned fully toward me.
"Brittany Redman. Will you marry me again? Not the contract this time. For real. In front of everyone who knows exactly what it cost us to get here."